{"id":32826,"date":"2019-08-23T17:37:45","date_gmt":"2019-08-23T16:37:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32826"},"modified":"2019-08-23T17:38:11","modified_gmt":"2019-08-23T16:38:11","slug":"attiosex","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32826","title":{"rendered":"\u00c5ttiosex"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u00c5ttiosex. Smaka p\u00e5 den. Det \u00e4r min \u00e5lder just nu. Som det k\u00e4nns. Det \u00e4r tungt att resa sig. Tungt att g\u00e5. Tr\u00f6gt att \u00e5stadkomma saker. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det att gn\u00e4lla att ge utlopp f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det helt enkelt bara att tala om hur det k\u00e4nns. B\u00e4st att be om urs\u00e4kt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Nu. P\u00e5 en g\u00e5ng. Ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r senare. Utifall n\u00e5gon tar illa upp. Alla har s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r det idag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ett tr\u00f6tt huvud p\u00e5 en tr\u00f6tt kropp. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r jag vid ganska gott mod. Kan skratta. Kan \u00e4ta. Kan en massa andra saker. Men mest av allt l\u00e4ngtar jag tills den h\u00e4r m\u00e5naden \u00e4r slut s\u00e5 jag slipper (f\u00f6rhoppningsvis) detta evinnerliga mumsande av antibiotika.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fredag. Vilokv\u00e4ll. Kommer jag ih\u00e5g det (gl\u00f6mde f\u00f6rra helgen) s\u00e5 skall jag h\u00e4lla upp en whisky. En lagom stor en. Jod\u00e5, jag har l\u00e4st bipacksedlarna till antibiotikan. Det g\u00e5r bra. Mj\u00f6lk och basiska produkter g\u00f6r det inte. Fast det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite bortkastat s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Nu. Man bara halvnjuter. Hettar \u00e5tminstone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kom av mig med lyssnandet p\u00e5 sommar. L\u00e5tarna f\u00f6rkortades. Halva grejen med programmen blir f\u00f6rlorad. Dessutom blir det sv\u00e5rt att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got annat och lyssna samtidigt. Men m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta mig igenom i \u00e5r med. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Los \u00e4r finfint nu p\u00e5 h\u00f6sten. Kr\u00f6gare \u00e4r dessutom p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng p\u00e5 anrika Lokatten. Det hoppas vi mycket p\u00e5. F\u00f6r, n\u00e4r jag var ung, \u00e5kte folk l\u00e5ngt bortifr\u00e5n upp hit f\u00f6r att \u00e4ta eftersom det var kanonbra mat. T\u00e4nk om det kunde bli s\u00e5 igen…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fredag allts\u00e5. Jag skall st\u00e4nga av mina sk\u00e4rmar och vandra med mina numera tunga steg upp f\u00f6r trapporna. Men det \u00e4r OK \u00e4nd\u00e5. Att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Man \u00e4r inte d\u00f6d, \u00e4nnu. Det \u00e4r bra. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00c5ttiosex. Smaka p\u00e5 den. Det \u00e4r min \u00e5lder just nu. Som det k\u00e4nns. Det \u00e4r tungt att resa sig. Tungt att g\u00e5. Tr\u00f6gt att \u00e5stadkomma saker. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det att gn\u00e4lla att ge utlopp f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det helt enkelt bara att tala om hur det k\u00e4nns. 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