{"id":32502,"date":"2019-07-09T17:16:11","date_gmt":"2019-07-09T16:16:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32502"},"modified":"2019-07-09T17:16:11","modified_gmt":"2019-07-09T16:16:11","slug":"skogen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32502","title":{"rendered":"Skogen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Vi \u00e5ker ut i skogen. Det finns lite bensin kvar. Ut. UT!!! ropar kroppen och bilen svarar. Brummar iv\u00e4g. Ut fr\u00e5n samh\u00e4llet. Upp p\u00e5 berget. Favoritberget. F\u00f6rf\u00e4ders berg. H\u00e4r finns faktiskt en koppling bak\u00e5t. Farfarsfarfar och l\u00e4ngre. Hit kom de fr\u00e5n Roteberg i Edsbyn. Nybyggare. Nytt liv. P\u00e5 ett berg. Hade jag kunnat hade jag fr\u00e5gat varf\u00f6r hit? Varf\u00f6r d\u00e5? Men det valet finns inte. Det finns alltid s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga fr\u00e5gor och s\u00e5 f\u00e5 svar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mitella och s\u00e5rpump och enhandsbilk\u00f6rning. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r med det d\u00e4r. De f\u00f6ljer med. Det och orken. Men jag andas b\u00e4ttre h\u00e4r. Lyssnar med stora \u00f6ronp\u00e5 storskogens s\u00e5ng. Drar girigt i mig storskogens syre. B\u00e4ttre \u00e4n vilken marijuana som helst s\u00e5klart. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som jag som har nog med verkligheten. Som knappt ens orkar, klarar och hinner med den. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men droger i kroppen s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r all time high p\u00e5 piller. Men inget man blir s\u00e4rskilt rolig av. Mest tr\u00f6tt. Sen ont p\u00e5 st\u00e4llen som man inte vill ha ont p\u00e5. Fast finns det st\u00e4llen man vill<\/strong> ha ont p\u00e5? Fr\u00e5gor igen. Svaren, var finns dom? I vinden om man lyssnar kanske?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast de st\u00e4rker mig de d\u00e4r bergen. Rosorna vid den nedbrunna g\u00e5rden som v\u00e4xer vilt och h\u00e4r f\u00f6r \u00e4lgar, bj\u00f6rnar och skogsr\u00e5n. Jag minns inte l\u00e4ngre vem som bodde just p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r g\u00e5rden. Kommer bara ih\u00e5g att blixten tog den. \u00c5skan \u00e4r sv\u00e5r just h\u00e4r. Kanske \u00e4r det guldet som s\u00e4gs finnas h\u00e4r i marken som drar den till sig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon \u00e5terbes\u00f6k i G\u00e4vle. Har man tur kommer man hem igen med v\u00e4ndande E4’a. Jag k\u00e4nner mig starkare nu. \u00c4ntligen. Kanske har det \u00e4nd\u00e5 v\u00e4nt. Fast det \u00e4r fr\u00e5n en l\u00e5g niv\u00e5. Sommaren 2019 f\u00e5r v\u00e4l f\u00f6ras till journalerna som en lustiger sommar. Ett mellanslag i kr\u00f6nikorna. Ja kanske hela \u00e5ret f\u00f6rresten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00e4r bilen brummar upp p\u00e5 g\u00e5rdsplanen igen och jag sitter en stund i solen s\u00e5 sjunger Pavarotti sin sk\u00f6naste s\u00e5ng f\u00f6r mig. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mer \u00e4n s\u00e5 beg\u00e4r jag inte av livet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tack!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Vi \u00e5ker ut i skogen. Det finns lite bensin kvar. Ut. UT!!! ropar kroppen och bilen svarar. Brummar iv\u00e4g. Ut fr\u00e5n samh\u00e4llet. Upp p\u00e5 berget. Favoritberget. F\u00f6rf\u00e4ders berg. H\u00e4r finns faktiskt en koppling bak\u00e5t. Farfarsfarfar och l\u00e4ngre. Hit kom de fr\u00e5n Roteberg i Edsbyn. Nybyggare. Nytt liv. P\u00e5 ett berg. 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