Enarmad igen. P\u00e5 riktigt. N\u00e5ja. N\u00e4ra. N\u00e4stan. Men det g\u00e5r bra. Operation b\u00e5de lyckad och inte. Ben har v\u00e4xt till d\u00e4r det inte borde. S\u00e5 ingen omv\u00e4nd protes. Mindre r\u00f6rlighet. Det ordnar sig nog. Man hoppas ju det. Sm\u00e4rta \u00e4r det man vill slippa. F\u00f6rst. Fr\u00e4mst. Sen bra med r\u00f6rlighet. S\u00e5klart. Men tv\u00e5a <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tre timmars operation s\u00e4ger man. Men klockan \u00e4r strax efter tolv n\u00e4r jag rullas in. Halv fem n\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng jag ser en klocka. Vad h\u00e4nde d\u00e4remellan liksom? Sen efter det n\u00e5gra timmar p\u00e5 uppvak. F\u00e5r inte g\u00e5ng kisseriet. M\u00e5ste tappas. Men ont? Nope inte ens n\u00e4ra. Axelblokad \u00e4r bra grejer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u00e5r plats i fyrs\u00e4ngsrum med tre \u00e4ldre damer. En sur som ett r\u00f6nnb\u00e4r. En borta och hon som jag tr\u00e4ffade p\u00e5 preop. G\u00e5r inte att sova. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker l\u00e4sa. Den r\u00f6nb\u00e4rssura blir vansinnig \u00f6ver det t\u00e4nda ljuset. Ligger vaken. Tappas. Klockan bli fem. Dag. Tralalallala. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker kissa. Kan inte. Tappas. Men skall hem. Funkar det inte f\u00e5r man \u00e5ka till akuten. Orolig s\u00e5klart. Utskrivande l\u00e4kare missat att skriva ut sm\u00e4rtstillande. Men sk\u00f6terska ringer och ger mig recept n\u00e4r jag st\u00e5r i taxid\u00f6rren. D\u00e5 hem\u00e5t. H\u00e4rligt s\u00e5 sm\u00e5ningom g\u00e5r det att kissa. Men f\u00f6rstoppning ist\u00e4llet. Som l\u00f6ser sig den med med lite t\u00e5lamod . <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mest tr\u00f6tthet. Lite ont s\u00e5klart. Men helt ok. Fantastiska m\u00e4nniskor d\u00e4r i v\u00e5rdapparaten. Man blir v\u00e4l omh\u00e4ndertagen. Men att finnas i det d\u00e4r vill man ju helst inte. Inte alls helst och om inte det g\u00e5r s\u00e5 lite som m\u00f6jligt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu tar vi redan tillbaks mot en tv\u00e5armstillvaro. \u00c4r motiverad f\u00f6r den. J\u00e4vligt motiverad.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Enarmad igen. P\u00e5 riktigt. N\u00e5ja. N\u00e4ra. N\u00e4stan. Men det g\u00e5r bra. Operation b\u00e5de lyckad och inte. Ben har v\u00e4xt till d\u00e4r det inte borde. S\u00e5 ingen omv\u00e4nd protes. Mindre r\u00f6rlighet. Det ordnar sig nog. Man hoppas ju det. Sm\u00e4rta \u00e4r det man vill slippa. F\u00f6rst. Fr\u00e4mst. Sen bra med r\u00f6rlighet. S\u00e5klart. Men tv\u00e5a Tre timmars […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32297","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":31329,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31329","url_meta":{"origin":32297,"position":0},"title":"Oprogrammerat","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-01-13","format":false,"excerpt":"Den \u00e4r kanske femhundra meter l\u00e5ng den d\u00e4r korridoren. 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