{"id":3063,"date":"2013-02-12T10:42:16","date_gmt":"2013-02-12T09:42:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=3063"},"modified":"2013-03-14T22:49:30","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T21:49:30","slug":"svarmodets-tid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=3063","title":{"rendered":"Sv\u00e5rmodet"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"t\u00e5r<\/a><\/p>\n

Det sn\u00f6ar fortfarande utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret h\u00e4r. Mer skall det tydligen komma. Det \u00e4r Februari, man v\u00e4ntar sig inte annat. En skitm\u00e5nad med ett undantag.<\/p>\n

Hur det \u00e4n \u00e4r med allt detta s\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5 att n\u00e5gra dagar efter ny\u00e5rsafton och fram till Vasalopps\u00f6ndagen skulle man kunna plocka bort ur kalendern. Bara l\u00e4mna ett stort svart h\u00e5l – en singularitet – kvar. Eller \u00e4nnu hellre skulle man ju vilja kunna packa den lilla v\u00e4skan och dra iv\u00e4g med l\u00e4tt bagage ut i v\u00e4rlden p\u00e5 uppt\u00e4cktsf\u00e4rd just den h\u00e4r tiden. L\u00e5ta n\u00e5gon annan boka biljetten. Inte st\u00e4lla fr\u00e5gan, vart? Bara kliva p\u00e5 ett t\u00e5g som stannar d\u00e4r vid Arlanda, checka in p\u00e5 ett flyg som tar en med till en plats man \u00e4nnu inte k\u00e4nner. Utforska och uppt\u00e4cka den f\u00f6r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen, n\u00e4r sv\u00e5rmodet, isen, kylan och sn\u00f6n regerar h\u00e4r hemma. Komma hem lagom till Vasaloppet med frukost, t\u00e4cke, sl\u00f6ande och gott kaffe d\u00e4r i soffan f\u00f6rsta S\u00f6ndagen i Mars. Sen promenera i dagsmejan och hoppets land med Talgoxar sjungandes vackert om b\u00e4ttre tider. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r det g\u00e5r att leva h\u00e4r i skogen igen. N\u00e4r det blir l\u00e4tt att finnas till.<\/p>\n

Men man blir kvar s\u00e5klart. Gamla o-coola gubbar kan m\u00f6jligen dr\u00f6mma om resorna som tar en bort. Men tur har man. Fantasin man f\u00f6ddes med g\u00f6r helvetet p\u00e5 skogen – som man \u00e4lskar trotts allt – uth\u00e4rdligt lik f\u00f6rbaskat. Det \u00e4r under vintern man kan skapa, bygga och se det man inte ser n\u00e4r intrycken \u00e4r st\u00f6rre. Man m\u00e5ste kreera f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva. Det \u00e4r bara sn\u00f6n som st\u00f6r. Som man m\u00e5ste flytta med j\u00e4mna mellanrum. I November \u00e4lskar man den. Stora sakta dalande flingor som ger ljus. I December accepterad f\u00f6r att man vill ha en vit st\u00e4mningsfull jul. Nu \u00e4r det bara ett vitt helvete. Ja, vackert s\u00e5klart. T\u00e4nk att helvetet kan vara det? Vissa dagar helt magiskt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Dagar man inte skulle vilja byta. Vattenmolekylens kristalliserade under. S\u00e5 man trampar p\u00e5. \u00c5r efter \u00e5r efter \u00e5r. Man har inte n\u00e5got val och kanske vill man inte ha det heller. Kanske \u00e4r det just sv\u00e5rmodet i Januari och Februari som j\u00e4mnar ut och bereder mark f\u00f6r euforisk gl\u00e4dje under Maj och Juni tillsammans med s\u00e4des\u00e4rlor och svalor. Jag vill t\u00e4nka s\u00e5. Jag vill nog leva s\u00e5 i den nya tiden. <\/p>\n

Undantaget d\u00e5. Det \u00e4r semeldagen idag. En dag i paritet med julafton. \u00c4t semlor och njut gott folk! Helst tre sp att ni k\u00e4nner m\u00e4ttnad. F\u00f6r freden!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det sn\u00f6ar fortfarande utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret h\u00e4r. Mer skall det tydligen komma. Det \u00e4r Februari, man v\u00e4ntar sig inte annat. En skitm\u00e5nad med ett undantag. Hur det \u00e4n \u00e4r med allt detta s\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5 att n\u00e5gra dagar efter ny\u00e5rsafton och fram till Vasalopps\u00f6ndagen skulle man kunna plocka bort ur kalendern. 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