{"id":33072,"date":"2019-09-18T22:33:51","date_gmt":"2019-09-18T21:33:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33072"},"modified":"2019-09-18T22:33:51","modified_gmt":"2019-09-18T21:33:51","slug":"snart-helg-pa-en-soffa-nara-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33072","title":{"rendered":"Snart helg p\u00e5 en soffa n\u00e4ra mig."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"5344\" height=\"3006\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?fit=584%2C329&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-33073\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?w=5344&amp;ssl=1 5344w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/IMG_20190918_232337995.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00e5ja, s\u00e5 blir det lite gjort \u00e4nd\u00e5. 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Det \u00e4r bara det som r\u00e4knas h\u00e4r Open Source lag ocks\u00e5. Det r\u00e4cker inte med att prata om att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. Man g\u00f6r f\u00f6rst, snackar sen. Bra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Borde v\u00e4l g\u00f6ra musik ocks\u00e5. Bara f\u00f6r att j\u00e4vlas. Bara f\u00f6r att jag kan. Men det beh\u00f6vs \u00f6ppen tid d\u00e4r. Man m\u00e5ste k\u00e4nna att man har en dag f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. L\u00e5tsasjobb kan stressa ocks\u00e5. Ingen tror det. Men det \u00e4r som att k\u00f6ras bil. Man f\u00e4rdas sina mil. \u00c4r tr\u00f6tt n\u00e4r man kommer hem. Medpassagerare \u00e4r pigga och vill mer. F\u00f6rst\u00e5r inte den tr\u00f6tte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vi g\u00e5r \u00e5t olika h\u00e5ll. V\u00e4xer ifr\u00e5n varann och v\u00e4xer ihop igen. M\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger h\u00e4nder det under ett livs samvaro. Sen st\u00e5r man d\u00e4r och undrar var man befinner sig. F\u00f6rvvillad. K\u00e4nner inte igen sig. 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