{"id":30270,"date":"2018-10-16T15:51:21","date_gmt":"2018-10-16T14:51:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30270"},"modified":"2018-10-16T15:51:21","modified_gmt":"2018-10-16T14:51:21","slug":"forvanande-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30270","title":{"rendered":"F\u00f6rv\u00e5nande"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-30271\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Screenshot-from-2018-10-16-16-29-30.png?resize=580%2C485\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"485\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Screenshot-from-2018-10-16-16-29-30.png?w=932&amp;ssl=1 932w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Screenshot-from-2018-10-16-16-29-30.png?resize=300%2C251&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Screenshot-from-2018-10-16-16-29-30.png?resize=768%2C642&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Screenshot-from-2018-10-16-16-29-30.png?resize=359%2C300&amp;ssl=1 359w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Nej nej nej, det \u00e4r ingen stor grej. L\u00e5ng d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/6CmSAyfKQXIeZwFsEc5ijW?si=qTES_2hDSjSUBygju3-nWw\">Flyga som en svala<\/a> spelas just nu mest av mina l\u00e5tar p\u00e5 Spotify. Varf\u00f6r det? Ja jag har ingen aning. L\u00e5tarna lever definitivt ett eget liv d\u00e4r. Men det som \u00e4r roligt eller kanske snarare tragikomiskt \u00e4r att det h\u00e4r \u00e4r den sista l\u00e5ten (tillsammans med <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/16HSBBm9AgbSKOVD9Kn8NA?si=ZxUYOgUpQi6qxV2favM8yQ\">Brudarna<\/a>) som jag skrev den d\u00e4r sista helgen i repan innan jag s\u00e5lde alla musikprylar och b\u00f6rjade plugga. Ja bytte liv helt enkelt. \u00c4ven om jag just d\u00e5 trodde att det var studiotekniker jag ville bli och inte fysiker och kodargubbe som jag blev till slut.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 de d\u00e4r l\u00e5tarna \u00e4r fr\u00e5n en l\u00f6rdag i augusti 1978. Jag satt d\u00e4r i den d\u00e4r gamla skolsalen som var kl\u00e4dd med \u00e4ggkartonger, repan,\u00a0 ensam hela den dagen. Jag och en kassettbandspelare. Tv\u00e5 l\u00e5tar blev det.\u00a0 Dan efter \u00e5kte jag bort fr\u00e5n Edsbyn f\u00f6r alltid, ingen sa hej, jag sa inte hej. Det d\u00e4r kassettbandet \u00f6verlevde i en l\u00e5da i alla \u00e5r och jag spelade in dem h\u00e4r uppe igen f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra \u00e5r sedan d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att det k\u00e4ndes som de var v\u00e4rda det, mest bara f\u00f6r att det d\u00e4r bandet \u00f6verlevt alla flyttar och alla \u00e5r av liv.<\/p>\n<p>Lyssnar man p\u00e5 texten s\u00e5 kan man notera att jordens underg\u00e5ng nog l\u00e5g mig n\u00e4rmare d\u00e5 \u00e4n vad den g\u00f6r idag. Jag \u00e4r mer optimistisk idag. Andra var kanske mer optimistiska d\u00e5. Jag har helt enkelt aldrig varit i fas med tiden.<\/p>\n<p>Hursomhelst k\u00e4nns det lite konstigt att l\u00e5ten hittar lyssnare idag. T\u00e4nk om jag vetat det d\u00e5, den dan, d\u00e5 vid slutet, ja och b\u00f6rjan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nej nej nej, det \u00e4r ingen stor grej. L\u00e5ng d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Flyga som en svala spelas just nu mest av mina l\u00e5tar p\u00e5 Spotify. Varf\u00f6r det? Ja jag har ingen aning. L\u00e5tarna lever definitivt ett eget liv d\u00e4r. Men det som \u00e4r roligt eller kanske snarare tragikomiskt \u00e4r att det h\u00e4r \u00e4r den sista [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30270","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musik"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36979,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36979","url_meta":{"origin":30270,"position":0},"title":"Den sista l\u00e5ten","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-12-02","format":false,"excerpt":"Kan man k\u00e4nna gl\u00e4dje n\u00e4r en gammal skitl\u00e5t fr\u00e5n augusti 1978 blir den l\u00e5t som \u00e4r mest spelad bland de mina. 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