{"id":32953,"date":"2019-09-05T21:46:02","date_gmt":"2019-09-05T20:46:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32953"},"modified":"2019-09-05T21:46:02","modified_gmt":"2019-09-05T20:46:02","slug":"slutet-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32953","title":{"rendered":"Slutet"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Torsdag kv\u00e4ll. En vecka har liksom g\u00e5tt. Jo, det \u00e4r en fredag kvar ocks\u00e5 s\u00e4ger du. Men h\u00e4r har K ledigt p\u00e5 fredagar. Veckan s\u00e4tts allts\u00e5 efter hennes agenda. Den slutar p\u00e5 torsdagen. Punkt. Jo, vissa av oss f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker smygl\u00e5tsasarbeta \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 fredagarna. Men ofta utan den d\u00e4r riktiga framg\u00e5ngen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon h\u00e4lsocentral och CRP. Bara varannan vecka nu. Men n\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader till f\u00f6r s\u00e4kerhets skull. Man hoppas p\u00e5 <5 s\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nya glas\u00f6gon \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. De \u00e4r visserligen de billigaste jag lyckas f\u00e5 tag p\u00e5, men med ny styrka. Inledande gr\u00e5 starr m\u00f6ts tydligen med starkare glas\u00f6gon. Jag l\u00e4ser om en kvinna som under ett drygt \u00e5r g\u00e5r fr\u00e5n -2 til -17, med flera glas\u00f6gonbyten under den tiden f\u00f6r att kunna jobba, innan hon opereras eftersom starkare glas\u00f6gon inte g\u00e5r att uppbringa. Man f\u00f6rv\u00e5nas. Gapar. F\u00f6r mig har mycket av synen f\u00f6rsvunnit sedan midsommar. Kan t.ex. inte l\u00e4sa text p\u00e5 tv, k\u00e4nna igen ansikten om de \u00e4r n\u00e5gon meter ifr\u00e5n mig osv. Men det \u00e4r inget konstigt med det enligt optiker och \u00f6gonl\u00e4kare. “Det \u00e4r bara lite gr\u00e5 starr”. Att det h\u00e4nder s\u00e5 snabbt oroar bara mig. Jag som \u00e4r en\u00f6gd redan innan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fan, nu pratar jag kr\u00e4mpor igen. T\u00e4nkte h\u00e5lla mig fr\u00e5n det…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6stk\u00e4nning \u00e4r det hur som helst. Riktigt ordentligt till och med. Man VILL stanna inne. G\u00f6r det. Men f\u00f6r de arbetsamma \u00e4r det en bra tid. Japp, f\u00f6r l\u00e5tsasarbetande ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4 nu s\u00e5, nu f\u00e5r det vara f\u00f6r idag. Tyar inte mer helt enkelt. Ny dag imorgon. Hoppas man. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Torsdag kv\u00e4ll. En vecka har liksom g\u00e5tt. Jo, det \u00e4r en fredag kvar ocks\u00e5 s\u00e4ger du. Men h\u00e4r har K ledigt p\u00e5 fredagar. Veckan s\u00e4tts allts\u00e5 efter hennes agenda. Den slutar p\u00e5 torsdagen. Punkt. Jo, vissa av oss f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker smygl\u00e5tsasarbeta \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 fredagarna. Men ofta utan den d\u00e4r riktiga framg\u00e5ngen. Imorgon h\u00e4lsocentral och CRP. 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