{"id":30988,"date":"2018-12-12T21:49:13","date_gmt":"2018-12-12T20:49:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30988"},"modified":"2018-12-12T21:49:21","modified_gmt":"2018-12-12T20:49:21","slug":"julsittningar-och-forvaning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30988","title":{"rendered":"Julsittningar och f\u00f6rv\u00e5ning"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Julbyn Lo(o)s under kall morgonpromenad<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

K som inte vet vad l\u00e5tsas \u00e4r och d\u00e4rf\u00f6r arbetar p\u00e5 riktigt \u00e4r p\u00e5 sin andra julsittning. Ja det kunde vara den tredje. Men tv\u00e5 samma dag \u00e4r s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r mycket ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r henne. Nog f\u00f6r att hon f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar det \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Vissa g\u00f6r ju det. Andra inte.
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Sj\u00e4lv har jag ingen aning om vad f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar betyder och julfestligheter n\u00e5r d\u00e4rf\u00f6r inte fram till mig heller d\u00e5 med en slags sj\u00e4lvklarhet. N\u00e5gon r\u00e4ttvisa f\u00e5r det \u00e4nd\u00e5 vara i v\u00e4rlden sjunger de r\u00e4ttr\u00e5diga i st\u00e4mmor. Riktigt vackert dessutom. Ja och jag lyssnar. St\u00e4dar toaletten ist\u00e4llet. Den h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret. Det beh\u00f6vs. Ja och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker samtidigt f\u00e5 remote desktop att fungera mot studiodatorn. Men O R K A R inte. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla mycket trixande innan det fungerar och jag har liksom trixat klart med windowsburkar i mitt liv. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 ggr tio ungef\u00e4r. F\u00e5r n\u00e4stan r\u00f6da utslag. M\u00e5ste samla kraft f\u00f6r att \u00e5stadkomma det d\u00e4r. En dag kanske. Den dagen \u00e4r inte idag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kallt h\u00e4r<\/a>. Minus tio. Men det k\u00e4nns som minus tjugo. N\u00e5gon slags ovana kanske. Vrider upp och eldar p\u00e5. Det hj\u00e4lper en aning. I alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man slipper ge sig ut. Men titt som t\u00e4tt m\u00e5ste man ju det. D\u00e5 lider man.
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Mitt projekt att plocka bort wxWidgets forts\u00e4tter. Hittills \u00e4ndrat i 120 filer. M\u00e5nga, m\u00e5nga, m\u00e5nga fler \u00e5terst\u00e5r innan jag kommer fram till att ens kunna testa. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r ett projekt f\u00f6r modiga. S\u00e5 egentligen borde jag v\u00e4l inte ens kommit n\u00e4ra eftersom jag \u00e4r den st\u00f6rste fegisen av dem alla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r lite tr\u00f6stl\u00f6st. Man \u00e4ndrar p\u00e5 tre hundra st\u00e4llen. Kompilerar. \u00c4ndrar p\u00e5 fyra hundra st\u00e4llen. Kompilerar. \u00c4ndrar p\u00e5 tv\u00e5hundra st\u00e4llen… ja och s\u00e5d\u00e4r h\u00e5ller man p\u00e5. M\u00e5nga timmar senare s\u00e5 har man kommit igenom en fil . D\u00e5 tar man bara n\u00e4sta och n\u00e4sta och n\u00e4sta. N\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r framme s\u00e5 g\u00e5r kompileringen igenom. Ja d\u00e5 \u00e5terst\u00e5r sj\u00e4lva jobbet. Att testa alla ing\u00e5ende delar. Bit f\u00f6r bit. Fast det \u00e4r ju i alla fall\u00a0 tur att alltihop \u00e4nd\u00e5 bara \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I allt det d\u00e4r m\u00e5ste man stilla sig och t\u00e4nka till ocks\u00e5. Just det kan vara p\u00e5frestande f\u00f6r oss medelm\u00e5ttor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast det \u00e4r bara att k\u00f6ra p\u00e5. Kanske kommer det n\u00e5got gott ut av alltsammans till slut. Eller inte. Av n\u00e5gon anledning s\u00e5 k\u00e4nner jag en stor gl\u00e4dje i att g\u00f6ra det h\u00e4r i alla fall. Ja jag \u00e4r sj\u00e4lv f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hur m\u00e5nga personer i Los vet vad open source \u00e4r? Allts\u00e5 ett s\u00e5 pass etablerat begrepp. N\u00e5gra har v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e5gon slags vag aning. S\u00e5 m\u00e5ste det v\u00e4l vara. Tar man med hela kommunen, Ljusdal, 19\u00a0028 personer sista december i fjol, blir det inte s\u00e5 j\u00e4vligt m\u00e5nga fler som det ringer igenk\u00e4nnande klockor i huvudet hos. N\u00e5gra stycken s\u00e5klart. Men sannolikheten \u00e4r allts\u00e5 inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r j\u00e4ttestor att man ramlar p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon som f\u00f6rst\u00e5r eller \u00e4r det minsta intresserad av det en s\u00e5dan som jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. “Lek” – s\u00e4ger man s\u00e5klart g\u00e4rna.\u00a0 “Inget riktigt (“jobb”)”. Det sista tur i mitt fall eftersom jag bara l\u00e5tsasjobbar. Men synd f\u00f6r andra som faktiskt jobbar med open source p\u00e5 riktigt. Om man nu kan det \u00f6verhuvudtaget s\u00e5klart.\u00a0 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man kan kanske f\u00f6rst\u00e5 varf\u00f6r en s\u00e5dan som jag slutar ber\u00e4tta vad jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. Det \u00e4r liksom ingen ide med det.
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Fast sitta h\u00e4r och sitta kan man ju inte. Klockan \u00e4r \u00e4nnu “tidigt”. N\u00e5gra\u00a0 rader till skall man v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 hinna \u00e4ndra innan s\u00e4ngen ropar sig hes p\u00e5 en.
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K som inte vet vad l\u00e5tsas \u00e4r och d\u00e4rf\u00f6r arbetar p\u00e5 riktigt \u00e4r p\u00e5 sin andra julsittning. Ja det kunde vara den tredje. Men tv\u00e5 samma dag \u00e4r s\u00e5klart f\u00f6r mycket ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r henne. Nog f\u00f6r att hon f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar det \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Vissa g\u00f6r ju det. Andra inte. 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