{"id":32883,"date":"2019-09-01T22:34:20","date_gmt":"2019-09-01T21:34:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32883"},"modified":"2019-09-01T22:34:20","modified_gmt":"2019-09-01T21:34:20","slug":"brastandarvader","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32883","title":{"rendered":"Brast\u00e4ndarv\u00e4der"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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F\u00f6rsta september. Brast\u00e4ndarv\u00e4der. En ganska sk\u00f6n tid. “T\u00e4nk inte p\u00e5 vintern.” Rabblar man f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja i alla fall d\u00e5 g\u00e5r de att njuta fullt ut. Man f\u00e5r l\u00e5tsas som om det inte finns minusgrader i sikte. Bara en o\u00e4ndlighet av m\u00f6rka bl\u00f6ta mysiga kv\u00e4llar framf\u00f6r brinnande brasor med bok i ena n\u00e4ven och ett fyllt whiskyglas i den andra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag gillar h\u00f6sten. Allt lugnar ner sig. Undertecknad med. Kanske har det d\u00e4r bara att g\u00f6ra med att man \u00e4r h\u00f6stbarn. Fyller man \u00e5r p\u00e5 v\u00e5ren s\u00e5 \u00e4r det o\u00e4ndlig resa i tiden fram dit n\u00e4r man befinner sig i m\u00f6rkrets november. Men fyller man \u00e5r d\u00e4r i det m\u00f6rka bl\u00f6ta – den d\u00e4r dagen man l\u00e4ngtar till som barn mest av allt – blir man ordentligt pr\u00e4glad p\u00e5 att det \u00e4r n\u00e5got gott med det d\u00e4r h\u00f6stliga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5. Det fungerar fram till ny\u00e5r. Sen kommer sv\u00e5rmodet och l\u00e4ngtan efter Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag. Men det handlar allts\u00e5 egentlig mening om tv\u00e5 sv\u00e5ra m\u00e5nader av tolv. \u00d6verlevnadsbart konstaterar man helt kallt. Man f\u00e5r jobba h\u00e5rt n\u00e4r sv\u00e5rmodet kryper inp\u00e5 en och kramar till. Vi har alltid anv\u00e4nt det som flyktmekanism i min sl\u00e4kt och i alla tider. Ja, “l\u00e5tsasjobba” i mitt fall d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tack och lov rinner \u00e5ren iv\u00e4g snabbare nu som gammal \u00e4n n\u00e4r man var ung. En vinter \u00e4r ingenting r\u00e4knat i tid l\u00e4ngre. Tyv\u00e4rr g\u00e5r den d\u00e4r snabba varianten av tider\u00e4kning inte att bromsa under den sk\u00f6naste (l\u00e4s Pavarotti’s tid) delen av \u00e5ret. Allt blir bara swish – swish – swish – swish, f\u00f6ljt av ny\u00e5r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man f\u00e5r blunda och h\u00e4nga med. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neuropsykiatrisk funktionsneds\u00e4ttningar . Snabba s\u00e4kra diagnostiseringsmetoder nedan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

AD\/HD<\/strong> – Den drabbade har fler \u00e4n 40 tabbar \u00f6ppna i webbrowsern samtidigt d\u00e4r alla tabbar ber\u00f6r olika \u00e4mnen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aspbergers<\/strong> – Den drabbade fler \u00e4n 40 tabbar \u00f6ppna i webbrowsern samtidigt d\u00e4r alla tabbar ber\u00f6r samma \u00e4mne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Autism<\/strong> – Man messar, man skypar, man ringer, man fr\u00e5gar, men f\u00e5r s\u00e4llan eller aldrig n\u00e5got svar fr\u00e5n den drabbade. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Osv<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Billigt och enkelt och s\u00e4kert att hitta det “problematiska”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sj\u00e4lv har jag definitivt en sl\u00e4ng av allesammans just nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men min s\u00f6ndagsl\u00e5tsaskontorstid \u00e4r slut. Det \u00e4r dags att vandra uppf\u00f6r trappor och upps\u00f6ka sin \u00e4gandes s\u00e4ng. Sen d\u00e4ri sova. Fru har lovat ta hem ny bok imorgon. Jag f\u00e5r hitta p\u00e5 egna historier ikv\u00e4ll allts\u00e5. Det har jag gjort s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag kan minnas s\u00e5klart. Var de kommer ifr\u00e5n, historierna, har g\u00e4ckat mig ett helt liv, men jag ser det som en g\u00e5va och det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst i vuxen \u00e5lder som jag fattat att inte allas hj\u00e4rnor per automatik hittar p\u00e5 historier \u00e5t dem om de bara t\u00f6mmer huvudet. En skada naturligtvis. Men en g\u00e5va om du fr\u00e5gar mig. “Normal” \u00e4r det s\u00e4msta man kan vara. N\u00e4mligen<\/strong>. Desto snabbare man l\u00e4r sig det i livet desto snabbare hittar man den man egentligen ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r. Ja, om man nu vill det. Finns inget som s\u00e4ger att man m\u00e5ste det heller. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u00f6rsta september. Brast\u00e4ndarv\u00e4der. En ganska sk\u00f6n tid. “T\u00e4nk inte p\u00e5 vintern.” Rabblar man f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Ja i alla fall d\u00e5 g\u00e5r de att njuta fullt ut. Man f\u00e5r l\u00e5tsas som om det inte finns minusgrader i sikte. 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