{"id":32665,"date":"2019-08-04T15:43:58","date_gmt":"2019-08-04T14:43:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32665"},"modified":"2019-08-04T18:25:52","modified_gmt":"2019-08-04T17:25:52","slug":"sondag-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32665","title":{"rendered":"S\u00f6ndag"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Om man nu skulle vilja l\u00e4ra k\u00e4nna mig. Allts\u00e5 veta vem jag egentligen \u00e4r bakom alla masker. D\u00e5 skall man nog lyssna p\u00e5 dom h\u00e4r l\u00e5tarna<\/a>. Sen vet man. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e4g vilken musik du lyssnar p\u00e5 och jag skall s\u00e4ga vem du \u00e4r.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min devis. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart vara den musik man verkligen tycker om. INTE den musik man s\u00e4ger man lyssnar p\u00e5 f\u00f6r att verka coolare \u00e4n den man egentligen \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja nu f\u00f6ruts\u00e4tter jag ju s\u00e5klart att du, just du, som l\u00e4ser detta, skiter fullst\u00e4ndigt i vem jag \u00e4r d\u00e4r innerst inne. De flesta g\u00f6r s\u00e5. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag dock en f\u00f6rbannat nyfiken j\u00e4vel. Jag skulle vilja krypa in i alla m\u00e4nniskors \u00f6ron, in i hj\u00e4rnan, och utforska deras innersta. Suga i mig hemligheterna som praliner. Nappa tag i sk\u00e4mstillf\u00e4llena som om de vore riktigt sura tunguppluckrande karameller. Jag kunde l\u00e4tt livn\u00e4ra mig resten av livet p\u00e5 andras historier och dr\u00f6mmar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tack och lov ger b\u00f6cker och filmer utlopp f\u00f6r en stor del av den d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngtan. Resten kan man fylla p\u00e5 med en livlig fantasi. Det g\u00e5r att skapa ganska kompletta livshistorier bara av att se en person en liten, liten stund. Ibland tror jag att det d\u00e4r \u00e4r en rest efter gammelmormor, hon som kunde se det ingen annan s\u00e5g. Men jag har alltid trott att den d\u00e4r f\u00f6rm\u00e5gan f\u00f6ljde kvinnornas linje. Troligare s\u00e5klart \u00e4r att det handlar om fantasin – som jag har rikligt av – och inget annat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi, K och jag, har sett r\u00e4tt m\u00e5nga filmer i sommar. Tillr\u00e4ckligt f\u00f6r en livstid egentligen. Men jag gissar att man snart \u00e4r inne i det d\u00e4r helgfilmsletandet igen. Ciniasterna<\/a> hare r\u00e4ddat situationen m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger. Letar man drama, Fransk film. IMDB > 7. Ja d\u00e5 \u00e4r man hemma.G\u00e4ller oftast Tysk film ocks\u00e5. Dansk med. Norsk ocks\u00e5. Men s\u00e4llan Finsk, Spansk, Italiensk. Sv\u00e5rare. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Han, hon, det, gud och jag har fortfarande inga diskussioner. Eftersom livet rullar p\u00e5 som det g\u00f6r s\u00e5 skriker jag inte ut ett av alla de d\u00e4r “HJ\u00c4LP MIG<\/em>” som universum har f\u00e5tt sig tills\u00e4nt genom livet. Jag har generellt ganska sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r bilden av en gud som \u00e4r personlig, medveten. Han, hon, det, gud \u00e4r f\u00f6r mig allt som finns. Det som BARA kan beskrivas med matematik. Det som delvis kan f\u00f6rst\u00e5s – men bara delvis – genom vetenskapen och konsterna i samklang. Det som skiter fullst\u00e4ndigt i oss som individer. Det vi blir en del av n\u00e4r vi d\u00f6r. Det vi kommer ifr\u00e5n n\u00e4r vi f\u00f6ds. Det vi alltid \u00e4r en del av varje dag av v\u00e5ra liv. Som inte vet om begrepp som r\u00e4tt eller fel, ont eller gott.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00e5 h\u00e4r<\/a> kan man sammanfatta ett liv. “I did it for REAL…<\/em>“<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Minns ni n\u00e4r ett gitarrsolo handlade om feeling ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r “v\u00e4rldens snabbaste fingrar”. I dag orkar ingen med dom. Man suckar. Trumsolon likas\u00e5. Synd… n\u00e4r det blir s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Inga konserter har det blivit i \u00e5r heller. Det \u00e4r en r\u00e4tt stor skandal. N\u00e4r det blir \u00e5r emellan. Men n\u00e4sta \u00e5r kanske. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Musik skall tydligen inte tillverkas h\u00e4r. Studiodatorn har packat ihop och vill inte boota igen. Han, hon, det, gud har sannolikt inget med det att g\u00f6ra heller…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Om man nu skulle vilja l\u00e4ra k\u00e4nna mig. Allts\u00e5 veta vem jag egentligen \u00e4r bakom alla masker. D\u00e5 skall man nog lyssna p\u00e5 dom h\u00e4r l\u00e5tarna. Sen vet man. S\u00e4g vilken musik du lyssnar p\u00e5 och jag skall s\u00e4ga vem du \u00e4r. Min devis. Men det m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart vara den musik man verkligen tycker om. 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