{"id":33237,"date":"2019-10-08T06:21:36","date_gmt":"2019-10-08T05:21:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33237"},"modified":"2019-10-08T06:21:36","modified_gmt":"2019-10-08T05:21:36","slug":"vantan-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33237","title":{"rendered":"V\u00e4ntan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"366\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/noppivagen.jpg?resize=580%2C366&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33238\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/noppivagen.jpg?w=915&amp;ssl=1 915w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/noppivagen.jpg?resize=300%2C189&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/noppivagen.jpg?resize=768%2C484&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/noppivagen.jpg?resize=476%2C300&amp;ssl=1 476w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vaken sen en timme. Sotarv\u00e4ntan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Solen g\u00e5r upp d\u00e4r bakom berget. Men det \u00e4r en gissning s\u00e5klart. Men berget ligger \u00f6sterut och det \u00e4r ljusbl\u00e5tt p\u00e5 himlen just d\u00e4r och tiden, ja den \u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 ganska r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r just det d\u00e4r med soluppg\u00e5ng (07:05). Ja egentligen har den v\u00e4l g\u00e5tt upp nu allts\u00e5. Men berget skymmer.  Det finns f\u00f6rresten m\u00e5nga definitioner p\u00e5 sol som g\u00e5tt upp. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Solskivan b\u00f6rjar synas \u00f6ver horisonten.<\/li><li>Halva solskivan syns vid horisonten.<\/li><li>Hela solskivan syns \u00f6ver horisonten.<\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alla \u00e4r de &#8220;soluppg\u00e5ng&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Om jag minns r\u00e4tt till\u00e4mpar vi den sista regeln h\u00e4r i Sverige. Milit\u00e4ren har andra definitioner. Det har v\u00e4l med det d\u00e4r morgontrumpetandet att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det finns f\u00f6rdelar med att ha gr\u00e5 starr. Det noterade jag i natt vid tretiden. En lastbil far f\u00f6rbi nere p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen. P\u00e5 taket har den en blinkande varningslampa. Allt det d\u00e4r, varningslampa, starka str\u00e5lkastare, r\u00f6relse, blir till ett fyrverkeri f\u00f6r mig som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och tittar ut genom f\u00f6nstret ut i m\u00f6rkret.  Ja det \u00e4r inte en konstruktion det h\u00e4r.  Det handlar verkligen om fyrverkeribuketter. Varenda ljuspunkt d\u00e4r ute blir till en. Olikf\u00e4rgat. Vackert.  Ja bara gapar. M\u00e5ste h\u00e4mta glas\u00f6gonen till slut. Men de bryter s\u00e5klart magin.  S\u00e5 av \u00e5ker de igen. Sen st\u00e5r jag d\u00e4r en stund och fascineras. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det finns f\u00f6rdelar med allt. Man m\u00e5ste bara bejaka upplevelserna. Men det visste jag ju redan tidigare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja s\u00e5 kommer d\u00e5 sotaren. N\u00e4r han tagit sig helskinnad ner fr\u00e5n taket igen s\u00e5  pustar man ut. Man vill inte uppleva nedfallande sotare en morgon som denna. Dessv\u00e4rre \u00e4r pannan v\u00e4ldigt sotig denna g\u00e5ng. Han f\u00e5r g\u00f6ra r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r pengarna. Men efter moget \u00f6verv\u00e4gande kom jag fram till att et vore galet att sota innan sotaren kommer f\u00f6r den skull. Ibland \u00e4r man osn\u00e4llare, ja rent av sl\u00f6.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En kopp te har jag unnat mig. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l mer n\u00e5gon slags vana det d\u00e4r om inte \u00e4r en vana. Eller ritual. En b\u00f6nestund utan han\/hon\/det\/gud och b\u00f6nen. Men \u00e5tminstone lite tid f\u00f6r eftertanke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jaha, jag skall l\u00e5tsasjobba. N\u00e4sta stora h\u00e4ndelse h\u00e4r \u00e4r sopbilens ankomst. Idag f\u00e5r den ett halv k\u00e4rl att t\u00f6mma. Det \u00e4r en fj\u00e4rdedel mer \u00e4n vad v\u00e5r tv\u00e5veckorsranson brukar vara. Skr\u00e4ptider hos Hedmans. Efter det h\u00e4nder v\u00e4l inte s\u00e5 mycket mer sp\u00e4nnande h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Gissar man. Men man har \u00e5 andra sidan blivit \u00f6verraskad f\u00f6rr. Posten kanske ringer p\u00e5 d\u00f6rren  d\u00e4r vid tolvtiden&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vaken sen en timme. Sotarv\u00e4ntan. Solen g\u00e5r upp d\u00e4r bakom berget. Men det \u00e4r en gissning s\u00e5klart. Men berget ligger \u00f6sterut och det \u00e4r ljusbl\u00e5tt p\u00e5 himlen just d\u00e4r och tiden, ja den \u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 ganska r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r just det d\u00e4r med soluppg\u00e5ng (07:05). Ja egentligen har den v\u00e4l g\u00e5tt upp nu allts\u00e5. 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