Jag dr\u00f6mmer om humlor. Sommar och humlor och ljumma vindar. Inte illa n\u00e4r det \u00e4r sex sju grader kallt ute och bl\u00e5ser 15 m\/s i byarna. Ja jag gillar humlor. Jag gillar sommar. S\u00e5 tillsammans ger det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart en gok\u00e4nsla i kropp och sinne. Ja och s\u00e5 vaknar jag. Med den d\u00e4r gok\u00e4nslan kvar i magen. Kommer p\u00e5 att det \u00e4r m\u00e5ndag. Gok\u00e4nslan tilltar. N\u00e4r det \u00e4r m\u00e5ndag finns det flera dagar att g\u00f6ra storverk p\u00e5 innan veckan \u00e4r slut. Det gillar jag alldeles extra mycket. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00e5 veckan startar bra. Jo, jo, jo det d\u00e4r med storverk. De \u00e4r bara mina. Betyder inget f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan. Men mig g\u00f6r det inget att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Jo jag vet att det st\u00f6r en del andra. Ibland mycket till och med. Men det \u00e4r deras problem. Helt och h\u00e5llet deras. Jag g\u00f6r det jag g\u00f6r och st\u00f6r v\u00e4l ingen egentligen n\u00e4r jag g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fast humlor. Vem kan inte tycka om humlor? Ja s\u00e4kert n\u00e5gon s\u00e5klart. Mer \u00e4n en. Vi lever i r\u00e4dslornas tid. P\u00e5 de st\u00f6rda sj\u00e4larnas planet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jag skall inte bli humla i n\u00e4sta liv dock. Sedan l\u00e4nge st\u00e5r fj\u00e4ril p\u00e5 \u00f6nskelistan d\u00e4r. Men samma sommardag och samma ljumma vindar kan jag t\u00e4nka mig n\u00e4r jag vinglar omkring p\u00e5 vackra vingar i den fj\u00e4rilsdans jag aldrig m\u00e4ktade med som m\u00e4nniska. N\u00e4stan l\u00e4ngtar dit. F\u00f6r jag kommer att vara vackrast av dem alla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Min dag b\u00f6rjar allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 b\u00e4sta m\u00f6jliga s\u00e4tt. Till och med kaffet smakar utm\u00e4rkt n\u00e4r jag s\u00e4tter mig i den knarrande stolen i mitt l\u00e5tsaskontor. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r jag bl\u00e5 i sinnet. Men kan som vanligt inte l\u00e5ta bli att njuta lite av att vara det. Jag \u00e4r en bl\u00e5 som person. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. Jag kan inte bara g\u00e5 runt och flabba \u00e5t v\u00e4rlden hela tiden som andra kan. Jag m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 ha den d\u00e4r eftertankens rum n\u00e4ra mig. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00e5 i det s\u00e4tter jag ig\u00e5ng b\u00e5de min dag och min vecka. Jag tor den blir en bra vecka. Vad tror du?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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