{"id":31370,"date":"2019-01-16T14:06:12","date_gmt":"2019-01-16T13:06:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31370"},"modified":"2019-01-16T14:06:19","modified_gmt":"2019-01-16T13:06:19","slug":"koncentrerat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31370","title":{"rendered":"Koncentrerat"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1166\" height=\"874\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?fit=584%2C438\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-31371\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?w=1166&amp;ssl=1 1166w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/IMG_20121019_120741.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Koncentrerat igen. Halloj och hurra liksom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ute sn\u00f6ar det. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/measurements\/\">Elva grader kallt<\/a>. El\u00e4ndig vinterperiod p\u00e5g\u00e5ende en dryg m\u00e5nad till. &#8220;Hej mars&#8221; ropar jag h\u00e4r i min ensamhet. &#8220;Heja&#8221;. &#8220;M\u00f6t mig snart med ett leende&#8221;. Men det hj\u00e4lper s\u00e5klart f\u00f6ga. Men man ropar \u00e4nd\u00e5. Skriker. H\u00f6gt! Men dagarna m\u00e5ste g\u00e5. Rulla p\u00e5. En efter en efter en. Avverkas. Sega sig fram mot sommar och koltrasts\u00e5ng. Som jag l\u00e4ngtar. Jag h\u00f6r inte hemma i det h\u00e4r kalla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag har varit ill F\u00e4rila p\u00e5 morgonen. F\u00f6r skojs skull. N\u00e4stan. Fast \u00f6verl\u00e4mnat K till arbetskamrat ocks\u00e5. MIK konferens skall dom p\u00e5. Jag v\u00e5gar inte ens fr\u00e5ga vad det \u00e4r. 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