{"id":32515,"date":"2019-07-12T16:20:13","date_gmt":"2019-07-12T15:20:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32515"},"modified":"2019-07-12T16:20:13","modified_gmt":"2019-07-12T15:20:13","slug":"pionernas-tid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32515","title":{"rendered":"Pionernas tid"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Katarakt s\u00e4ger \u00f6gondoktorn n\u00e4r jag klagar p\u00e5 suddigheten. Ja glaskroppsavlossning p\u00e5 det. J\u00e4vlar t\u00e4nker man. J\u00e4vlar<\/strong>! Nog nu!<\/strong> En\u00f6gd har jag varit hela livet. N\u00e4stan. \u00c5tminstone under det medvetna livet. R\u00e4dd om det \u00f6gat. Men gr\u00e5 starr n\u00e4r sk\u00e4rm och j\u00e4vligt sm\u00e5 komponenter \u00e4r ens liv. Inte bra. Men det g\u00e5r visst att ordna. En dag. Under tiden tittar jag lite mer noggrant p\u00e5 pionens vackra brudkl\u00e4nning f\u00f6r att minnas den om det nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte skulle g\u00e5 att fixa. Litar aldrig p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men livet \u00e4r gott h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Solen lyser. B\u00f6rjar dagen med snabbs\u00e4nka p\u00e5 h\u00e4lsocentralen och oml\u00e4ggning av operationss\u00e5r. V\u00e4rdena \u00e4r bra nu. S\u00e5r ser b\u00e4ttre ut. En del i \u00e5sikten att livet \u00e4r gott s\u00e5klart. Men det \u00e4r tydligen en j\u00e4vligt hal bergv\u00e4gg som det skall kl\u00e4ttras upp f\u00f6r. Vad som helst kan h\u00e4nda under varje del av den uppstigningen<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men ute idag. Piggare, s\u00e5 det \u00e4r gott att leva. Flyttar ut lite v\u00e4xter. Gurkorna bland annat. M\u00e5nga gurk\u00e4mnen v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att bli stora s\u00e5 att vi kan f\u00f6rpacka dem i burk inf\u00f6r en l\u00e5ng vinter. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det v\u00e4xthus som borde varit byggt nu \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte det. Det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att hinna med nu. N hj\u00e4lper till. K jobbar. Men n\u00e4stan allt jag beh\u00f6ver g\u00f6ra kr\u00e4ver hj\u00e4lp av en av dem. Det sv\u00e4r jag \u00f6ver. Hatar beroendet. Hatar att inte kunna fixa ens det enklaste saker p\u00e5 bilen. Ja och s\u00e5 kostar det mer p\u00e5 det s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e4mnade in bilen p\u00e5 reparation p\u00e5 Mekonomen den 2 juni och betalade genom Klarna. N\u00e4r jag h\u00e4mtade bilen s\u00e5 justerades fakturan och den ursprungliga betalningen krediterades. Tro nu f\u00f6r guds skull inte att Klarna klarar av att \u00e5terbetala den summan s\u00e5h\u00e4r tio dagar efter\u00e5t. Nehej d\u00e5. Ta betalt \u00e4r en sak. \u00c5terbetala en annan. Sv\u00e5rare sak tydligen. Tror sj\u00e4lv att det beror enbart p\u00e5 vilja. G\u00f6r man det d\u00e4r i stor skalla s\u00e5 finns goda pengar att l\u00e5na billigt. Varf\u00f6r m\u00e5ste alla nya f\u00f6retag vara \u00e4nnu s\u00e4mre \u00e4n de gamla? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det blir knapert s\u00e5klart. S\u00e4ger sig sj\u00e4lvt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men vi har v\u00e4l varit med f\u00f6rut. V\u00e4rre var det att den nya besiktning jag beh\u00f6vde g\u00f6ra, eftersom jag l\u00e5g p\u00e5 sjukhus, anm\u00e4rkte p\u00e5 ett rostigt bromsr\u00f6r. Japp, det som jag lagade i fjol. Japp som man inte klagade p\u00e5 vid den ordinarie besiktningen. S\u00e5 verkstad igen. Vr\u00e5ngt liksom. N\u00e4r man vill ist\u00e4llet k\u00f6pa medicin f\u00f6r pengarna, N\u00e5ja…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast egentligen inga sura miner. Bara lite. Sv\u00e4r p\u00e5 Klarna n\u00e5gra g\u00e5nger per dag. Jod\u00e5. H\u00f6gt. Fast det hj\u00e4lper ju inte s\u00e5klart. Inte ett dugg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu lugn. Imorgon troligen regn. Man f\u00e5r ta kojdag. Kan vara sk\u00f6nt det med. Finns hur mycket som helst att g\u00f6ra inomhus ocks\u00e5. Listorna \u00e4r o\u00e4ndliga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En trevlig helg kan jag passa p\u00e5 att \u00f6nska alla l\u00e4sare. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 det minsta man kan beg\u00e4ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Katarakt s\u00e4ger \u00f6gondoktorn n\u00e4r jag klagar p\u00e5 suddigheten. Ja glaskroppsavlossning p\u00e5 det. J\u00e4vlar t\u00e4nker man. J\u00e4vlar! Nog nu! En\u00f6gd har jag varit hela livet. N\u00e4stan. \u00c5tminstone under det medvetna livet. R\u00e4dd om det \u00f6gat. Men gr\u00e5 starr n\u00e4r sk\u00e4rm och j\u00e4vligt sm\u00e5 komponenter \u00e4r ens liv. Inte bra. Men det g\u00e5r visst att ordna. 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