{"id":30637,"date":"2018-11-15T09:17:19","date_gmt":"2018-11-15T08:17:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30637"},"modified":"2018-11-15T09:17:19","modified_gmt":"2018-11-15T08:17:19","slug":"tvivlaren","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30637","title":{"rendered":"Tvivlaren"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-30638\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-08-58-08.png?resize=580%2C642\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"642\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-08-58-08.png?w=789&amp;ssl=1 789w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-08-58-08.png?resize=271%2C300&amp;ssl=1 271w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-08-58-08.png?resize=768%2C851&amp;ssl=1 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r <a href=\"https:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/measurements\/single_gauge.php\">sju grader varmt<\/a> ute n\u00e4r det borde vara sju iskalla novembergrader. \u00c4r man troende s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man bel\u00e4gg f\u00f6r underg\u00e5ngen, \u00e4r man en tvivlare s\u00e5 famlar man efter jetstr\u00f6mmar. Jod\u00e5, som ligger d\u00e4r, sveper upp varm luft fr\u00e5n kontinenten upp till en kall nord. Fast &#8220;normalt&#8221; \u00e4r det ju inte. Man har inte varit med om det h\u00e4r. Tror man i alla fall. Men en kort tid har man levat. En kort tid har alla man k\u00e4nner och minns levat. V\u00e4der har det varit j\u00e4mt.<\/p>\n<p>Men en disclamer d\u00e5. Man kan r\u00f6ra sig mot att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 liten milj\u00f6p\u00e5verkans som m\u00f6jligt utan att tro p\u00e5 underg\u00e5ngen, ja utan att tro. Det \u00e4r DET som \u00e4r det viktiga. Vad man g\u00f6r. Det hj\u00e4lper inte ett skit att tro att det g\u00e5r \u00e5r helvete.<\/p>\n<p>Jag \u00e4r nu en tvivlare av naturen. Kanske ocks\u00e5 lite av dj\u00e4vulens advokat.<\/p>\n<p>Ordnar man olika saker i samh\u00e4llet idag s\u00e5 kommer det oftast v\u00e4ldigt lite folk. Inte alltid, men ofta. Musikarrang\u00f6rer och andra kulturarrang\u00f6rer \u00e4r h\u00e5rt drabbade av det d\u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r det sv\u00e5rt att g\u00e5 ihop ekonomiskt och ocks\u00e5 sv\u00e5rt att k\u00e4nna att den arbetsinsats man l\u00e4gger ner verkligen \u00e4r v\u00e4rd anstr\u00e4ngningen.\u00a0 Ja folket \u00e4r upptagna. Det \u00e4r stressiga tider. Fejjan, Instagram, Twitter, Idol, &#8220;Paradise hotel&#8221;, &#8220;Bonde s\u00f6ker fru&#8221;, det d\u00e4r, det som tar stora tuggor av &#8220;tiden till f\u00f6rfogande&#8221;. D\u00e4r kan vi snacka om underg\u00e5ng. Hur l\u00e4ttmanipulerade blir inte ett m\u00e4nniskosl\u00e4kte som hela tiden finns i det d\u00e4r? Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det faktiskt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n vi tar oss vidare mot stj\u00e4rnorna&#8230; F\u00f6r att vi m\u00e5ste bort fr\u00e5n skiten. Nej, jag varken f\u00f6rd\u00f6mer eller har svaren. Noterar bara hur set ser ut fr\u00e5n min vr\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Men l\u00e5t nu denna v\u00e4rmerekordmorgon dra ig\u00e5ng och bli dag. Sj\u00e4lv skall jag st\u00e4da. Storverken f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta till efter det.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-30639\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38-1024x803.png?resize=580%2C455\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"455\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38.png?resize=1024%2C803&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38.png?resize=300%2C235&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38.png?resize=768%2C602&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38.png?resize=383%2C300&amp;ssl=1 383w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/Screenshot-from-2018-11-15-09-16-38.png?w=1042&amp;ssl=1 1042w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det \u00e4r sju grader varmt ute n\u00e4r det borde vara sju iskalla novembergrader. \u00c4r man troende s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man bel\u00e4gg f\u00f6r underg\u00e5ngen, \u00e4r man en tvivlare s\u00e5 famlar man efter jetstr\u00f6mmar. Jod\u00e5, som ligger d\u00e4r, sveper upp varm luft fr\u00e5n kontinenten upp till en kall nord. Fast &#8220;normalt&#8221; \u00e4r det ju inte. 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