{"id":32568,"date":"2019-07-18T17:02:38","date_gmt":"2019-07-18T16:02:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32568"},"modified":"2019-07-18T17:05:27","modified_gmt":"2019-07-18T16:05:27","slug":"t-som-i-torsdag","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32568","title":{"rendered":"T som i torsdag"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Tors<\/strong> dag. Man tar hammaren och sl\u00e5r den h\u00e5rt i st\u00e4det. Klooooo0OOOO……….ng, n\u00e4r gr\u00e4sklipparen inte l\u00e4ngre vill g\u00e5. S\u00e5klart blir det med v\u00e4nsterarmen, svagheten, men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Skit! Liksom<\/strong>! J\u00c4VLA SKIT! rent av.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men riktig sommar idag. H\u00e4rligt. Det g\u00e5r inte att komma ifr\u00e5n. Man m\u00e5ste minnas att det nyss var vinter f\u00f6r att riktigt ta in det underbara med detta. Men vi har inte grillat en enda g\u00e5ng \u00e4nnu i \u00e5r. Lite skandal \u00f6ver det. Men \u00e4nnu skall vi v\u00e4l hinna med det. Hoppas man. Ja det \u00e4r ju ett m\u00e5ste. Fast det r\u00e4cker inte med att hoppas. Man f\u00e5r ta tag i det hela. Det mesta h\u00e4nger p\u00e5 om man tar tag i saker eller inte. Sparvar flyger som bekant inte in i munnen ens hos en vegetarian. \u00c4ven om det sistn\u00e4mnda i alla avseenden borde vara en helt f\u00f6r sparvar ofarlig \u00f6vning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Metallica<\/a> r\u00e4ddar mig efter utevistelse. Det finns inget band som kan ge s\u00e5 mycket energi som dom. Som fyller musikkvoten, den som dagligen skall tillf\u00f6ras, s\u00e5 snabbt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det h\u00e4r<\/a> ger lite lindring ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00e5r ett mail om skrivarkurser. Blir lite sugen p\u00e5 den om gestaltning. Men sen minns jag De pretenti\u00f6sa<\/em>. De som alltid finns p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r kurserna. Ja och jag som inte kan h\u00e5lla mig f\u00f6r skratt n\u00e4r de s\u00e4tter ig\u00e5ng. Jag b\u00f6r allts\u00e5 avh\u00e5lla mig fr\u00e5n dylika kurser f\u00f6r att inte g\u00f6ra andra m\u00e4nniskor ledsna. Japp, s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli. Ja och det i evinnerliga tider. Amen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast lite sugen \u00e4r jag allt. Ja p\u00e5 allt som g\u00f6r att man l\u00e4r sig mer. MER.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon bes\u00f6k p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen f\u00f6r CRP igen. Drar det iv\u00e4g igen s\u00e5 skall allt g\u00f6ras om fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan igen akut. H\u00e5ller trehundra tummar varje vecka. N\u00e5ja tv\u00e5. Orkar liksom inte mer nu… En svag j\u00e4vel. Fast kanske \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det har man ju gjort f\u00f6rut. Tame fan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast havet d\u00e5? Det riktiga draget fr\u00e5n miljoner ton vatten har inte riktigt infunnit sig \u00e4nnu. Varf\u00f6r d\u00e5 kan man undra. Den h\u00e4r tiden brukar det d\u00e4r draget n\u00e4stan vara pl\u00e5gsamt och ih\u00e5llande till jag \u00e5ker ut till kusten och \u00e5tminstone doftar p\u00e5 det eller doppar en fot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men det kommer v\u00e4l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5 vilken dag det \u00e4r \u00e4r icke enkelt. Men det h\u00f6r v\u00e4l till det stora avslappnade tillst\u00e5ndet som semester inneb\u00e4r. \u00c4r man sen sjukskriven p\u00e5 det och lite dum i huvudet s\u00e5 fattar ju alla att det det kr\u00e4vs en del f\u00f6r att man skall lyckas klura ut att det som idag \u00e4r torsdag. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pelargonerna i serverrummet, det som blickar s\u00f6derut, kastar sig mot golvet i n\u00e5got som liknar sj\u00e4lvmord. Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker ber\u00e4tta lite om v\u00e4rmen i Sydafrika men de trilskas lik f\u00f6rbaskat. En del av problemet \u00e4r s\u00e4kerligen platskrukor och pelargoner som v\u00e4xt ur dessa krukor sedan l\u00e5ng tid. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen inte s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt att vara pelargon h\u00e4r hos mig p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. Inte dom heller kan leva p\u00e5 k\u00e4rlek allena. Men s\u00e5 fort det g\u00e5r skall det bli en tur till Gr\u00e4nsfors f\u00f6r sekunda ink\u00f6p. Nytt det ocks\u00e5. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lite st\u00f6tt \u00e4r jag allt att min H\u00e4lsingland<\/a> inte kommer upp om man s\u00f6ker p\u00e5 H\u00e4lsingland i Spotify. Vad ont har jag gjort egentligen? N\u00e5ja kan ju bero p\u00e5 att ocks\u00e5 jag tycker att det \u00e4r den s\u00e4msta l\u00e5t jag nedtecknat. Skr\u00e4mmande att den \u00e4r den mest lyssnade d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. D\u00e4r har jag f\u00e5tt f\u00f6r mina synders skull. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu s\u00e5. Hunger. Semester. Vila. Soffa. Film. Sova. Sorterat i n\u00e5gon slags ordning. Liksom<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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