{"id":31705,"date":"2019-03-20T14:21:15","date_gmt":"2019-03-20T13:21:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31705"},"modified":"2019-03-20T14:21:15","modified_gmt":"2019-03-20T13:21:15","slug":"forsoker-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31705","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"5344\" height=\"4008\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?fit=584%2C438\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31706\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?w=5344&amp;ssl=1 5344w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/03\/IMG_20190306_152406301.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jod\u00e5. Man sitter h\u00e4r. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker. Piggare. Mycket piggare men l\u00e5ngt, L\u00c5NGT,  ifr\u00e5n normall\u00e4ge. Ja och just nu \u00e4r det inte &#8220;gammeln&#8221; som det handlar om. Inte denna g\u00e5ng. N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">V\u00e4nsterhandsknappar. L\u00e5ngsamt g\u00e5r det. V\u00e4rdel\u00f6st rent utav. Sv\u00e5rt att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got nyttigt. Sv\u00e5rt att k\u00e4nna sig nyttig, vara beh\u00f6vd, vara producerande. Om man nu n\u00e5gonsin har det som l\u00e5tsasarbetande. Antagligen inte. Men man trodde det. Inbillade sig. Ville vara det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men glad \u00e4nd\u00e5. Att ha rest sig fr\u00e5n soffan \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 ett lyft. Att \u00e5tminstone f\u00e5 sitta p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. H\u00e4r nere.  Lillkatten och jag. Droppandet fr\u00e5n taket d\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r. V\u00e5ren. Hulk-s\u00f6varen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ljusdals kommun beh\u00f6ver spara 75 mille. Men ingen vill bli &#8220;bortbesparad&#8221;. &#8220;J\u00e4vla kostymnissar skriker ena sidan&#8221;, &#8220;F\u00f6rbannade bak\u00e5tstr\u00e4vare och stoppklossar ropar den andra&#8221;. Fartyget, ja det tuffar p\u00e5 mot grund. &#8220;Full fart fram\u00e5t kamrater!&#8221;, &#8220;Hej vad det g\u00e5r!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag saknar visionerna f\u00f6r egen del. Var tog de v\u00e4gen egentligen? Finns det n\u00e5gon som v\u00e5gar komma med annat \u00e4n underg\u00e5ngsprofetior?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men alla inblandade i det h\u00e4r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4kert g\u00f6ra &#8220;bra&#8221; de ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hoppas man.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det finns s\u00e5 f\u00e5 rent onda eller rent goda. Gr\u00e5tt \u00e4r vanligare. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men vad vet jag. En gubbe. Ingenting s\u00e5klart. Har aldrig gjort. Har inte ens Facebook. Vad det nu har med n\u00e5gonting alls att g\u00f6ra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;I rest my case&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mina h\u00f6gerarms\u00f6vningar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Knyt handen s\u00e5 ofta som m\u00f6jligt.<\/li><li>Pumpa armb\u00e5gen ofta.<\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ett tr\u00e4ningsprogram i min smak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fast ny. Musik. F\u00f6r vem kan leva utan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br \/><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">  <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jod\u00e5. Man sitter h\u00e4r. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker. Piggare. Mycket piggare men l\u00e5ngt, L\u00c5NGT, ifr\u00e5n normall\u00e4ge. Ja och just nu \u00e4r det inte &#8220;gammeln&#8221; som det handlar om. Inte denna g\u00e5ng. N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng. V\u00e4nsterhandsknappar. L\u00e5ngsamt g\u00e5r det. V\u00e4rdel\u00f6st rent utav. Sv\u00e5rt att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got nyttigt. Sv\u00e5rt att k\u00e4nna sig nyttig, vara beh\u00f6vd, vara producerande. 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