{"id":32184,"date":"2019-05-11T17:32:47","date_gmt":"2019-05-11T16:32:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32184"},"modified":"2019-05-11T17:32:54","modified_gmt":"2019-05-11T16:32:54","slug":"dom-borde-fa-ol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=32184","title":{"rendered":"Dom borde f\u00e5 \u00f6l"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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L\u00f6rdag. Jag sover mest. Eller i alla fall mycket. Det finns sovtid att h\u00e4mta igen. Vilotid. Som varje l\u00f6rdag. Fast det inte g\u00e5r s\u00e4ger vissa som forskat p\u00e5 saken. Men det har fungerat ett helt liv f\u00f6r mig. Kanske \u00e4r vi olika, kanske har forskarna fel, kanske lurar jag mig bara sj\u00e4lv. Men en l\u00f6gn som fungerar \u00e4r en bra l\u00f6gn. S\u00e5 det f\u00e5r var som det vill med det d\u00e4r. Jag \u00e4r redo f\u00f6r en ny vecka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Resten av dan \u00e4r ute. Uteliv i l\u00e4tta kl\u00e4der. Underbart. L\u00e4mpligt ocks\u00e5 eftersom jag mest kommenderar vad som skall g\u00f6ras och s\u00e5 g\u00f6r fru och ung son det praktiska. Vilsamt liksom. Som att gr\u00e4va f\u00f6r fiber. Enarmingar beh\u00f6ver bara se p\u00e5. Hur praktiskt \u00e4r inte det. Jag borde kyssa min ortopeds f\u00f6tter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tar bort innanf\u00f6nster p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret ocks\u00e5. Flyttar ut mina tanter, pelargonerna allts\u00e5. Just d\u00e4r trivs dom b\u00e4st. Det vet jag ju. S\u00e5 det \u00e4r alltid sk\u00f6nt att f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r. Aldrig dricker pelargoner som nu. S\u00e5 fina som dom brukar bli s\u00e5 borde dom f\u00e5 \u00f6l ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r n\u00e4ringsberikat vatten egentligen. \u00c5tminstone ofta, men jag vet inte hur dom st\u00e4ller sig till det. Skall fr\u00e5ga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Livet r\u00f6r sig onekligen fram\u00e5t \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men man f\u00e5r fler chanser att undra \u00f6ver hur de t\u00e4r att vara olevandes i min \u00e5lder. Men allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara tr\u00e4ning f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r slutliga l\u00e4karbes\u00f6ket n\u00e4r l\u00e4karen s\u00e4ger \u00e5t en att “g\u00e5 hem och se till s\u00e5 att dina aff\u00e4rer \u00e4r i ordning”. Men onekligen k\u00e4nns det inte s\u00e5 fruktansv\u00e4rt l\u00e4ngre med det d\u00e4r som det gjorde f\u00f6rr. G\u00e5 liksom att acceptera. Visserligen \u00e4lskar jag livet och skulle verkligen beh\u00f6va tjugo produktiva \u00e5r till men hur ofta f\u00e5r man det precis som man vill. I de d\u00e4r fr\u00e5gorna f\u00e5r man \u00e5ka med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Veckan har varit skr\u00e4mmande produktiv. Hade jag inte l\u00e5tsasjobbat s\u00e5 skulle man stundtals kunnat tro att jag jobbat p\u00e5 riktigt. Ja nu \u00e4r jag ju dessutom en sjukskriven person, visserligen utan sjukpenning, men \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men de d\u00e4r veckorna n\u00e4r det bara flyter \u00e4lskar jag. Normalt hade jag nog bara k\u00f6rt p\u00e5 \u00f6ver helgen. Men har lugnat mig lite d\u00e4r. G\u00f6r lite annat p\u00e5 helgerna. Umg\u00e5s. Tror alla m\u00e5r bra av det. Familjen och inte minst jag sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hoppas p\u00e5 samma k\u00e4nsla den kommande veckan ocks\u00e5 men f\u00f6rst preop i G\u00e4vle p\u00e5 tisdag. Tar en hel dag, \u00e4r r\u00e4tt segt, men en bra grej. Lugnar. Man vet att hj\u00e4rta och annat \u00e4r i ordning innan knivarna kommer fram. Men resten av veckan blir f\u00f6rhoppningsvis i kodandets tecken. Borde v\u00e4l egentligen f\u00f6rbereda bokslut ocks\u00e5… hmm… men s\u00e5 roligt k\u00e4nns v\u00e4l inte det kanske. Speciellt inte i dessa l\u00e5tsasarbetande tider. Borde kunna v\u00e4nta till n\u00e4sta vecka, \u00e5tminstone. Sv\u00e5rt \u00e4r det inte. Lite kasching f\u00f6r min revisor. mest. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu s\u00e5. Mat, soffa, film, sova. Man f\u00f6rtar sig icke som synes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

L\u00f6rdag. Jag sover mest. Eller i alla fall mycket. Det finns sovtid att h\u00e4mta igen. Vilotid. Som varje l\u00f6rdag. Fast det inte g\u00e5r s\u00e4ger vissa som forskat p\u00e5 saken. Men det har fungerat ett helt liv f\u00f6r mig. Kanske \u00e4r vi olika, kanske har forskarna fel, kanske lurar jag mig bara sj\u00e4lv. Men en l\u00f6gn […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":18271,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18271","url_meta":{"origin":32184,"position":0},"title":"Torsdag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-07-16","format":false,"excerpt":"Tiden rusar iv\u00e4g och jag med den. 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