{"id":30129,"date":"2018-10-08T07:55:56","date_gmt":"2018-10-08T06:55:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30129"},"modified":"2018-10-08T07:55:56","modified_gmt":"2018-10-08T06:55:56","slug":"skramlar-ihop-18-dollar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30129","title":{"rendered":"Skramlar ihop 18 dollar"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag skramlar ihop 18 dollar p\u00e5 min musik i september. Nej, inget man lever p\u00e5. Eller hur? Men alltid n\u00e5got. Numera kan man f\u00e5 veta att musiken spelas mest av folk i Stockholm, vilket f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar mig mycket, f\u00f6ljt av G\u00f6teborg och en stad i Norge. Ljusdal, Edsbyn, G\u00e4vle, Bolln\u00e4s lyser med sin fr\u00e5nvaro. Allts\u00e5 st\u00e4llen d\u00e4r jag k\u00e4nner folk och st\u00e4llen d\u00e4r det bor folk som vet att jag g\u00f6r musik. S\u00e5 vilka \u00e4r de h\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna som lyssnar?\u00a0 Hur har de hittat min musik? Varf\u00f6r lyssnar just dom?\u00a0 Jag har ingen aning.<\/p>\n

Fast allt s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r spelar s\u00e5klart ingen roll. De d\u00e4r arton pikadollarna spelar knappast n\u00e5gon roll de heller. Min musik \u00e4r bara en stunds lycka f\u00f6r mig. Inte mer. Vill n\u00e5gon annan lyssna s\u00e5 OK, fine, bra, kul.<\/p>\n

Jag kliver in p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret p\u00e5 morgnarna och k\u00e4nner alltid en stor tillfredsst\u00e4llelse \u00f6ver att \u00e5tervara d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r mycket “Hej Macken” i det d\u00e4r. Jag trivs h\u00e4r. Har saker att g\u00f6ra h\u00e4r.\u00a0 Saker som betyder n\u00e5got f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n

Jo jag vet. Man kan inte m\u00e4ta tillfredsst\u00e4llelse i pengar. Fast man borde s\u00e5klart. Fast lyckliga och tillfreds \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara d\u00e5rar. Riktiga framg\u00e5ngsrika m\u00e4nniskor sliter, k\u00e4mpar sv\u00e4r och jobbar p\u00e5. Fyller konton med stora pengar.<\/p>\n

Japp.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r OK. Det kan f\u00e5 vara s\u00e5. Alla h\u00e4r sin v\u00e4g.<\/p>\n

Sm\u00e5f\u00e5glarna g\u00e5r upp i falsett n\u00e4r jag skjutsar ner K till jobbet. Jod\u00e5 jag vet vad det g\u00e4ller. Maten \u00e4r slut. Jag fyller p\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag kommer tillbaks. De kan knappt v\u00e4nta. V\u00e4nner? Eller bara ett r\u00f6varg\u00e4ng som utnyttjar ens f\u00f6rs\u00f6k till godhet? Man vet inte. Det k\u00e4nns bra \u00e4nd\u00e5. De \u00e4r i alla fall billigare att f\u00f6rse med mat \u00e4n bj\u00f6rnen som vr\u00e4ker i sig en hink p\u00e5 direkten.<\/p>\n

Men jag skall l\u00e5ta min dag b\u00f6rja. Jag har t\u00e4nkt mig g\u00f6ra storverk idag. Idag som alla andra dagar. Det \u00e4r liksom bara att best\u00e4mma sig f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag skramlar ihop 18 dollar p\u00e5 min musik i september. Nej, inget man lever p\u00e5. Eller hur? Men alltid n\u00e5got. Numera kan man f\u00e5 veta att musiken spelas mest av folk i Stockholm, vilket f\u00f6rv\u00e5nar mig mycket, f\u00f6ljt av G\u00f6teborg och en stad i Norge. Ljusdal, Edsbyn, G\u00e4vle, Bolln\u00e4s lyser med sin fr\u00e5nvaro. Allts\u00e5 st\u00e4llen […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-musik"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":13301,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13301","url_meta":{"origin":30129,"position":0},"title":"Lyssnar du s\u00e5 tj\u00e4nar jag en massa pengar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-05-30","format":false,"excerpt":"Den lyssnas bara p\u00e5 21 ggr den mest lyssnade l\u00e5ten den h\u00e4r veckan. 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