{"id":32590,"date":"2019-07-24T17:30:18","date_gmt":"2019-07-24T16:30:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32590"},"modified":"2019-07-24T17:30:18","modified_gmt":"2019-07-24T16:30:18","slug":"tiden-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32590","title":{"rendered":"Tiden"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1033\" height=\"800\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?fit=584%2C452&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-32591\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?w=1033&amp;ssl=1 1033w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?resize=300%2C232&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?resize=768%2C595&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?resize=1024%2C793&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/Screenshot-from-2019-07-24-17-12-06.png?resize=387%2C300&amp;ssl=1 387w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Att l\u00e5ta tiden g\u00e5, att bara l\u00e5ta klockan ticka p\u00e5 utan h\u00e5llpunkter \u00e4r egentligen inte jag. Men nu, just nu, h\u00e4r p\u00e5 en kulle i H\u00e4lsingland \u00e4r det just s\u00e5. Tiden bara g\u00e5r. Man f\u00f6ljer bara med.  Det \u00e4r inte ens oangen\u00e4mt. I alla fall om man inte funderar p\u00e5 vart man \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g. Eller inte bryr sig. <strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast egentligen, f\u00f6r mig, har v\u00e4l hela \u00e5ret tagit sig fram p\u00e5 det viset. Ja som det ser ut \u00e4r det s\u00e5lunda 2019 skall framlevas och minnas. Hoppet st\u00e5r till ett mer h\u00e4ndelserikt 2020 eller \u00e5tminstone 2021. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Termometern \u00e4r upp och nosar p\u00e5 tjugo\u00e5tta plus idag, kl\u00e4ttrar upp dit n\u00e5gra v\u00e4ndor. Varmast i \u00e5r. Jod\u00e5. Mer v\u00e4rme p\u00e5 ing\u00e5ende. Jag l\u00e4ngtar. <strong>VILL<\/strong> lida lite. T\u00e4nker inte gn\u00e4lla p\u00e5 v\u00e4rme. Minns vinter och rutor som skall skrapas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u00e5 n\u00e4tet \u00e4r det n\u00e4stan bara Kinesernas som h\u00e5ller ig\u00e5ng. Inte ens Amerikanerna spammar listorna l\u00e4ngre. Jod\u00e5, ganska m\u00e5nga tyskar ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Kineser och Tyskar. De har ett speciellt go. Verkar det som. Never give up. <strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sitter h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att jag m\u00e5ste ha musik s\u00e4nd in genom mina \u00f6ror. <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/7gSpmvpI5iyMw7gRCLPwoA?si=e9S_6eX6SVmQq4Snul_FAQ\">Laleh<\/a> just nu t.ex. Ja och man h\u00e5ller med s\u00e5klart. Det blir alltid b\u00e4ttre.  Om man vill. \u00c5tminstone till slut. Fast krokig. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4gen. F\u00f6r alla. Bara att l\u00e4ra sig. F\u00f6r det \u00e4r s\u00e5 det \u00e4r. Ingen g\u00e5r efter raka v\u00e4gar fast det ibland ser ut s\u00e5. Munnar med silver och guldskedar i \u00e4r ofta s\u00e5rigare \u00e4n man tror.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2oB2jzyYHqQCJ7TRFVA7sP?si=2kA_fHhjScOxEOF5AH3-6g\">Fyllek\u00f6raren t\u00e4nker aldrig bli n\u00e5gons Clown<\/a>. Sjunger han. Men blev det till slut \u00e4nd\u00e5.. Jag har sv\u00e5rt med respekten d\u00e4r. Numera. Men kan ju inte f\u00f6rakta det som skapats och kommit ur hans hand  \u00e4nd\u00e5. Herr Strindberg var ocks\u00e5 en skit och en konstig j\u00e4vel. Samma sak d\u00e4r <strong>liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kortmeningarna lever. Heja dom!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ig\u00e5r pratade jag med en man som liksom f\u00f6rkroppsligade det d\u00e4r med &#8220;det egna&#8221;. Det var s\u00e5 tydligt olyssnande p\u00e5 allt jag hade att komma med. Ja det var ungef\u00e4r lika sj\u00e4lvupptaget som i den h\u00e4r bloggen. Till bloggens f\u00f6rsvar m\u00e5ste man d\u00e5 lyfta fram att det som skrivs h\u00e4r \u00c4R en monolog. Det handla rom mig. Ingen annan. Om inte jag, som f\u00f6r monologen, inte v\u00e4ljer det. F\u00f6r man en dialog med n\u00e5gon annan \u00e4r det trevligt om det \u00e4r en dialog och inte en t\u00e4vling. Men konstigt nog \u00e4r det ganska ofta m\u00f6ten blir till det. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 jag l\u00e4ngtar \u00e4nnu l\u00e4ngre in i skogen och bort fr\u00e5n m\u00e4nniskorna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r<a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/1bP1oVLs4bQG9OhD3rxgZZ?si=7D0Vwn3MTuan-m3xrdsVaQ\"> min l\u00e5t till Loos<\/a> f\u00f6rresten. Efter min d\u00f6d duger den s\u00e4kert. Inte \u00e4nnu allts\u00e5.  Ingen \u00e4r profet i sitt eget land. Liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja och det h\u00e4r \u00e4r min <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/6brocLqaMDmxRryvdZoYJB?si=L05RQT3KQS2LLthIFLKNqA\">l\u00e5t till min mamma<\/a>. Men mer privat s\u00e5klart. Men fungerar som en l\u00e5t till andras mammor ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Dom vi b\u00e4r med oss fast dom inte l\u00e4ngre finns i den h\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gruvligt sugen p\u00e5 att g\u00f6ra musik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Japp!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men f\u00f6ljer allts\u00e5 bara med tiden. Om\u00f6jligt att greppa en gitarr eller bas som enhanding. Men synt&#8230; M\u00e5ste verkligen anstr\u00e4nga mig och f\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng den d\u00e4r studiodatorn. Om det g\u00e5r. Gammal den med.  \u00c4ldre \u00e4n reparationsl\u00e4ge. Egentligen. Liksom. Men man tager vad man haver. Sa visst Kajsa Warg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/0Wodqs670f29etgZbUugij?si=6_X7UpxeTOaMz4alHcBbRQ\">Silverm\u00e5nen<\/a> dyker v\u00e4l upp nu n\u00e4r vi g\u00e5r mot kr\u00e4fttider. Jag l\u00e4t tydligen som en varulv i den d\u00e4r l\u00e5ten var det n\u00e5gon som sa&#8230; Ja, lyssnaren har alltid tolkningsf\u00f6retr\u00e4det. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/3ArrQO32X5mAKOkfmOtHFY?si=BIvC91J6SDyEHn7r0l4Zrw\">Himlen<\/a> \u00e4r en l\u00e5t till\u00e4gnad till <a href=\"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21001\">Lars Jons\u00e4ll<\/a> som tragiskt gick bort f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan i en \u00e4lgolycka.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">06:00 08:00 14:00 18:00 22:00 och en vit innan s\u00e4ngg\u00e5ende \u00e4r mina h\u00e5lltider just nu och tv\u00e5 m\u00e5nader till fram\u00f6ver. Medicinintag. Antibiotika. V\u00e4rst \u00e4r 06:00 d\u00e5 jag oftast till slut lyckats somna in i n\u00e5gon slags djups\u00f6mn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/0JhKJg5ejeQ8jq89UQtnw8?si=UuugHUPgRMCpLM4v7qsAmA\">Avicii<\/a> \u00e4r ett annat tragisk \u00f6der. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sen l\u00e5ter v\u00e4l <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/6vcNJUWtUPB0hKC6VbZriY?si=s-W-UWF_RhyZ2Uolq-lxCQ\">det h\u00e4r<\/a> lite h\u00e4rligt. Ja flummigt i alla fall. Fungerar perfekt som lockbete p\u00e5 en l\u00e5ngh\u00e5ring som mig. L\u00e4rde mig \u00e4lska SF. St\u00f6r mig lite p\u00e5 att trummorna ligger s\u00e5 mycket till v\u00e4nster. Dock. <strong>Liksom<\/strong>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/37f4ITSlgPX81ad2EvmVQr?si=IVMJOevjS5ifyrc43zfM5A\">K\u00e4nns livet j\u00e4vligt<\/a> s\u00e5 brukar jag spela den h\u00e4r. Sen brukar det inte g\u00f6ra det l\u00e4ngre. Livet k\u00e4nnas j\u00e4vligt allts\u00e5. Man m\u00e5ste sl\u00e5ss s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man orkar. Ha lite kraft kvar f\u00f6r det.  Hela tiden. &#8220;Jag har bara en t\u00e4ndsticka men jag kan f\u00e5 till en explosion&#8221;. Japp, g\u00e4ller oss alla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/0ePacqOYDbzaFjRomODkYc?si=Iv10D6h7RCKGsg3nWEH95Q\">Den h\u00e4r l\u00e5ten<\/a> kan man b\u00f6rja en dag med. Eller varf\u00f6r inte flera dar. N\u00e4stan alla dar \u00e4r s\u00e5dana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ser lite s\u00e4mre varje dag. Tycker jag. Inbillar mig kanske bara. 30000 i \u00f6gonkirurgik\u00f6. Jag d\u00e4r bak n\u00e5gonstans. Eller inte ens d\u00e4r. Lite skit \u00f6ver det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vad s\u00e4gs om drivet i <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/3miJrOJUDNiyPsRQ5VuZVt?si=Lv0JtqFjTmm8jhUauxz7yA\">den h\u00e4r l\u00e5ten<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vi grillar f\u00f6rresten idag. Hittar en n\u00e4stan halvfull kolp\u00e5se. Gott. J\u00e4vligt gott. Inte kolen. Maten. De grillade mor\u00f6tterna. F\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen i \u00e5r. Backa-Jan har grillat nittiosju och en halv g\u00e5ng. Redan. Men det tycker jag den gode mannen f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar. Antagligen den sn\u00e4llaste m\u00e4nniska som finns. Rubba p\u00e5 grabben.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">N\u00e4r man segrar brukar jag plocka fram <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2NeodZQ15mlBkOUi3SspQ6?si=YAX6c0GaQmG7wqz9Wa4KpA\">den h\u00e4r<\/a>. Det h\u00e4nder inte s\u00e5 ofta. S\u00e5klart. Liksom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Beh\u00f6ver bara n\u00e5gra l\u00e5tar till f\u00f6r att klara av att leva ett dygn till nu&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Skall man ut och festa f\u00e5r man <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/2W2ieVidLIx9TDvxu0ZT6F?si=QbGIfypHTZCGWrIrAZaQog\">dra den h\u00e4r<\/a> f\u00f6rst framf\u00f6r spegeln. <strong>JA<\/strong> det borde det s\u00e5klart egentligen vara lag p\u00e5. Kan gott plockas fram innan man skall g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got annat viktigt ocks\u00e5. Rubba in den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan i kroppen. Man m\u00e5ste till\u00e5ta sig att k\u00e4nna sig som b\u00e4st ibland. Just f\u00f6r att ganska ofta \u00e4r man det. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">S\u00e4kert finns det mer \u00e4n en som har sv\u00e5rt att h\u00e4nga med nu i sv\u00e4ngarna. Men som alternativ finn sju alltid dansmusik. Fungerar lite som selleri. <strong>Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Varf\u00f6r \u00e4lskar jag ordet &#8220;<strong>liksom<\/strong>&#8220;? Vet ej!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/5H0jQyaSJKwUCzj0XRmwmb?si=HRhWH14PRtGiiyytgn-lBA\">Den h\u00e4r<\/a> borde alla f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar spela f\u00f6r sina barn och alla andra man \u00e4lskar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jo jo <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/user\/grodansparadis\/playlist\/5itlAwJNbI3W9808PF4Icz?si=-WJ0hsJVTnWjMZ-_83XjOQ\">Allt det h\u00e4r musikaliska<\/a> finns som en spellista h\u00e4r. 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