{"id":32413,"date":"2019-06-25T08:19:46","date_gmt":"2019-06-25T07:19:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32413"},"modified":"2019-06-25T08:19:46","modified_gmt":"2019-06-25T07:19:46","slug":"fangslad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32413","title":{"rendered":"F\u00e4ngslad"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"4008\" height=\"5344\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?fit=584%2C779&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-32414\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?w=4008&amp;ssl=1 4008w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_171241066_HDR.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fyra v\u00e4ggar. En d\u00f6rr. Vitt ljus. En sjukhuss\u00e4ng p\u00e5 v\u00e5ning 12. Utsikt. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker hitta rutiner. Antibiotika.  Dropp. Mediciner. Frukost. V\u00e4ntan. Rond..V\u00e4ntan. V\u00e4ntan. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 farligt. Den efterl\u00e4ngtade duschen. Kamma sig. Nya kl\u00e4der. Allt \u00e4r stort. Res\u00e5rer gamla. Men bekv\u00e4mt. Det bara finns.. s\u00e5 mer v\u00e4ntan. Man kan l\u00e4sa lite. N\u00e5gra prover. Utsikt mot en solig somrig v\u00e4rld. Folk \u00e4r glada. Lunch. Bra. Om man adderar salt. Annars finns inget att klaga p\u00e5. Kaffe. Gott kaffe. Blunda. Kl\u00e4 p\u00e5 sig civila kl\u00e4der  ut. En timme i friheten. Vanliga m\u00e4nniskor. En normal v\u00e4rld. Det \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare att andas h\u00e4r. Men orken finns d\u00e4r inte riktigt. Antibiotikans och stillasittande ta effekt. Men ett varv i parken. Det r\u00e4cker det till. Om man vilar p\u00e5 parkb\u00e4nkarna. Kyrkog\u00e5rden ligger bredvid. Tyst. K\u00e4nner mig inte redo. Inte \u00e4nnu. En allvarlig \u00e5komma sn\u00e4llare nu \u00e4n f\u00f6rr. &#8220;Hem&#8221; till sjukhus igen. Har alltid haft l\u00e4tt att skapa det d\u00e4r &#8220;hemma&#8221;. V\u00e4ntan. L\u00e4sa. Energidryck. Antibotikadropp. V\u00e4ntan. L\u00e4sa. Prata med K. Mat. TV. Allt tittas p\u00e5. Kaffe. Macka. Medicin. Natt. Inga b\u00e4vrar i \u00e5n. Men sk\u00f6terskan Ebba har sett. Bara den d\u00e4r ensamma krokodiler len. En avs\u00e5gad gren. Guppande. Som ett huvud. Sommar. H\u00e5rt. F\u00f6rv\u00e5nansv\u00e4rt bra s\u00f6mn. V\u00e4cks klockan fyra. Nytt dropp skall s\u00e4ttas in. En ny dag. Jag en f\u00e5nge h\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e5ning tolv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"5344\" height=\"4008\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?fit=584%2C438&amp;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-32415\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?w=5344&amp;ssl=1 5344w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/IMG_20190622_143038353.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fyra v\u00e4ggar. En d\u00f6rr. Vitt ljus. En sjukhuss\u00e4ng p\u00e5 v\u00e5ning 12. Utsikt. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker hitta rutiner. Antibiotika. Dropp. Mediciner. Frukost. V\u00e4ntan. Rond..V\u00e4ntan. V\u00e4ntan. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 farligt. Den efterl\u00e4ngtade duschen. Kamma sig. Nya kl\u00e4der. Allt \u00e4r stort. Res\u00e5rer gamla. Men bekv\u00e4mt. Det bara finns.. s\u00e5 mer v\u00e4ntan. Man kan l\u00e4sa lite. N\u00e5gra prover. 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