{"id":30634,"date":"2018-11-14T20:56:13","date_gmt":"2018-11-14T19:56:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30634"},"modified":"2021-12-21T13:36:49","modified_gmt":"2021-12-21T12:36:49","slug":"spanningen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30634","title":{"rendered":"Sp\u00e4nningen"},"content":{"rendered":"

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En vecka som h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att ta slut. De rusar p\u00e5 som illerungar och livet rusar p\u00e5 med dem i samma hastighet. Jag hinner inte riktigt med. Tr\u00f6ghetslagarna h\u00e5ller mig h\u00e5rdh\u00e4nt kvar i tangentens riktning. Mer tid, l\u00e4ngre veckor, ropar jag, ber jag nere p\u00e5 bara kn\u00e4n,\u00a0 men ingen lyssnar. Vardagscirklarnas sn\u00f6re h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att g\u00e5 av.<\/p>\n

Fast \u00e4nd\u00e5 g\u00f6r jag s\u00e5klart en del. Har varit v\u00e4ldigt l\u00e5tsasproduktiv ett tag. Fast h\u00e5rdvarum\u00e4ssigt, inte mjukvarum\u00e4ssigt. \u00c4lskar flussr\u00f6k. \u00c4r inte s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att lungorna g\u00f6r detsamma. Eller organ d\u00e4r i ryggen som hettar och g\u00f6r ont heller f\u00f6r den delen. Fast kanske \u00e4r det bara arbetsst\u00e4llningar. Eller avsaknad av desamma.<\/p>\n

Ljuset brinner h\u00e4r bredvid mig. S\u00e5klart. Det lugnar. Br\u00e4nner oro som vill \u00e4ta upp gubbar. Vad vore man utan sitt ljus?<\/p>\n

Sotarens bes\u00f6k och en Ljusdalstripp \u00e4r veckans h\u00e4ndelser. Mer sp\u00e4nning finns det inte i mitt liv. +3.3V, +5V och +12V, mitt livs sp\u00e4nningar. Mest DC m\u00e5ste man konstatera. Lite rippel p\u00e5 det. Det som kittlar.<\/p>\n

De flesta utifr\u00e5n n\u00e4mner tv\u00e5 saker n\u00e4r man pratar med dem. Att det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt till Los. J\u00e4vligt l\u00e5ngt. Sen historien med nazik\u00e4rringen. Det stora lurendrejeriet. Alltid de d\u00e4r tv\u00e5. Historien om nazik\u00e4rringen har verkligen satt sig i folksj\u00e4len. Dokus\u00e5pa. Pengar, k\u00e4rlek och bedr\u00e4geri. S\u00e5dant fastnar alltid i hj\u00e4rnan hos m\u00e4nskligheten. Sitter kvar d\u00e4r som taggar och spr\u00e4ngsplitter.<\/p>\n

Men l\u00e5ngt hit \u00e4r det ju. En timmes bil\u00e5kande f\u00f6r mycket. Det tycker jag sj\u00e4lv. Ja alla jag k\u00e4nner. Fast det \u00e4r n\u00e4rmare \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet. Mystisk. Men det h\u00e5ller precis alla med om. Konsensus r\u00e5der. En dag flyttar jag. Just bara f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r j\u00e4vla timmen.<\/p>\n

Svartaste fredagen p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge nu p\u00e5 fredag. Alla kan k\u00f6pa sig lycka. Ingen garanti l\u00e4mnas dock f\u00f6r att den \u00e4r best\u00e5ende. Men nya tag om en m\u00e5nad. Kort lycka \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 lycka. Mammons tempels\u00e5nger \u00e5t alla. Sj\u00e4lv t\u00e4nker jag inte delta. Eftersom den fattige saknar sked n\u00e4r det regnar manna… osv. Men ibland k\u00e4nns det liksom lika bra att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. T\u00e4nk hur vist det universella \u00e4r inr\u00e4ttat \u00e4nd\u00e5. Ja och suck och hoppla. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Nu skall jag l\u00e5tsasl\u00f6da…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

En vecka som h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att ta slut. De rusar p\u00e5 som illerungar och livet rusar p\u00e5 med dem i samma hastighet. Jag hinner inte riktigt med. Tr\u00f6ghetslagarna h\u00e5ller mig h\u00e5rdh\u00e4nt kvar i tangentens riktning. Mer tid, l\u00e4ngre veckor, ropar jag, ber jag nere p\u00e5 bara kn\u00e4n,\u00a0 men ingen lyssnar. Vardagscirklarnas sn\u00f6re h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30634","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":29072,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29072","url_meta":{"origin":30634,"position":0},"title":"Gott","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-06-26","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r gott. 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