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Det \u00e4r ett under att f\u00e5 komma hem till det egna. Lite seg \u00e4r man ju s\u00e5klart, men livet, viljan, m\u00f6jligheterna finns d\u00e4r. Med mig hem har jag “Pico<\/em><\/strong>“, en liten pump som jag t\u00e4nker l\u00e4ra att sk\u00e4lla. Kanske ocks\u00e5 att sitta fint. Just nu brummar den som mest lite gemytligt och lugnande i en p\u00e5se p\u00e5 mitt br\u00f6st. Men efterhand vi l\u00e4r k\u00e4nna varandra s\u00e5 skall nog konster i olika former inte vara sv\u00e5ra att \u00f6va in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att ligga p\u00e5 sjukhus \u00e4r s\u00e5klart inget roligt. Men det \u00e4r fantastiska m\u00e4nniskor som jobbar d\u00e4r. \u00c5tminstone p\u00e5 den avdelning jag varit p\u00e5. Utan dem hade den h\u00e4r vistelsen varit ett helvete f\u00f6r en rastl\u00f6s sj\u00e4l som jag. Nu blev det inte det. Personer man aldrig kommer att gl\u00f6mma. Solen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e4nsterhandsknappartider. Japp de \u00e4r h\u00e4r igen. Det f\u00e5r man tugga i sig. Att man hittar de ursprungliga bakterierna i operationss\u00e5ret som var ursprunget till den h\u00e4r v\u00e5rens behandlingar, ja det f\u00e5r man ocks\u00e5 tugga i sig. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Livet. Det skall tydligen inneh\u00e5lla lite pl\u00e5gor. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast n\u00f6jd, japp, det kunde vara helt k\u00e4ppr\u00e4tt \u00e5t helvete. Det \u00e4r det inte. HURRA<\/strong>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r ett under att f\u00e5 komma hem till det egna. Lite seg \u00e4r man ju s\u00e5klart, men livet, viljan, m\u00f6jligheterna finns d\u00e4r. Med mig hem har jag “Pico“, en liten pump som jag t\u00e4nker l\u00e4ra att sk\u00e4lla. Kanske ocks\u00e5 att sitta fint. Just nu brummar den som mest lite gemytligt och lugnande i en […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32425","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":33917,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=33917","url_meta":{"origin":32425,"position":0},"title":"Dan f\u00f6re dan","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-12-23","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag \u00e4r lite sp\u00e4nd s\u00e5h\u00e4r dan f\u00f6r dan. 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