{"id":32417,"date":"2019-06-25T21:35:41","date_gmt":"2019-06-25T20:35:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32417"},"modified":"2019-12-18T20:55:52","modified_gmt":"2019-12-18T19:55:52","slug":"naja-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32417","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e5ja"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"4008\" height=\"5344\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?fit=584%2C779&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-32418\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?w=4008&amp;ssl=1 4008w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190625_221352640.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det tuffar p\u00e5. Livet. Dagarna. Jag funderar inte s\u00e5 mycket. Plussar p\u00e5 med \u00e5tta veckor sjukskrivning. Som om det egentligen spelade n\u00e5gon roll. F\u00e5r mer tabletter. Antibiotika. Ja plus det som droppar in intraven\u00f6st. Fyra och sexton. En p\u00e5se. Dropp,, dropp, dropp. Men vilar, sover, \u00e4ter. Har haft det s\u00e4mre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alla sn\u00e4lla och v\u00e4nliga. Ja mer \u00e4n s\u00e5. Bra m\u00e4nniskor. Utan dem? Ja, vem vet. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag tar en timme till. En dag till. En vecka till.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det tuffar p\u00e5. Livet. Dagarna. Jag funderar inte s\u00e5 mycket. Plussar p\u00e5 med \u00e5tta veckor sjukskrivning. Som om det egentligen spelade n\u00e5gon roll. F\u00e5r mer tabletter. Antibiotika. Ja plus det som droppar in intraven\u00f6st. Fyra och sexton. En p\u00e5se. Dropp,, dropp, dropp. Men vilar, sover, \u00e4ter. Har haft det s\u00e4mre. Alla sn\u00e4lla och v\u00e4nliga. 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