{"id":32922,"date":"2019-09-04T22:06:29","date_gmt":"2019-09-04T21:06:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32922"},"modified":"2019-09-04T22:06:29","modified_gmt":"2019-09-04T21:06:29","slug":"aderlatning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32922","title":{"rendered":"\u00c5derl\u00e5tning"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Sitter h\u00e4r i kv\u00e4llen och bl\u00f6der n\u00e4sblod. En vana. Sedan en tid tillbaks. Men ser det som \u00e5derl\u00e5tning. S\u00e5dant som gammelmormor h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 med. Dog man inte av det blev man friskare. Eller k\u00e4nde sig i alla fall. Alla som n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng gett blod k\u00e4nner v\u00e4l igen det d\u00e4r. F\u00f6rst blir man tr\u00f6tt. Sen kickar \u00e5terst\u00e4llningssystemet in med full effekt. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det endorfiner. Fina grejer. Gott samvete f\u00e5r man p\u00e5 k\u00f6pet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dock verkar inte kroppens egna opiater kicka in n\u00e4r man sitter s\u00e5h\u00e4r som jag och bl\u00f6der n\u00e4sblod. K\u00e4nner mig bara tr\u00f6tt hela v\u00e4gen, liksom<\/strong>, men skall bara… ja, innan jag l\u00e4gger mig allts\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars har det h\u00e4r varit en alldeles utm\u00e4rkt dag. Tror det \u00e4r f\u00f6rsta dagen under \u00e5ret jag riktigt \u00e5kt in hela v\u00e4gen in i mitt g\u00f6rande. Det gillar jag. Det finns nog inget jag gillar mer. Ja m\u00f6jligen musik d\u00e5. Ja och lite annat. Barn, fru och katter och s\u00e5dant. Men sen. Djup koncentration. Mindfullness s\u00e4ger en del. Att vara i zonen s\u00e4ger andra. Ljuvligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute regnar det. \u00c4r lite mysigt s\u00e5d\u00e4r n\u00e4r man sitter h\u00e4r inne i torrhet och v\u00e4rme. G\u00f6r inget. H\u00f6st nu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

En s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag gl\u00f6mmer man allt som g\u00f6r ont. \u00c5tminstone g\u00f6r jag det. Det \u00e4r borta alltsammans. Mage, ben, vader, f\u00f6tter, axel osv. Borde finnas folk som puttade iv\u00e4g m\u00e4nniskor i en riktning de k\u00e4nner passion f\u00f6r. Kollegor med fysioterapeuter kunde de f\u00e5 bli. Tror att v\u00e4rlden skulle beh\u00f6va mindre mediciner d\u00e5. Men hur skulle det g\u00e5 f\u00f6r medicintillverkarna d\u00e5… S\u00e5 kan man ju inte ha det. Arbetsl\u00f6shet och el\u00e4nde blir f\u00f6ljden. Ja och d\u00e5 har man inte ens visat sympati med aktie\u00e4garna…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I Edsbyn supportar man familjen d\u00e4r mamman bar ut sina barn fr\u00e5n det brinnande huset och \u00e5drog sig livshotande skador. Tusentals kronor f\u00f6rsta timmen insamlat, \u00e5ttiofemtusen f\u00f6rsta dan, det dubblades idag p\u00e5 f\u00f6rmiddagen. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got speciellt med Edsbyn och Edsbyborna. Jo jag \u00e4r partisk. Jag vet. Men det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 en sanning, Ger dom sig dan p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e5 fixar dom det ocks\u00e5. Tankarna g\u00e5r s\u00e5klart f\u00f6rst och fr\u00e4mst till kvinnan som k\u00e4mpar f\u00f6r sitt liv. En hj\u00e4ltinna s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu s\u00e5. Nu f\u00e5r du som l\u00e4ser det h\u00e4r klara dig p\u00e5 egen hand. Jag kan inte sitta och h\u00e5lla folk i handen hela kv\u00e4llen. M\u00e5ste sova. Ju. Liksom. Men lev v\u00e4l kamrat. Det f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar du.’<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ps \u00c4lgarna demonstrerar <\/strong>ds<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sitter h\u00e4r i kv\u00e4llen och bl\u00f6der n\u00e4sblod. En vana. Sedan en tid tillbaks. Men ser det som \u00e5derl\u00e5tning. S\u00e5dant som gammelmormor h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 med. Dog man inte av det blev man friskare. Eller k\u00e4nde sig i alla fall. Alla som n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng gett blod k\u00e4nner v\u00e4l igen det d\u00e4r. F\u00f6rst blir man tr\u00f6tt. 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