{"id":3132,"date":"2013-02-14T21:47:13","date_gmt":"2013-02-14T20:47:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=3132"},"modified":"2021-11-24T14:53:57","modified_gmt":"2021-11-24T13:53:57","slug":"att-orka-snubbla-vidare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3132","title":{"rendered":"Att orka snubbla vidare."},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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N\u00e4r man inte l\u00e4ngre orkar st\u00e5 rakt upp och ner som f\u00f6rut. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det b\u00f6rjar bli jobbigt. Att vara en i grunden positiv k\u00e4mpande, en “inte ge sig<\/em>” m\u00e4nniska, och inse att man egentligen bara \u00e4r en kalkstensklippa som sakta l\u00e5ter sig urholkas av havets eviga r\u00f6relser. Bit f\u00f6r bit faller bort d\u00e4r nere vid basen och man k\u00e4nner att snart tippar allt detta och det finns inget man kan g\u00f6ra \u00e5t den saken. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det v\u00e4rker till d\u00e4r i br\u00f6stet och man funderar p\u00e5 att bara stilla ge upp. Skita i det d\u00e4r “inte ge sig<\/em>” och bara falla med ett brak, falla mot och till en evig vila.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

N\u00e4r man inte l\u00e4ngre orkar st\u00e5 rakt upp och ner som f\u00f6rut. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det b\u00f6rjar bli jobbigt. Att vara en i grunden positiv k\u00e4mpande, en “inte ge sig” m\u00e4nniska, och inse att man egentligen bara \u00e4r en kalkstensklippa som sakta l\u00e5ter sig urholkas av havets eviga r\u00f6relser. Bit f\u00f6r bit faller bort d\u00e4r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3132","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":25289,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25289","url_meta":{"origin":3132,"position":0},"title":"Man borde l\u00e4ra sig lyssna","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-09-06","format":false,"excerpt":"Man har ett l\u00f6jligt liv s\u00e5klart. 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