{"id":29766,"date":"2018-09-11T08:25:51","date_gmt":"2018-09-11T07:25:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29766"},"modified":"2018-09-11T20:13:01","modified_gmt":"2018-09-11T19:13:01","slug":"tiden-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29766","title":{"rendered":"Tiden"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Jag sitter h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret med kaffekoppen bredvid mig.\u00a0 Japp den smakar s\u00e4kert skit som vanligt men jag har inte v\u00e5gat lyfta den till munnen \u00e4nnu och testa. R\u00e4dd som jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r besvikelsen. Den som kommer n\u00e4r “gott ” inte \u00e4r det man f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar sig att “gott” skall vara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e5klart. Ger sig inte. Fast kanske en antydan till mer hosta och mindre snor idag. Bra hoppas man.\u00a0 Snart \u00f6ver och passerat \u00e4r m\u00e5let. L\u00e5ngsiktigt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast f\u00f6rkylning eller inte. Den hindrar mig f\u00f6ga.\u00a0 Lever man l\u00e5tsasliv s\u00e5 biter inte en f\u00f6rkylning, som iof \u00e4r p\u00e5 riktigt, p\u00e5 en till hundra procent. L\u00e5tsasjobbet f\u00f6rst.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6garna med papper v\u00e4xer h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bordet. Jag skriver ut alldeles f\u00f6r mycket. Alltid. Nu som f\u00f6rr. N\u00e5ja, en marginell minskning har noterats fr\u00e5n tonerleverant\u00f6rer och pappersleverant\u00f6rer. Men nu. Beh\u00f6ver yta till h\u00f6stprojekt. M\u00e5ste allts\u00e5 g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00e5t de d\u00e4r pappersh\u00f6garna. De \u00e5ker v\u00e4l ner p\u00e5 golvet. N\u00e5gon annanstans finns det inte plats. Jag m\u00e5ste ta mig igenom de d\u00e4r h\u00f6garna snart. De inneh\u00e5ller m\u00e5nga underbara guldkorn. Som skatter \u00e4r de n\u00e4r man hittar dem igen. Det d\u00e4r som \u00e4r kommande projekt. “N\u00e4r man f\u00e5r tid”. “N\u00e4r man har pengar”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men man f\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka l\u00e5ta bli att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r man inte hinner med. Det stressar s\u00e5 l\u00e4tt. Fast satan s\u00e5 mycket bra produkter vi skulle kunna \u00e5stadkomma h\u00e4r om vi var n\u00e5gra stycken och hade lite kapital. Ist\u00e4llet rinner livet liksom ur en. Man undrar om man orkar. D\u00e4r borta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag h\u00f6r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga gn\u00e4lla och ropa h\u00f6gt \u00f6ver att de inte hittar kompetens. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart extra tydligt h\u00e4r. Men samtidigt g\u00f6r de d\u00e4r f\u00f6retagen v\u00e4ldigt lite f\u00f6r att l\u00f6sa det d\u00e4r problemet. De klagar mest. Jag \u00e4r s\u00e4ker p\u00e5 att duktigt folk kan man f\u00e5 om man bara visar att man \u00e4r attraktiv som arbetsgivare. Nope, det r\u00e4cker inte med (standard)l\u00f6n. Det beh\u00f6vs mer. Se p\u00e5 t.ex. BL information i N\u00e4sviken. Nyt\u00e4nk. Framg\u00e5ng. Inga problem att f\u00e5 folk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen den d\u00e4r tron att man kan f\u00e5 f\u00e4rdigpaketerade arbetsmoduler levererade fr\u00e5n landets l\u00e4ros\u00e4ten \u00e4r ju bef\u00e4ngd. Det har aldrig varit s\u00e5. Det har aldrig fungerat s\u00e5. Man f\u00e5r skapa sj\u00e4lv. Hoppas p\u00e5 bra r\u00e5material in i den processen. En civilingenj\u00f6r brukar t.ex. fungera. Efter n\u00e5got \u00e5r. I b\u00e4sta fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jod\u00e5, man kan tydligt se n\u00e4r jag tar en nattmacka<\/a>. Ja och n\u00e4r vi stiger upp<\/a> h\u00e4r i huset. Jod\u00e5, nattmackan smakade utm\u00e4rkt. En kall sojakorv med ost som p\u00e5l\u00e4gg. Mums. Somnade som en stock efter det. Det som var hela syftet med operationen. Allts\u00e5 nattmacksoperationen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast nu s\u00e5. Dags f\u00f6r mig att l\u00e5tsas att jag lever som en normal m\u00e4nniska igen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jag sitter h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret med kaffekoppen bredvid mig.\u00a0 Japp den smakar s\u00e4kert skit som vanligt men jag har inte v\u00e5gat lyfta den till munnen \u00e4nnu och testa. R\u00e4dd som jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r besvikelsen. Den som kommer n\u00e4r “gott ” inte \u00e4r det man f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar sig att “gott” skall vara. F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e5klart. 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