{"id":32788,"date":"2019-08-16T16:45:00","date_gmt":"2019-08-16T15:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32788"},"modified":"2019-08-16T16:45:00","modified_gmt":"2019-08-16T15:45:00","slug":"tillbaka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32788","title":{"rendered":"Tillbaka"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Fredagen. Jod\u00e5, jag hittar tillbaka till inspirationen redan p\u00e5 torsdagen. Allts\u00e5 \u00e4r fredagen inget problem i det h\u00e4nseendet. \u00d6ser p\u00e5. En hj\u00e4rna som kokar och som har l\u00e4ngtat mycket efter att f\u00e5 just koka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen ger mig klartecken f\u00f6r en vecka sim levande till. Vad mer kan man beg\u00e4ra? Ja kanske att slippa alla tabletter, de som n\u00e4stan alltid fastnar i halsen n\u00e4r man tar dom. Inte vill ned i d\u00e4rf\u00f6r avsedd mage. Men man k\u00e4mpar p\u00e5. Matar p\u00e5. Nu har jag varit p\u00e5 tung antibiotika i fem m\u00e5nader. Tabletter och intraven\u00f6st. En m\u00e5nad till. Sen… ja vem vet. Man hoppas slippa skiten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skiter v\u00e4l du i, s\u00e4ger du. S\u00e5klart. Du har min fulla f\u00f6rst\u00e5else i det s\u00e5klart. Alla har nog med sitt. S\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag hoppas alla \u00f6verlevde g\u00e5rdagens fullm\u00e5ne. H\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 v\u00e5r kulle ylades det n\u00e5got FRUKTANSV\u00c4RT<\/strong>. Men med alla d\u00f6rrar och f\u00f6nster l\u00e5sta och noggrant reglade under sp\u00f6ktimmen och n\u00e5gra timmar d\u00e4refter s\u00e5 gick allt tack och lov riktigt bra. Alla \u00e4r \u00f6verlevare h\u00e4r i huset. Ja som det verkar p\u00e5 ytan i alla fall. Ibland \u00e4r folk helt d\u00f6da trots att de ser helt levandes ut p\u00e5 ytan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men kl\u00f6sm\u00e4rken finns det gott om p\u00e5 ytterd\u00f6rren. N\u00e5gon nattlig varelse vill tydligen komma in…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Leker med bl\u00e5tand idag. Riktigt roligt. Har mycket att l\u00e4ra d\u00e4r. Just det \u00e4r det b\u00e4sta jag vet. S\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tar en sefie p\u00e5 morgonen. Ser tr\u00f6tt ut. En gammal och tr\u00f6tt ocool gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle en vanlig fredag i livet. Jod\u00e5, det g\u00e5r att leva med det ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu… fixa lite k\u00e4k, kolla Rapport, leta en eller tv\u00e5 filmer, sen gr\u00f6n IKEA… f\u00e5t\u00f6lj. Sv\u00e5rt att sova i f\u00e5t\u00f6ljer…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fredagen. Jod\u00e5, jag hittar tillbaka till inspirationen redan p\u00e5 torsdagen. Allts\u00e5 \u00e4r fredagen inget problem i det h\u00e4nseendet. \u00d6ser p\u00e5. En hj\u00e4rna som kokar och som har l\u00e4ngtat mycket efter att f\u00e5 just koka. C p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen ger mig klartecken f\u00f6r en vecka sim levande till. Vad mer kan man beg\u00e4ra? 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