{"id":32262,"date":"2019-05-31T14:39:08","date_gmt":"2019-05-31T13:39:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32262"},"modified":"2019-05-31T14:39:08","modified_gmt":"2019-05-31T13:39:08","slug":"tjooooooooffff","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32262","title":{"rendered":"Tjooooooooffff….."},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker lite med Instagram. L\u00e4gger upp n\u00e5gra bilder. Men det fungerar inte. Jag \u00e4r inte kompatibel med sociala medier. Jag \u00e4r en pusselbit som inte passar in i tiden. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g ut. Bort. Iv\u00e4g i s\u00f6kandet efter en plats i universum d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5 min pusselbit passar. S\u00e5 bort med Instagram. Jag \u00e4r redan dum nog utan att addera den dumheten till det hela ocks\u00e5 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fredag \u00e4r backupdag. En dag d\u00e5 man skulle vilja v\u00e4nda p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r 2\/20 i Internetaccess som man har. Det tar mer \u00e4n en dag att f\u00e5 upp det som skall upp. Men snart \u00e4r det slut p\u00e5 det problemet allts\u00e5. Man kan knappt v\u00e4nta. Hundra ggr snabbare borde m\u00e4rkas. Nu lider alla i huset i ett dygn n\u00e4r filerna transporteras iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Har f\u00f6r mig att det \u00e4r \u00e5rsdag f\u00f6r morsans d\u00f6d. Ja det \u00e4r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan. Men kanske var de ig\u00e5r. Inte s\u00e4ker. D\u00e5. Hade bes\u00f6k fr\u00e5n Holland. Men fick vaka ist\u00e4llet. Inv\u00e4nta ett slut som man visste skulle komma. Jag flydde till kusten, till havet, f\u00f6r att s\u00f6ka tr\u00f6st n\u00e4r den stora tomheten tog tag i mig. N\u00e4r allt var \u00f6ver och en kista var best\u00e4lld. Men inte ens havet kunde ge tr\u00f6st den g\u00e5ngen. Men d\u00e4r gr\u00e4t jag mina t\u00e5rar \u00f6ver en \u00e4lskad mor. L\u00e4t dem blanda sig med havet. Bli en del av det. Sen gr\u00e4t jag inte mer. Satte in ett stenhj\u00e4rta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vindarna tar i och ruskar om huset ibland. Vill v\u00e4lta och rycka upp och skaka om. Men energierna \u00e4r inte de r\u00e4tta just idag. Det tar i med 15\/16 m\/s som mest under korta stunder. Det \u00e4r som en kommunpolitiker i Ljusdal just nu. Det l\u00e5ter mest. H\u00e4nder inte s\u00e5 mycket. Visionerna har tagit semester. Evig dito.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Fast bli politiker sj\u00e4lv d\u00e5 om du tror det \u00e4r s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt<\/em>” s\u00e4ger han den d\u00e4r M. fr\u00e5n J\u00e4rvs\u00f6. “Man m\u00e5ste ha ett pris” s\u00e4ger jag som svar p\u00e5 det. Man kan inte s\u00e4lja sin sj\u00e4l till allt. Trodde jag v\u00e4rlden gick att f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra s\u00e5 skulle jag f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra den. Ja ocks\u00e5 om skiftnyckeln hette “Politik”. Fast M. ruskar s\u00e5klart bara p\u00e5 sig. Han vet redan svaren p\u00e5 de sv\u00e5ra fr\u00e5gorna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Att Janne tittar upp gl\u00e4djer mig. Kanske har jag f\u00e5tt Ulf Lundell p\u00e5 hj\u00e4rnan men nog tycker jag han blivit lik honom. Sk\u00e4gget. Glas\u00f6gonen. Vad \u00e4r det som h\u00e4nder egentligen. Med v\u00e4rlden. Luften Vattnet. Hj\u00e4lp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men Janne har en mer positiv livssyn \u00e4n den Ulf Lundell besitter. Definitivt. Det som Ulf grillar skall dessutom vara ungt och knappt nedf\u00e4llt, nyslaktat. Janne \u00e4r mer f\u00f6r det m\u00f6ra och v\u00e4lh\u00e4ngda. Men de sp\u00e4nnande kryddorna har de gemensamt. Viljan att v\u00e5ga prova det opr\u00f6vade. Just det g\u00f6r mannen with the big “M”. S\u00e4ger kvinnan. Hon. Madonnan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Om solen g\u00e5r upp imorgon s\u00e5 h\u00e4lsar jag den med gl\u00e4dje. S\u00e5klart att jag g\u00f6r det. Bara f\u00f6r att det h\u00e4nder varje dag beh\u00f6ver man inte uppskatta det mindre. Inget \u00e4r sj\u00e4lvklart. N\u00e4mligen<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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