{"id":3118,"date":"2013-02-14T06:43:58","date_gmt":"2013-02-14T05:43:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=3118"},"modified":"2013-03-14T22:48:15","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T21:48:15","slug":"bara-tiden-gar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3118","title":{"rendered":"Bara tiden g\u00e5r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"ros\"<\/a><\/p>\n

En vindpust
\nljum, f\u00f6rsiktigt,
\nsom smeker dig och
\ndina 100 miljarder celler.
\nDen som f\u00f6der,
\noch l\u00e4ngtar,
\nefter n\u00e5gon, n\u00e5got.
\nDen bl\u00e4ndande.
\nDen vackraste.
\nDen sk\u00f6naste.
\nDet \u00e4r k\u00e4rleken,
\nsom vinden f\u00f6rt med sig hem till dig.<\/p>\n

En kuling,
\nr\u00f6r om i ditt h\u00e5r.
\nHanden som du h\u00e5ller s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt
\nsom om den vore av spr\u00f6daste glas.
\nDen du smeker,
\ns\u00e5 f\u00f6rsiktigt, utforskande,
\ns\u00f6kande,
\nf\u00f6r att uppt\u00e4cka.
\nDu \u00e4ger inte,
\nvill bara vara mikroskopiskt n\u00e4ra,
\nhos denna felfria och denna \u00e4lskade.
\nSom en f\u00f6r alltid och \u00e4ntligen hemma.
\nDet \u00e4r naivitetens sp\u00f6ke
\nsom kulingen f\u00f6rt med sig hem till dig.<\/p>\n

En storm,
\nsom tar dig med till
\nde h\u00f6ga k\u00e4nslorna.
\n\u00c5tr\u00e5n som fyller dig,
\nsom lyfter er,
\nsom sammanf\u00f6r er.
\nSom suger i sig av din kraft,
\noch pumpar upp sig rastl\u00f6st med hj\u00e4lp av era
\nsammansatta molekyler.
\nIn i extasens himmelska h\u00f6jder.
\nTillsammans \u00e4r ni allt.
\nDet \u00e4r oxytocinet,
\nsom stormen f\u00f6rt med sig just till dig.<\/p>\n

En orkan
\nsom virvlar runt
\ni evig l\u00e4ngtan.
\nSom kr\u00e4ver n\u00e4rhet.
\nSom m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 veta.
\nSom hatar mer \u00e4n den \u00e4lskar.
\nSom r\u00f6r upp otrohetens
\nsvarta moln.
\nSom ger tvekans fr\u00e5getecken n\u00e4ring,
\nfel eller r\u00e4tt,
\nr\u00e4tt eller fel i evigheten,
\namen.
\nDet \u00e4r vansinnet,
\nsom orkanen f\u00f6rt med sig hem till dig.<\/p>\n

Stiltje
\noch lugnet efter stormen.
\nDet uppgivna.
\nDu \u00e4r den du \u00e4r.
\nM\u00e5ste accepteras som s\u00e5dan.
\nTror p\u00e5 den du valt,
\nm\u00e5ste tro f\u00f6r liv som m\u00e5 g\u00e5 vidare.
\nSkavanker som offer
\nsom g\u00f6ms i m\u00f6rka rum.
\n\u00c5tr\u00e5ns skuggor h\u00e4mtad fr\u00e5n dr\u00f6mmar
\ni f\u00f6rfluten felfri tid.
\nNu \u00e4lskar du till fullo
\ni ofullkomlighetens hus.
\nDet \u00e4r k\u00e4rleken,
\nsom stannat, nu f\u00f6r alltid, hos dig, till slut.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En vindpust ljum, f\u00f6rsiktigt, som smeker dig och dina 100 miljarder celler. Den som f\u00f6der, och l\u00e4ngtar, efter n\u00e5gon, n\u00e5got. Den bl\u00e4ndande. Den vackraste. Den sk\u00f6naste. Det \u00e4r k\u00e4rleken, som vinden f\u00f6rt med sig hem till dig. En kuling, r\u00f6r om i ditt h\u00e5r. Handen som du h\u00e5ller s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt som om den vore av […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3118","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poesi-dikter","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":15269,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=15269","url_meta":{"origin":3118,"position":0},"title":"Senast l\u00e4sta bok","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-11-05","format":false,"excerpt":"Evighetens rand av\u00a0Ken Follett Det \u00e4r som en tanke att den h\u00e4r boken slutar p\u00e5 samma datum som jag l\u00e4ser ut den. 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