{"id":29784,"date":"2018-09-12T13:31:08","date_gmt":"2018-09-12T12:31:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29784"},"modified":"2018-09-12T13:39:56","modified_gmt":"2018-09-12T12:39:56","slug":"utflykt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29784","title":{"rendered":"Utflykt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Hudiksvall. Ventilk\u00e4glor. Kniv. Ink\u00f6pen. Se stan. \u00c5ker igenom. Fram och tillbaks som en raggare. Men sen hem\u00e5t igen. L\u00e5ter tid g\u00e5. K \u00e4r p\u00e5 m\u00f6te. T\u00e4nker “fika”. Prinsesst\u00e5rta. Men skiter i det. I Delsbo kanske d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet, men v\u00e4l d\u00e4r skiter jag i fika d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Det f\u00e5r bli Coop i Ljusdal. H\u00e4r smakar kaffet lika d\u00e5ligt som hemma. N\u00e4stan. \u00c5tminstone. Men bullen jag f\u00e5r \u00e4r f\u00e4rsk, kringlande och god. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Runt omkring mig d\u00e4r p\u00e5 fiket sitter dom gubbarna. Ja det \u00e4r verkligen gubbar med stor G som sitter h\u00e4r. Det pratas 5100:- i arbestl\u00f6shetsunderst\u00f6d som f\u00f6rvandlas till pension, n\u00e5gra tusen mer i fickan, hur politikerna skall l\u00e5ta bli bidragen, att man inte kan f\u00e5 bostadsbidrag som pension\u00e4r f\u00f6re sextiofem. Det \u00e4r tydligen j\u00e4vligt v\u00e4rre.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r en hel v\u00e4rld jag inte k\u00e4nner till. Bidragen har aldrig seglat in i min pl\u00e5nbok. Jag har aldrig fatta varf\u00f6r jag och min familj \u00e4r uteslutna ur det d\u00e4r som kallas trygghetssystem. Men skit samma. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag orkar inte h\u00f6ra p\u00e5. Handlar. Frukt. Br\u00f6d. Flingor. Drar. Inser d\u00e4r ute i bilen att jag \u00e4r v\u00e4l lika gammal som de d\u00e4r m\u00e4nnen som sitter d\u00e4r och som jag betraktar som urgamla gubbar. Jag \u00e4r en av dem. HJ\u00c4LP! N\u00e5gon?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Insikter \u00e4r nyttiga! Kan dock vara d\u00f6dliga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4mtar K fr\u00e5n m\u00f6tet. Anledningen till att vi \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Far v\u00e4sterut. Bort. Jo tack! Fast hem\u00e5t ocks\u00e5. Fast jag aldrig h\u00f6rt till.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu “hemma” igen allts\u00e5. L\u00e5tsaskontor och vanligt igen. Snyter mig. Hostar. S\u00e4tter p\u00e5 kaffe. I den ordningen. Det har ramlat in en bunt mail. Kravlar mig igenom dem medans kaffet puttrar igenom bryggaren. Inget att l\u00e4ngtas efter. Definitivt inte. Men dricker g\u00f6r man \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Skulle kunnat g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Men g\u00f6r inte det. Oavl\u00f6nad, ohyllad och otackad forts\u00e4tter jag flinande mitt v\u00e4rv. En sjukdom? Javisst. Jag har aldrig h\u00e4vdat att jag \u00e4r frisk. Jag k\u00f6r p\u00e5 s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det k\u00e4nns r\u00e4tt.\u00a0 Ja och n\u00e4r det inte g\u00f6r det l\u00e4ngre, ja, d\u00e5 slutar jag. Mer \u00e4r det inte med det.
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Hudiksvall. Ventilk\u00e4glor. Kniv. Ink\u00f6pen. Se stan. \u00c5ker igenom. Fram och tillbaks som en raggare. Men sen hem\u00e5t igen. L\u00e5ter tid g\u00e5. K \u00e4r p\u00e5 m\u00f6te. T\u00e4nker “fika”. Prinsesst\u00e5rta. Men skiter i det. I Delsbo kanske d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet, men v\u00e4l d\u00e4r skiter jag i fika d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Det f\u00e5r bli Coop i Ljusdal. 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