{"id":30381,"date":"2018-10-23T07:46:20","date_gmt":"2018-10-23T06:46:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30381"},"modified":"2018-10-23T07:46:20","modified_gmt":"2018-10-23T06:46:20","slug":"battre-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30381","title":{"rendered":"B\u00e4ttre"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Eftersom jag klagar och gn\u00e4ller och ojar mig n\u00e4r axeln g\u00f6r ont s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag v\u00e4l ber\u00e4tta om en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag n\u00e4r den g\u00f6r mindre ont ocks\u00e5.\u00a0 Bra liksom. Jo jag lyfter armen fr\u00e5n mus till tangentbord idag ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r f\u00f6rflyttningen erfordras, Men det \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre allts\u00e5, Det \u00c4R b\u00e4ttre. F\u00f6r en dag. F\u00f6r en stund. En timme kanske. Tack f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n

En del isopropanol, tv\u00e5 delar vatten, lite diskmedel. Blandar ihop. Defrostv\u00e4tska. Antiskrap, Men idag inte mycket att skrapa trotts att det ligger sn\u00f6 i dikena h\u00e4r under svartmorgonen. Det kommer nya dagar att testa det d\u00e4r p\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Ja de h\u00e4r m\u00f6rkermornarna. Bl\u00f6tt. Sn\u00f6rester kvar i dikena efter ett sn\u00f6fall i natt som jag aldrig noterade. Man borde krypa ned i s\u00e4ngen igen. Dra t\u00e4cket \u00f6ver huvudet. Men K vill bli nedskjutsad till sitt. Sm\u00e5f\u00e5glarna \u00e4r p\u00e5 och vill ha mat. Helst mycket.\u00a0 Ja och jag b\u00f6r v\u00e4l l\u00e5tsasjobba \u00e4nd\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone det. S\u00e5 man masar sig upp… n\u00e5ja, s\u00e5 d\u00e4r \u00e4r det nu inte. Jag har s\u00e4llan n\u00e5got problem med att ta mig upp f\u00e5n ryggl\u00e4get, L\u00e4ngtar oftast efter att f\u00e5 komma ig\u00e5ng. Men tanken, att ha det d\u00e4r lugnet, att kunna (fast det kan jag ju), och vilja, bara snooza bort en f\u00f6rmiddag i h\u00f6sten. Den tilltalar.<\/p>\n

Ja och s\u00e5 dagen d\u00e5. En tisdag, Man forts\u00e4tter. Alla projekt \u00e4r roliga tills man m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ra dem “klart”. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara en massa tr\u00e5kigt jobb. Det \u00e4r “klart” det handlar om h\u00e4r idag. Ja, n\u00e4stan varje dag. Id\u00e9er (som starta upp utbildningar och liknande fokuserar p\u00e5) \u00e4r inte problemet. Alla kan komma fram med bra id\u00e9er (och beh\u00f6ver folk som bejakar det). Problemet och jobbet (n\u00e5ja l\u00e5tsasjobbet h\u00e4r d\u00e5) \u00e4r att vara uth\u00e5llig. Att tro tillr\u00e4ckligt p\u00e5 det du g\u00f6r fast ingen annan g\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n

Ja och sluta i tid h\u00f6r jag n\u00e5gon mumla…<\/p>\n

Fast nu d\u00e5. Dags att l\u00e5ta den h\u00e4r dagen fl\u00f6da iv\u00e4g och bli en h\u00f6na. Ja om man visualiserar och t\u00e4nker att den fortfarande \u00e4r ett \u00e4gg h\u00e4r och nu d\u00e5. Varf\u00f6r man nu skall kr\u00e5ngla till det p\u00e5 det viset f\u00f6r. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Eftersom jag klagar och gn\u00e4ller och ojar mig n\u00e4r axeln g\u00f6r ont s\u00e5 f\u00e5r jag v\u00e4l ber\u00e4tta om en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r dag n\u00e4r den g\u00f6r mindre ont ocks\u00e5.\u00a0 Bra liksom. Jo jag lyfter armen fr\u00e5n mus till tangentbord idag ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r f\u00f6rflyttningen erfordras, Men det \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre allts\u00e5, Det \u00c4R b\u00e4ttre. F\u00f6r en dag. 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