{"id":31774,"date":"2019-03-22T18:08:02","date_gmt":"2019-03-22T17:08:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31774"},"modified":"2019-03-22T18:08:05","modified_gmt":"2019-03-22T17:08:05","slug":"stamningen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31774","title":{"rendered":"St\u00e4mningen"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Magnus Lindberg<\/a> s\u00e5klart, s\u00e4ger det s\u00e5 bra<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…
Ingen s\u00e5g dig n\u00e4r du kom
ingen bryr sig n\u00e4r du g\u00e5r.
Har du alltid varit s\u00e5n
en som ingen kan f\u00f6rst\u00e5
ingen bryr sig vad du t\u00e4nker
dina \u00f6gon fylls av skuld
f\u00f6r det fanns en som ville sk\u00e4nka
dig ett hj\u00e4rta av guld.
…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

det d\u00e4r vi k\u00e4nner. Musik som tar oss med, s\u00e4tter st\u00e4mningen. N\u00e4r sekunderna f\u00f6rsvinner<\/a> heter l\u00e5ten. Alltid med i n\u00e5gon spellista h\u00e4r. Sann – inte falsk – musik. Det finns en skillnad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fredag h\u00e4r i Mellansverige. Semmelsug mullrar d\u00e4r inne men ingen semla finnes inom arml\u00e4ngds avst\u00e5nd. Det f\u00e5r g\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Solen g\u00e5r nog upp imorgon ocks\u00e5 \u00e4ven utan. V\u00e4rsta karakt\u00e4ren kan man t\u00e4nka. Eller inte. Allt fungerar om man inte t\u00e4nker.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En hel dag p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. Tr\u00f6tter nu. F\u00f6rsta hela dan p\u00e5 ett tag. P\u00e5 “kurs med Kurt”. Passar p\u00e5 att l\u00e4sa in lite av det d\u00e4r man inte hinner med annars. K\u00e4nns synnerligen bra. Ocks\u00e5 som v\u00e4nsterknappare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e5 m\u00e5ndag provtagning. P\u00e5 torsdag \u00e5terbes\u00f6k i Hudiksvall med r\u00f6ntgen. Vad som h\u00e4nder sen vet jag inte, men f\u00f6rhoppningsvis kan tv\u00e5 \u00f6verl\u00e4kare komma \u00f6verens om ett datum ganska snart f\u00f6r ny operation i G\u00e4vle. Protes in igen. “H\u00f6ga herrarna” som en sk\u00f6terska kallade dem. Det \u00e4r mycket “\u00f6ver” och “under” inom sjukv\u00e5rden. Uteslutande spr\u00e5k ocks\u00e5. Jag kan bara hoppas att “innan sommaren” verkligen blir innan sommaren. Beh\u00f6ver komma ig\u00e5ng igen med riktigt liv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men sikte inst\u00e4llt p\u00e5 gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa. Vilja uppb\u00e5das f\u00f6r att h\u00e5lla sig vaken, men av erfarenhet vet jag att just det inte alltid h\u00e5ller. Men det blir som det blir. Allt \u00e4r som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sista pelletsleveransen idag. Hoppas man. Blir maj svinkallt kan man f\u00e5 \u00e4ndra sig. Men nog \u00e4r det ett v\u00e5rtecken som heter duga det med tycker jag. V\u00e4rt att fira n\u00e4stan. Med ett russin kanske.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men nu d\u00e5. Ge sig. Inte ge upp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Magnus Lindberg s\u00e5klart, s\u00e4ger det s\u00e5 bra …Ingen s\u00e5g dig n\u00e4r du komingen bryr sig n\u00e4r du g\u00e5r.Har du alltid varit s\u00e5nen som ingen kan f\u00f6rst\u00e5ingen bryr sig vad du t\u00e4nkerdina \u00f6gon fylls av skuldf\u00f6r det fanns en som ville sk\u00e4nkadig ett hj\u00e4rta av guld.… det d\u00e4r vi k\u00e4nner. Musik som tar oss med, s\u00e4tter […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31774","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-musik"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3885,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3885","url_meta":{"origin":31774,"position":0},"title":"Jag \u00e4r programmerare!","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-03-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Gamla o-coola gubbar fr\u00e5n Los \u00e4r uppe den h\u00e4r tiden. 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