{"id":30778,"date":"2018-11-23T23:12:10","date_gmt":"2018-11-23T22:12:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30778"},"modified":"2018-11-23T23:12:10","modified_gmt":"2018-11-23T22:12:10","slug":"svart-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30778","title":{"rendered":"Svart"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/p>\n

Klockan \u00e4r inte tolv \u00e4nnu s\u00e5 jag antar att det fortfarande g\u00e5r att f\u00e5 sig en bra deal. Mailboxen har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver idag. Deletefingret g\u00f6r ont. Men allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r mig. Har inte varit det om jag hade en mer v\u00e4lfylld pl\u00e5nbok heller. Men jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r ju s\u00e5klart att Amerika beh\u00f6ver det. En bel\u00f6ning f\u00f6r familjemiddagar man egentligen inte vill ha. Leenden som g\u00f6r ont att f\u00e5 p\u00e5 plats. Konversation som skaver. Hemresor man helst varit utan. Och javisst, tycker man det \u00e4r roligt, beh\u00f6ver man handlandet materia som tr\u00f6st, visst, d\u00e5 skall man ge sig h\u00e4n. \u00c5tminstone t\u00e4nker jag inte sitta d\u00e4r och vara domare. Det d\u00e4r med att kasta f\u00f6rsta stenen ni vet. Nope, inte min grej.<\/p>\n

Men glad att tystnaden l\u00e4grar sig \u00f6ver min mailbox \u00e4r jag. OM den nu verkligen g\u00f6r det. Black Friday har en loooooong tail. Ja och m\u00e5nga versaler och utropstecken.<\/p>\n

Men jag antar att just idag finns det m\u00e5nga som \u00e4r n\u00f6jda \u00f6ver nya ink\u00f6p. Silarna i armvecken. Imorgon… n\u00e5ja en annan dag. N\u00e5got annat. Paradise Island kanske. Tr\u00f6sta oss s\u00e5 vi inte b\u00f6rjar att gr\u00e5ta. Bara inte det. Sn\u00e4lla.<\/p>\n

Sj\u00e4lv har jag \u00e4gnat det mesta av dagen \u00e5t Javascript. Blir nog aldrig en fena d\u00e4r. Antagligen till stor del beroende p\u00e5 att jag egentligen inte vill bli det heller. Men g\u00f6r ingen annan det man vill g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 \u00e4r valet l\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n

Fast kanske \u00e4r jag bara en gammal hund numera.<\/p>\n

Tr\u00e5kigt is\u00e5fall.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6r det blir tyngre. Allt det nya. Att ta in och f\u00f6rst\u00e5.\u00a0 Sorgligt eftersom det \u00e4r det, det d\u00e4r att l\u00e4ra sig nytt, som jag \u00e4lskar allra mest. Men f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker man s\u00e5 g\u00e5r det i alla fall hj\u00e4lpligt fram\u00e5t. K\u00e4rleksl\u00e5gan brinner \u00e5tminstone fl\u00e4mtande. Altid n\u00e5got liksom.<\/p>\n

Jag sitter i alla fall uppr\u00e4tt i gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa ikv\u00e4ll. En bedrift. Men snart t\u00e4nker jag ge mig. Bok, Spanskt inb\u00f6rdeskrig. Liv i G\u00e4vle. V\u00e4cker fr\u00e5gor. Ger svar p\u00e5 fr\u00e5gor man aldrig st\u00e4llt. Gillar. En timme. Inne i den v\u00e4rlden innan s\u00f6mn. Hulken \u00e4r redan matad. Honom beh\u00f6ver jag inte t\u00e4nka mer p\u00e5. Jag beh\u00f6ver bara g\u00e5 de d\u00e4r trappstegen upp till \u00f6verv\u00e5ningen. Inte mer. Men… sitter allts\u00e5 h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret. Dansar pekfingervals. N\u00e4stan \u00e5tminstone. Ja… men man g\u00e5r v\u00e4l upp. Imorgon f\u00e5r man sova ut. Ingen klocka. Ingenting. Lugn. Gott liv p\u00e5 en kulle mitt i skogen. H\u00e4r i ingenstans. Ja, det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4r jag bor. Inte illa det. Serr\u00f6.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Klockan \u00e4r inte tolv \u00e4nnu s\u00e5 jag antar att det fortfarande g\u00e5r att f\u00e5 sig en bra deal. Mailboxen har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver idag. Deletefingret g\u00f6r ont. Men allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r mig. Har inte varit det om jag hade en mer v\u00e4lfylld pl\u00e5nbok heller. Men jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5r ju s\u00e5klart att Amerika beh\u00f6ver det. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30778","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":18054,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18054","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":0},"title":"Studios\u00f6ndag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-06-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Man m\u00e5ste bevisa f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv ibland att man klarar det. Fredag kv\u00e4ll till s\u00f6ndag kv\u00e4ll utan att arbeta. Ja en s\u00e5dan helg har det varit. Nehejd\u00e5 jag har egentligen inte tid med det!\u00a0 Jod\u00e5 n\u00e5gra mail svarar jag p\u00e5 men definitivt inget mer jobborienterat blir gjort. Det m\u00e5las, klipps\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"studio","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/studio.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/studio.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/studio.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/studio.png?resize=700%2C400 2x"},"classes":[]},{"id":39396,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=39396","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":1},"title":"Ned\u00e5t","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-07-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Det bli m\u00f6rkare. Det blir tystare. Fast sommaren bara har b\u00f6rjat. Egentligen. Fast anar det g\u00f6r man s\u00e5klart. Om man inte \u00e4r helt blind och d\u00f6v och dum i huvudet. Att det har v\u00e4nt. Ett konstaterande. Inget tyckande d\u00e4r. Fast funderar inte s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r just nu. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Swedish"","block_context":{"text":"Swedish","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=2"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/07\/IMG_20210706_172617-scaled.jpg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":24642,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24642","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":2},"title":"Supermorgon","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-06-14","format":false,"excerpt":"Att jag inte skulle ha n\u00e5got att s\u00e4ga under tv\u00e5 dagar i rad \u00e4r v\u00e4l n\u00e5got som skulle kunna liknas vid en lotterivinst , ja d\u00e4r hoppades du p\u00e5 f\u00f6r mycket. Eller snarare \"att jag tror jag har n\u00e5got att s\u00e4ga\". Det finns en skillnad d\u00e4r. Knappast h\u00e5rfin heller. V\u00e4nskapskorruption.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/IMG_20170614_080257387_HDR-EFFECTS-1024x768.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/IMG_20170614_080257387_HDR-EFFECTS-1024x768.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/06\/IMG_20170614_080257387_HDR-EFFECTS-1024x768.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":27846,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27846","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":3},"title":"V\u00e4ntar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-04-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Sitter h\u00e4r och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att de sista sn\u00f6n skall fara av taket. P\u00e5 norrsidan allts\u00e5. S\u00f6dersidans sn\u00f6m\u00e4ngder har redan brakat av. Kaboooom. Rakt p\u00e5 plommontr\u00e4det. S\u00e5klart. Var skulle sn\u00f6n annars hamna? Liksom. Fast framsidan (norrsidan) kvar allts\u00e5. Den ligger envist kvar d\u00e4r trotts regn idag, Ja och jag vet\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":18107,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18107","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":4},"title":"En point \u00e4r inte detsamma som en joint","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-06-15","format":false,"excerpt":"Suget efter att st\u00e5 p\u00e5 en scen igen med ett eget band avtog. Det \u00e4r som tandv\u00e4rk det d\u00e4r. Det g\u00e5r \u00f6ver och g\u00f6r det inte det s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man dra ut den tand som g\u00f6r ont. I det h\u00e4r fallet s\u00e5 handlar det om att g\u00e5r man inte p\u00e5\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"tavla","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/tavla1-1024x768.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/tavla1-1024x768.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/tavla1-1024x768.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":18095,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18095","url_meta":{"origin":30778,"position":5},"title":"Jobba lite till. Japp.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-06-14","format":false,"excerpt":"Regnet faller ocks\u00e5 \u00f6ver ocoola gubbar som bor i stora gula hus p\u00e5 en kulle i Lo(o)s. R\u00e4ttvist p\u00e5 det s\u00e4ttet. Temperaturer under fem grader \u00e4r det inte. NEJ!!! Men man kan tjata och gn\u00e4lla hur mycket som helst om det och v\u00e4dret kommer att vara precis som det vill\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"img032_800","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/img032_800.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/img032_800.png?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/img032_800.png?resize=525%2C300 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/img032_800.png?resize=700%2C400 2x"},"classes":[]}],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p68PL2-80q","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30778","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30778"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30778\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30780,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30778\/revisions\/30780"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30778"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30778"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30778"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}