{"id":30219,"date":"2018-10-12T07:14:01","date_gmt":"2018-10-12T06:14:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30219"},"modified":"2018-10-12T07:14:01","modified_gmt":"2018-10-12T06:14:01","slug":"att-stanna-eller-aka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30219","title":{"rendered":"Att stanna eller \u00e5ka"},"content":{"rendered":"

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L\u00e4ser om dem som stannade kvar. I byn. I bygden. Ungdomarna. De som aldrig gav sig iv\u00e4g. Minns orden fr\u00e5n arbetsf\u00f6rmedlaren i Arvidsjaur (den enda g\u00e5ng f.\u00f6. jag h\u00f6rt en arbetsf\u00f6rmedlare uttrycka n\u00e5got bra).<\/p>\n

Vi skall g\u00f6ra allt f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 v\u00e5ra ungdomar att flytta, men vi skall ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6ra allt f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 dem att komma tillbaks en dag.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Det ryms mycket i det d\u00e4r. Att ta reda p\u00e5 vad som finns utanf\u00f6r byns trygghet. Att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. Att ta reda p\u00e5 hur det f\u00f6rh\u00e5ller sig. ja och om man nu \u00e5terv\u00e4nder, ha svaret p\u00e5 den fr\u00e5gan.<\/p>\n

Jag blir lite ledsen varje g\u00e5ng jag ser en ungdom som best\u00e4mt sig f\u00f6r att stanna h\u00e4r i Los\u00a0 Sen som fyrtiofem\u00e5ringar sitter de d\u00e4r och vet alt om v\u00e4rlden, ja om allt, men har aldrig varit en del av den och kommer aldrig att blir det f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r f\u00f6r sent. Japp, om ni fr\u00e5gar mig s\u00e5 skulle de flesta distansundervisningar l\u00e4ggas ner. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r barnl\u00f6sa och de utan speciella behov. Ja h\u00e5rddraget s\u00e5klart. SD retorik liksom.<\/p>\n

Men kanske \u00e4r det d\u00e4r bara en avundsjuka. Att ha hittat hem. Att inte k\u00e4nna ett sugande behov av att \u00e5ka iv\u00e4g. Inte ens iv\u00e4g fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. De som kommit dit borde ju ge kurser som man s\u00e5klart skulle anm\u00e4la sig till och betala dyra pengar f\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

F\u00e5gelautomaten… ja den har sett sina b\u00e4sta dagar efter bj\u00f6rnattackerna. G\u00e5r nog inte r\u00e4tta ut en g\u00e5ng till nu. Det f\u00e5r inhandlas ny. F\u00e5r v\u00e4nta med det tills bj\u00f6rnarna g\u00e5tt i ide.<\/p>\n

Ljuset \u00e4r t\u00e4nt h\u00e4r. Kaffet bryggt och upph\u00e4llt. Det \u00e4r fredag. Gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa f\u00e5r bes\u00f6k senare ikv\u00e4ll av en snarkande ocool gubbe eftersom jag \u00e4r mycket tr\u00f6tt. Men det snurrar p\u00e5. Visst, v\u00e4rlden drar, men jag sitter kvar d\u00e4r jag \u00e4r. Som det \u00e4r. Lite som de d\u00e4r ungdomarna som aldrig drar iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n

Nu skall jag drick kaffe.<\/p>\n

En sak i taget.<\/p>\n

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L\u00e4ser om dem som stannade kvar. I byn. I bygden. Ungdomarna. De som aldrig gav sig iv\u00e4g. Minns orden fr\u00e5n arbetsf\u00f6rmedlaren i Arvidsjaur (den enda g\u00e5ng f.\u00f6. jag h\u00f6rt en arbetsf\u00f6rmedlare uttrycka n\u00e5got bra). Vi skall g\u00f6ra allt f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 v\u00e5ra ungdomar att flytta, men vi skall ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6ra allt f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 dem […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30219","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16860,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16860","url_meta":{"origin":30219,"position":0},"title":"Projekten och tvivlet","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-06","format":false,"excerpt":"Halva dagen g\u00e5r \u00e5t till st\u00e4dning h\u00e4r idag. 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