{"id":31450,"date":"2019-01-25T17:26:11","date_gmt":"2019-01-25T16:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31450"},"modified":"2022-10-02T19:18:41","modified_gmt":"2022-10-02T18:18:41","slug":"till-vaders","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31450","title":{"rendered":"Till v\u00e4ders"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"774\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/IMG_20181218_103315328-767x1024.png?resize=580%2C774\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31097\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/IMG_20181218_103315328.png?resize=767%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 767w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/IMG_20181218_103315328.png?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/IMG_20181218_103315328.png?resize=768%2C1025&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/IMG_20181218_103315328.png?w=959&amp;ssl=1 959w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Det \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r dag n\u00e4r man har annat f\u00f6r sig. Nope, livet, inte ens mitt, best\u00e5r bara av knappande. Idag allts\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan dag d\u00e5 ocoola gubbar ger sig ut i den riktiga v\u00e4rlden. Ocks\u00e5 Fantomen ni vet&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag gillar m\u00e4nniskor. Har alltid gjort. Speciellt gillar jag att fantisera om m\u00e4nniskor. Som tv\u00e5 unga kvinnor med ett varsitt sp\u00e4dbarn i kn\u00e4t p\u00e5 ett matst\u00e4lle idag. Nog var det p\u00e5 v\u00e4g mot fj\u00e4llen allt. Eller m\u00f6jligen p\u00e5 v\u00e4g hem d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Ja gubbarna var ju med de med. Allts\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 dom p\u00e5 v\u00e4g dit eller hem. M\u00f6jligen hade dom bara varit i J\u00e4rvs\u00f6. Tog sig en bit mat innan de drog ner hem till Stockholm igen.  Ja ni vet. Man vet hur och var de bor. Att den ena familjen br\u00e5kar ganska ofta. Hur deras gemensamma ny\u00e5rsfest ser ut. Eller semestern p\u00e5 v\u00e4stkusten d\u00e4r, ja Kent heter han, den enes man, l\u00e5nar sina f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrars sommarstuga. Ja p\u00e5 Tj\u00f6rn. Inte illa alls.  R\u00e4kor, b\u00e5tar, hav och sol. Ja och s\u00e5 vidare. N\u00e4r vi g\u00e5r k\u00e4nner jag dem n\u00e4stan utan och innan. Hejar lite l\u00e4tt med en nick n\u00e4r jag g\u00e5r. Blir kanske bjuden p\u00e5 deras n\u00e4sta ny\u00e5rsfesten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men m\u00e4nniskor allts\u00e5. Sp\u00e4nnande. De d\u00f6ljer s\u00e5 mycket d\u00e4r i sina huvuden och i sina liv. Kan inte f\u00e5 nog av det d\u00e4r. Hala anledningen faktiskt till att jag l\u00e4ser b\u00f6cker. D\u00e4r f\u00e5r man ju krypa in i en annan m\u00e4nniskas huvud. Nyfikenhet och vetgirigheten \u00e4r mina drivkrafter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja det blir ju n\u00e5gra till s\u00e5dana d\u00e4r l\u00e4ra k\u00e4nna personer episoder under dan. En riktig h\u00f6jdardag allts\u00e5. En person jag m\u00f6ter k\u00e4nner jag till och med. Eller borde k\u00e4nt. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det ljus\u00e5r mellan oss. Jag kan bara l\u00e4sa ringaktning och ointresse. Allt annat \u00e4r dolt.  K\u00e4nner sj\u00e4lv inte mycket. Tr\u00e5kigt att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 \u00e4r det hur som helst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu hemma. Musikabstinens. Helgl\u00e4ngtan. Bok och film och sova. S\u00e5 mycket knappande blir det inte idag. D\u00e4remot en kanna kaffe, Men nu musik. Mail. Sociala n\u00e4tverk. Sen helgledigt. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r dag n\u00e4r man har annat f\u00f6r sig. Nope, livet, inte ens mitt, best\u00e5r bara av knappande. Idag allts\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan dag d\u00e5 ocoola gubbar ger sig ut i den riktiga v\u00e4rlden. Ocks\u00e5 Fantomen ni vet&#8230; Jag gillar m\u00e4nniskor. Har alltid gjort. Speciellt gillar jag att fantisera om m\u00e4nniskor. 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