{"id":3095,"date":"2013-02-13T10:09:21","date_gmt":"2013-02-13T09:09:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=3095"},"modified":"2013-03-14T22:48:52","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T21:48:52","slug":"rakt-in-i-forandringens-tid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3095","title":{"rendered":"Rakt in i f\u00f6r\u00e4ndringens tid."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Han l\u00e5ser d\u00f6rren. Tv\u00e5 varv som vanligt. Det \u00e4r sista g\u00e5ngen. Han hakar av nyckeln fr\u00e5n nyckelknippan. Den han anv\u00e4nt i mer \u00e4n trettio \u00e5r. L\u00e4gger den tillsammans med reservnyckeln, den som hans fru brukade anv\u00e4nda, under urnan. Som man kommit \u00f6verens om. Blir st\u00e5ende d\u00e4r. Utsikten. Den kommer han kanske se igen. Men aldrig mer fr\u00e5n den h\u00e4r trappen. Sj\u00f6n d\u00e4r nere som fortfarande har ett bl\u00f6tt och spr\u00f6tt lager av is p\u00e5 sig skall snart \u00f6msa skinn och f\u00f6rvandlas till en bl\u00e5 sommardr\u00f6m. Kyrkan vid dess kant. Begravningar och skolavslutningar. Minnen. N\u00e5gon julotta hade han aldrig orkat g\u00e5 p\u00e5. F\u00f6r tr\u00f6tt om morgonen d\u00e5 i \u00f6ver\u00e4ten juletid eller kanske snarare ointresserad av det kristna tramset. K\u00e4rleken kunde man tro p\u00e5 utan maskeradkl\u00e4tt pr\u00e4sterskap med en vilja vara herrar. Dyra byggnader som slukade pengarna som kunde anv\u00e4nts b\u00e4ttre. Men visst hade klockklangen varit vacker d\u00e4r p\u00e5 L\u00f6rdagseftermiddagarna n\u00e4r helgen ringts in i en kristen v\u00e4rld. Den som spreds \u00f6ver sj\u00f6n och studsade mellan bergen, f\u00f6r evigt n\u00e4stan om man hade skarp h\u00f6rsel.<\/p>\n

Han stod d\u00e4r l\u00e4nge och bara s\u00e5g. Hus d\u00e4r kamrater bodde med sina familjer. Spelem\u00e4n dom flesta. Man var det h\u00e4r. Han skulle sakna m\u00e5nga av dom ocks\u00e5. Det hade ofta varit s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt. N\u00e5gon lyfte ett instrument och dom andra f\u00f6ljde med. \u00d6verallt. P\u00e5 festerna. P\u00e5 m\u00f6tena. Bara hemma en vanlig tisdagseftermiddag. Men ig\u00e5r hade han lagt fiolen i den \u00f6ppna spisen bland bj\u00f6rklabbarna. Fars fiol. Den hade flammat upp. Gett ifr\u00e5n sig n\u00e5gra pl\u00e5gade ljud n\u00e4r str\u00e4ngarna brast och sen f\u00f6rsvunnit ut genom skorstenen som koldioxid och andra flyktiga gaser. Kvar morgonen efter fanns bara kolrester och n\u00e5gra sotiga beslag. Det han sopat ihop och lagt i soptunnan nu innan det var dags att ge sig iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n

Han satte sig i sin gamla Volvo. Den hade sett sina b\u00e4sta \u00e5r. Men den startade den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen ocks\u00e5. Han tvekande en stund. Backade sedan med best\u00e4mdhet ut. K\u00f6rde bort ner f\u00f6r backarna. Rakt in i f\u00f6r\u00e4ndringens tid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Han l\u00e5ser d\u00f6rren. Tv\u00e5 varv som vanligt. Det \u00e4r sista g\u00e5ngen. Han hakar av nyckeln fr\u00e5n nyckelknippan. Den han anv\u00e4nt i mer \u00e4n trettio \u00e5r. L\u00e4gger den tillsammans med reservnyckeln, den som hans fru brukade anv\u00e4nda, under urnan. Som man kommit \u00f6verens om. Blir st\u00e5ende d\u00e4r. Utsikten. Den kommer han kanske se igen. 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