{"id":33160,"date":"2019-09-27T19:56:53","date_gmt":"2019-09-27T18:56:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33160"},"modified":"2019-09-27T19:56:53","modified_gmt":"2019-09-27T18:56:53","slug":"osoffad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33160","title":{"rendered":"OSoffad"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Fredag. Men ingen soffa. M\u00e4rklig k\u00e4nsla. L\u00e5tsasjobbar ist\u00e4llet. Ja, eller skriver det h\u00e4r. \u00c4r v\u00e4l till och med en niv\u00e5 under l\u00e5tsasjobb. Bloggandet. Vilan. L\u00e5t-tiden-bara-g\u00e5-syssels\u00e4ttningen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anledningen till traditionsbrottet denna fredag \u00e4r att K \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g hem fr\u00e5n bokm\u00e4ssan i G\u00f6teborg. T\u00e5g med bibliotekarier fr\u00e5n kommunen f\u00f6rmodas anl\u00e4nda i Ljusdal 22:40 och jag skall allts\u00e5 h\u00e4mta upp. Bibliotekariernas firmafest \u00e4r nu allts\u00e5 \u00f6ver och nu f\u00e5r “oseri\u00f6st vanligt folk” tilltr\u00e4de till alla skrivande och pratande om skrivande k\u00e4ndisar under helgen. Min erfarenhet \u00e4r att “i de lugnaste vattnen…” och lugnare vatten \u00e4n kring bibliotekspersonal kan man sv\u00e5rligen t\u00e4nkas sig. Men \u00e5 andra sidan. De \u00e4r alla vildare \u00e4n man kan tro. Det har man ocks\u00e5 l\u00e4rt sig. En del rent av farliga. Fr\u00e5ga ilken bibliotekschef som helst. Men G\u00f6teborg och Svenska m\u00e4ssan tycks st\u00e5 kvar. Om \u00e4n ing\u00e5ngen \u00e4r blodigare idag \u00e4n ig\u00e5r. S\u00e5 det m\u00e5ste ha avl\u00e4ot ganska skapligt bes\u00f6ket i “lilla london” \u00e4nd\u00e5,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv har jag knappat frenetiskt. Knappat i ren gl\u00e4dje. Inte en enda antiobiotikatablett har passerat min strupe. Visserligen g\u00f6r det ont p\u00e5 sina st\u00e4llen fortfarande. Men underteckna k\u00e4nner mer hopp. P\u00e5 hopp kan man leva l\u00e4nge. Allt detta allts\u00e5 f\u00f6r att en \u00f6verl\u00e4kare tar en ordentlig till p\u00e5 r\u00f6ntgenbilderna. Bra. Bakterier, vik h\u00e4dan – om ni inte redan gjort det – f\u00f6r h\u00e4r kommer jag. Sugen p\u00e5 liv och att leva. Ja en del tycker kanske inte att det h\u00e4r verkar vara ett riktigt lib. Men mitt liv \u00e4r det. Ja och jag gillar det. Jag best\u00e4mmer. Definitivt \u00e4t det s\u00e5. I den fr\u00e5gan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nackdelen med att ha K borta \u00e4r att jag gl\u00f6mmer bort att \u00e4ta. Ja l\u00e4gga sig i tid ocks\u00e5. Fast den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen fattade jag nog aldrig riktigt att hon var borta. Egentligen. Man blir tr\u00f6gare med \u00e5ren. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag d\u00f6k in i mitt s\u00e5klart. Kan inte annat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast till slut \u00e4ter jag s\u00e5klart. Snabbt och slafsigt. Ja sover med. M;en \u00e4ta ensam, eller sova ensam, \u00e4r ingen h\u00f6jdare. Kan vi enas om det?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man b\u00f6r s\u00e4nda m\u00e5nga tankar till de ensamma. Ofta. S\u00e5 j\u00e4vla roligt \u00e4r det inte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sv\u00e5rt s\u00e5klart att f\u00e5 n\u00e5got riktigt gjort n\u00e4r jag sitter och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 n\u00e5got. Man f\u00e5r leta s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r som inte beh\u00f6ver s\u00e5 mycket koncentration. Som kan utf\u00f6ras lite mekaniskt. Tillverka sig ett script eller tv\u00e5. Japp, det fungerar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jo och ja. Kanske \u00e4r det s\u00e5dant jag skall ta tag i nu. N\u00e4stan en timme kvar innan jag m\u00e5ste brumma iv\u00e4g ut i svarta kv\u00e4llen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Trevlig helg kamrater!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fredag. Men ingen soffa. M\u00e4rklig k\u00e4nsla. L\u00e5tsasjobbar ist\u00e4llet. Ja, eller skriver det h\u00e4r. \u00c4r v\u00e4l till och med en niv\u00e5 under l\u00e5tsasjobb. Bloggandet. Vilan. L\u00e5t-tiden-bara-g\u00e5-syssels\u00e4ttningen. Anledningen till traditionsbrottet denna fredag \u00e4r att K \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g hem fr\u00e5n bokm\u00e4ssan i G\u00f6teborg. T\u00e5g med bibliotekarier fr\u00e5n kommunen f\u00f6rmodas anl\u00e4nda i Ljusdal 22:40 och jag skall allts\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-33160","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":51288,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=51288","url_meta":{"origin":33160,"position":0},"title":"H\u00e4lsingetoppen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2026-03-02","format":false,"excerpt":"D\u00e5s\u00e5, satt ig\u00e5r och tittade p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra olika alternativ f\u00f6r att kunna forts\u00e4tta att g\u00f6ra en lista med artister med anknytning till H\u00e4lsingland, men utan Spotify's data s\u00e5 faller det pladask. 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