{"id":31460,"date":"2019-01-28T08:47:33","date_gmt":"2019-01-28T07:47:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31460"},"modified":"2019-01-28T08:47:41","modified_gmt":"2019-01-28T07:47:41","slug":"skapligt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31460","title":{"rendered":"Skapligt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det brukar vara tv\u00e4rt om. F\u00f6rst frukost, sen duscha. Men idag \u00e4r kylan djupt d\u00e4r inne i benen igen. M\u00e5ste jagas ut. S\u00e5 jag v\u00e4nder p\u00e5 morgonrutinerna. St\u00e5r d\u00e4r i hetduschen  tills kroppen inte l\u00e4ngre huttrar och skakar. Frukost sen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jod\u00e5 Hulken stannar vid tv\u00e5tiden. Jag upp och k\u00f6r ig\u00e5ng. Vi lever i symbios monstret och jag. Det h\u00e4nder d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Stannandet. Det \u00e4r det som \u00e4r roten till det kalla, ja och vintern, minus tio och lite till. 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