{"id":29890,"date":"2018-09-18T21:32:08","date_gmt":"2018-09-18T20:32:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29890"},"modified":"2018-09-18T21:32:15","modified_gmt":"2018-09-18T20:32:15","slug":"experimenterar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29890","title":{"rendered":"Experimenterar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Experimenterandet \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 det som \u00e4r roligast. Att “fungerar” r\u00e4cker. Ja till och med “n\u00e4stan fungerar”. Allt det d\u00e4r andra skjutet \u00e5t sidan. F\u00f6r en stund i alla fall. Innan det \u00e4r dags att ta tag i det. G\u00f6ra riktiga grejer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allt skulle s\u00e5ledes vara utm\u00e4rkt denna kv\u00e4ll om jag inte drabbats av hostan fr\u00e5n helvetet. Vore jag nu religi\u00f6s s\u00e5 skulle jag skylla p\u00e5 synderna, ja till och med arvs-dito, men nu \u00e4r jag inte en s\u00e5dan, s\u00e5 virushelvetet f\u00e5r onda \u00f6gat. De d\u00e4r vackra icke-liven. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Undrar verkligen hur man kan producera s\u00e5 mycket slem som jag har gjort de sista veckorna. Epitetet slemmig typ \u00e4r det bara att ta \u00e5t sig av just nu. Sv\u00e5rare annars. Men man f\u00e5r bjuda till. Liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00e4rlden runt omkring mig hoppar fr\u00e5n tuva till tuva. Just nu heter tuvan maskin inl\u00e4rning. F\u00f6rra m\u00e5naden n\u00e5got annat. Man jobbar h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 varje tuva. L\u00e4ser in. Men mest rubriker. Hinner inte mer. F\u00f6r snart kommer n\u00e4sta tuva. Det finns fler rubriker att l\u00e4sa. Jag k\u00e4nner att det finns en stor os\u00e4kerhet i min v\u00e4rld, den tekniska. En r\u00e4dsla att inte hinna med. En ide om att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00f6verskuggas av nytt, nytt, nytt, alltid nytt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r klart man skall h\u00e4nga med. Utnyttja det nya. Men man borde g\u00f6ra klart ibland ocks\u00e5. Realisera den d\u00e4r visionen. Inte bara rikta pilb\u00e5gen mot st\u00e4ndigt nya m\u00e5l och ropa halleluja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast vad vet jag. Egentligen. Roligt \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart. Att alltid finnas i framkant. I alla fall tro att man g\u00f6r det. Fast \u00e4ngsligt \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart. Hela tiden denna \u00e4ngslighet \u00f6ver skr\u00e5et.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allt tar l\u00e4ngre tid \u00e4n vad man tror. Det vet jag. Man hinner med. Om man vill. Men utvecklingen st\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte stilla heller. Det tackar jag f\u00f6r. Just det har alltid varit min drivkraft och gl\u00e4dje. Ja lycka m\u00e5nga stunder till och med.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man blir lugnare med \u00e5ren. Men os\u00e4krare p\u00e5 det mesta ocks\u00e5. Tur d\u00e5 att man numera vet att de d\u00e4r os\u00e4kerheten faktiskt \u00e4r ett tecken p\u00e5 att man l\u00e4rt sig i alla fall n\u00e5got. Det \u00e4r de med de sj\u00e4lvklara slutsatserna och profetiorna som \u00e4r dumskallarna. Men f\u00f6r att fatta det m\u00e5ste man s\u00e5klart leva n\u00e5gra \u00e5r. Eller leva.
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Fast det h\u00e4r babblandet har jag inte tid med. Icke.
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Experimenterandet \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 det som \u00e4r roligast. Att “fungerar” r\u00e4cker. Ja till och med “n\u00e4stan fungerar”. Allt det d\u00e4r andra skjutet \u00e5t sidan. F\u00f6r en stund i alla fall. Innan det \u00e4r dags att ta tag i det. G\u00f6ra riktiga grejer. Allt skulle s\u00e5ledes vara utm\u00e4rkt denna kv\u00e4ll om jag inte drabbats av hostan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29890","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":40285,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40285","url_meta":{"origin":29890,"position":0},"title":"Underbara m\u00e5ndag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-11-15","format":false,"excerpt":"Verktygsl\u00e5da f\u00f6r en programmerare Underbara m\u00e5ndag mumlar jag f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv n\u00e4r jag sitter h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. 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