{"id":32241,"date":"2019-05-24T17:43:39","date_gmt":"2019-05-24T16:43:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32241"},"modified":"2019-05-24T17:43:39","modified_gmt":"2019-05-24T16:43:39","slug":"hulken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32241","title":{"rendered":"Hulken"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Hulken borde inte arbeta nu. Verkligen inte. Elvattenv\u00e4rmning borde vara aktiv. Men jag drabbas av en svagsint r\u00e4dsla som \u00e4r mig olik. Y eller D koppling. Hur var det nu igen?… Helvete… Och s\u00e5 skall man inte vara hemma… Nej, best\u00e4ller en pall pellets och f\u00e5r fixa det d\u00e4r sen, n\u00e4r armar fungerar, huvud ocks\u00e5, om de nu g\u00f6r det, om man \u00f6verlever. Ja osv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men fredag. Gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa och jag. Ja K ocks\u00e5. Lite mat. Vila. En serie eller en film. Som vanligt. Sen l\u00e4sa. “Vardagar 2” av UL. Gubben d\u00e4r nere i \u00d6sterlen. Fyllek\u00f6raren. Som man borde f\u00f6rakta. Kunde ha k\u00f6rt ihj\u00e4l n\u00e5gon. Man \u00e4r ett svin om man ger sig iv\u00e4g s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men skriver bra g\u00f6r han. Ja musicerar bra ocks\u00e5. Men nog har han sjunkit n\u00e5gra pinnh\u00e5l i aktning. N\u00e4ra botten. Skitgubbe. N\u00e4stan. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker jag bara hinna med s\u00e5 mycket som m\u00f6jligt “innan”. Klara av \u00e4r melodin,. L\u00e4ngtar inte precis tillbaks till det d\u00e4r konvalescensl\u00e4get igen. Har k\u00e4nt mig r\u00e4tt bra ett tag nu. Man kan v\u00e4nja sig vid det n\u00e4mligen. Ja antagligen med att inte g\u00f6ra det ocks\u00e5. D\u00e4r finns val. Jag \u00e4r s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 det. Man v\u00e4ljer om man vill leva eller inte ocks\u00e5. Fast d\u00f6 kan man ju g\u00f6ra \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men har man valt att leva har man i alla fall gjort det hala v\u00e4gen in i m\u00e5l. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja pellets allts\u00e5, Den k\u00f6rs ut dagen efter best\u00e4llning eller samma dag. Ren lyx. Nils-Olof st\u00e5r f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Ringer Stig tidigare idag som har hand om slang, m\u00e4rkband och annat f\u00f6r fibern. Allt jag beh\u00f6ver blir hemk\u00f6rt p\u00e5 en timme. Los \u00e4r fantastiskt p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga s\u00e4tt. Det finns en helvetes massa bra m\u00e4nniskor h\u00e4r. Gillar mycket. Elektriker Trogen, en hyvens man, lovar dessutom att titta \u00f6ver och kolla lite jordkabeljobb endera dan men befinner sig hos dotter i Gottsunda f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Gl\u00f6mmer bort att n\u00e4mna att jag har son d\u00e4r. V\u00e4rlden \u00e4r s\u00e5 liten. Losbor finns det \u00f6verallt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu s\u00e5. R\u00e4knar nog den h\u00e4r veckan som avverkad i och med dessa ord. Jod\u00e5. Enjoy folks!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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Hur var det nu igen?… Helvete… Och s\u00e5 skall man inte vara hemma… Nej, best\u00e4ller en pall pellets och f\u00e5r fixa det d\u00e4r sen, n\u00e4r armar fungerar, huvud ocks\u00e5, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32241","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":30884,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30884","url_meta":{"origin":32241,"position":0},"title":"Det h\u00e4nder igen.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-11-30","format":false,"excerpt":"F\u00f6rst revisorn. 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