{"id":29970,"date":"2018-09-23T22:11:47","date_gmt":"2018-09-23T21:11:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29970"},"modified":"2018-09-23T22:11:47","modified_gmt":"2018-09-23T21:11:47","slug":"2-grader-och-fallande","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29970","title":{"rendered":"2 grader och fallande."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sitter egentligen bara och v\u00e4ntar. Japp. P\u00e5 att en kompilering skall bli klar. Det g\u00e5r l\u00e5ngsamt. \u00c4r nog ett slags straff. Antagligen. S\u00e4kert. Eftersom jag vill l\u00e4gga mig tidigt. F\u00e5 l\u00e4sa om den tyska flickan. Boken. Det g\u00e5r inte f\u00f6r sig h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Tydligen. Universum morrar om jag vill ge mig f\u00f6r tidigt. S\u00e4tter mig p\u00e5 plats. Straffar direkt. Ja annars ocks\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r inte pojken med guldbyxorna.<\/p>\n

Utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret sjunker termometern. Sakta. Ja l\u00e5ngsamt. Men ner\u00e5t r\u00f6r den sig obevekligt. H\u00f6stdagj\u00e4mning skall m\u00e4rkas. Jag plockar inte in blommorna f\u00f6rr\u00e4n imorgon. De k\u00e4nsliga. Allt det andra f\u00e5r v\u00e4l frysa. Man hoppas p\u00e5 att den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan \u00e4r r\u00e4tt. Att det kalla planar ut h\u00e4r vid plus tv\u00e5 Celsius. Skrapa rutor annars. Kasta frostk\u00e4nsliga v\u00e4xter. F\u00f6rsmak av kallt helvete som kommer.<\/p>\n

Men v\u00e4ntan g\u00e5r v\u00e4l f\u00f6r sig. Om det finns musik. Om det finns ord kvar att skriva. Om rumpan \u00e4r lagom mjuk att sitta p\u00e5.\u00a0 Ja, nog kan man v\u00e4nta. Om det finns en bel\u00f6ning. Ja ocks\u00e5 om det \u00e4r en man hittar p\u00e5 sj\u00e4lv. Tror p\u00e5. Det r\u00e4cker.<\/p>\n

Men helgen \u00e4r slut s\u00e5klart. Helgerna g\u00e5r s\u00e5 snabbt f\u00f6rbi. Fredagar exploderar in i m\u00e5ndagar. D\u00e4remellan bara t\u00f6cken och krutdoft. F\u00f6r mig spelar det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart inte s\u00e5 stor roll. Men andra vill f\u00f6rl\u00e4nga. Ja och jag unnar f\u00f6rl\u00e4ngningar och tidsutdragningar f\u00f6r alla beh\u00f6vande. Skulle hj\u00e4lpa till om jag nu var urmakaren med silverhatten, kungen \u00f6ver tiden. Men jag \u00e4r inte honom. Mannen som man\u00f6vrerar tiden. Jag \u00e4r bara gubben p\u00e5 kullen. “The fool on the hill<\/a>“. Ganska n\u00f6jd med det. Fast ingen n\u00e5gonsin tror mig n\u00e4r jag p\u00e5st\u00e5r det.<\/p>\n

Fast nu s\u00e5. Klart. Jag skall h\u00e4nga upp en matta som jag tv\u00e4ttat. Jomenvisst. En flygande matta. N\u00e4r den torkat. Nu tung s\u00e5 att den vill sjunka genom jordens alla lager. Inte alls sugen p\u00e5 att flyga iv\u00e4g i dr\u00f6mmar och upp i himlar. Men ren hoppas man att den blivit. Katt sl\u00e4par in mus eller r\u00e5tta. \u00c4ter duktigt p\u00e5 matta. Gubbe tv\u00e4ttar matta. Det \u00e4r ordningen och g\u00e5ngen. Det g\u00f6r inget det heller. Bara inte flygf\u00f6rm\u00e5gan tv\u00e4ttas bort. Vi har hisnande flygturer kvar att g\u00f6ra rumsmattan och jag.<\/p>\n

Men s\u00e5. Det \u00e4r \u00f6ver. Jag ger mig. Saluterar s\u00e5klart alla er som fortfarande \u00e4r vakna med en h\u00f6jd sabel. N\u00e5ja, en penna. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Godnatt!<\/p>\n

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Sitter egentligen bara och v\u00e4ntar. Japp. P\u00e5 att en kompilering skall bli klar. Det g\u00e5r l\u00e5ngsamt. \u00c4r nog ett slags straff. Antagligen. S\u00e4kert. Eftersom jag vill l\u00e4gga mig tidigt. F\u00e5 l\u00e4sa om den tyska flickan. Boken. Det g\u00e5r inte f\u00f6r sig h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Tydligen. Universum morrar om jag vill ge mig f\u00f6r tidigt. 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