{"id":30653,"date":"2018-11-16T09:19:41","date_gmt":"2018-11-16T08:19:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30653"},"modified":"2018-11-16T09:19:41","modified_gmt":"2018-11-16T08:19:41","slug":"overaska-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30653","title":{"rendered":"“\u00d6veraska mig”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jerker begravs idag. Det \u00e4r ofattbart s\u00e5klart. Han \u00e4r ett \u00e5r yngre \u00e4n mig. Alltid lika stor och stark. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det ett faktum att han \u00e4r borta. Jag gissar att det blir en full kyrka. Bandy och bio ger m\u00e5nga s\u00f6rjande. Jag undviker begravningar om jag inte m\u00e5ste delta. Men skickar en tanke och har ljuset t\u00e4nt f\u00f6r Jerker idag.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6r oss levandes \u00e4r det bara en vanlig fredag. Fast “vanlig”.\u00a0 Man vet inte mycket om s\u00e5dant. Innan kv\u00e4llen kommer kan den h\u00e4r dagen vara allt annat \u00e4n vanlig. Man beh\u00f6ver inte s\u00e4ga “\u00f6verraska mig” till livet.<\/p>\n

Jag, jag dricker kaffe och tigger om n\u00e5d.\u00a0 Fast vet v\u00e4l egentligen inte vem jag skall tigga om det d\u00e4r hos. Man f\u00e5r satsa p\u00e5 storverk ist\u00e4llet. G\u00f6mma sig d\u00e4r. Gl\u00f6mma.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jerker begravs idag. Det \u00e4r ofattbart s\u00e5klart. Han \u00e4r ett \u00e5r yngre \u00e4n mig. Alltid lika stor och stark. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det ett faktum att han \u00e4r borta. Jag gissar att det blir en full kyrka. Bandy och bio ger m\u00e5nga s\u00f6rjande. Jag undviker begravningar om jag inte m\u00e5ste delta. 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