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Jag sover som en stridsvagn som forcerar fiendeland d\u00e4r bara l\u00e4ttare ofarligt artilleri omger den. Det \u00e4r gott. Jag vaknar utvilad. Lite senare \u00e4n vanligt sker det d\u00e4r uppvaknandet. Men vad g\u00f6r v\u00e4l det. H\u00e4r? Noll och inget.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r. Dricker kaffet som smakar lika \u00e4ckligt som vanligt. Som det \u00e4r. Liv. \u00d6verlevnadsbart. Det skall st\u00e4das l\u00e4genhet idag eftersom det \u00e4r torsdag. Man g\u00f6r det man m\u00e5ste. Just det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan n\u00e5gra problem. Visst \u00e4r det tur att det \u00e4r p\u00e5 det viset. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret f\u00e5r det gro igen. Det som inte Svetlana, robotdammsugaren, tar f\u00e5r ligga kvar och gona till sig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rkyld s\u00e5klart. K tr\u00e4ffar alla dessa skolungar och l\u00e4shungriga \u00e4ldre. Sl\u00e4par hem. Saker. Sm\u00e5. Levande. Jag blir sjuk. Varje g\u00e5ng. Tr\u00e4ff. F\u00f6rsvarsl\u00f6s sitter man h\u00e4r i sin ensamma borg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker bara finna till. Men icke. Det skall testas och pl\u00e5gas ocks\u00e5. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jod\u00e5, det finns de som har det v\u00e4rre. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Annars \u00e4r det v\u00e4l \u00e4lgjakt som g\u00e4ller h\u00e4r uppe. Viktigare \u00e4n semester och jul. Viktigare \u00e4n livet. F\u00f6r de flesta h\u00e4r i Norrland. Dock inte f\u00f6r mig d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Men jag kan f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Har kopplingar tillbaks i tiden n\u00e4r allt var enklare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Norrland f\u00f6rresten. Ser egentligen inte att H\u00e4lsingland tillh\u00f6r Norrland. Men definitionen \u00e4r v\u00e4l “norr om Dal\u00e4lven” fast det borde vara norr om Sundsvall om du fr\u00e5gar mig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ute l\u00e5ter en skata. Pica Pica. Jag har persiennerna nere s\u00e5 jag ser den inte. Det \u00e4r bra tider f\u00f6r skator just nu. Ungarna drar runt som r\u00f6varband. F\u00f6rser sig. De \u00e4ldre \u00e4ter ist\u00e4llet lugnt och metodiskt upp sig inf\u00f6r vintern. N\u00e4r sn\u00f6stormarna landar \u00e4r det inte lika roligt att vara skata. Vinter \u00e4r h\u00e5rd tid f\u00f6r de d\u00e4r svart vita v\u00e4nnerna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gillar skator. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men jag \u00e4r med idag ocks\u00e5. De som k\u00e4nner mig vet att jag tycker det \u00e4r gott att leva. Vet att jag inte tar en endaste dag f\u00f6r given. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

K skall valarbeta i helgen. Sj\u00e4lv skall jag vila, m\u00f6jligen alternativt jobba. N\u00e5ja l\u00e5tsasjobba. Ja det lutar v\u00e4l ganska h\u00e5rt \u00e5t det senare. Sj\u00e4lva v\u00e4ljandet \u00e4r avklarat. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rbannat r\u00f6tt h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen i \u00e5r. Revolution. Fast jag inte tror p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant. Men jag tror p\u00e5 f\u00f6retagande, EU osv. Men passar ingen annanstans heller. Protest mest. Socialistisk protest. Eller som sonen s\u00e4ger. De enda som \u00e4r Socialdemokrater nu f\u00f6r tiden \u00e4r v\u00e4nsterpartiet. Sant. Resten \u00e4r h\u00f6ger. Mitt existerar inte.
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F\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 de som p\u00e5st\u00e5r att vi \u00e4r f\u00f6r gener\u00f6sa i flyktingpolitiken n\u00e4r fler \u00e4n n\u00e5gonsin d\u00f6r p\u00e5 Medelhavet. Ser den lille drunknade pojken p\u00e5 stranden i Grekland framf\u00f6r mig. \u00c4r vi bara kr\u00e4k egentligen? Allesammans?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Japp det finns problem med flyktingmottagande. Men l\u00f6sningen \u00e4r inte att avhumanisera sig. Vi \u00e4r v\u00e4rldsb\u00e4st p\u00e5 att l\u00f6sa problem i Sverige. Vi kan om vi vill. Sl\u00e4pp fram nya l\u00f6sningar. Innovationernas tid. F\u00f6r tusan.
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Men som anti-influencer \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart ingen ide att skriva ins\u00e4ndare om dylikt. Synd bara ett de som faktiskt har f\u00f6ljare i stora skaror bara \u00e4gnar sig \u00e5t skit och ytlighet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tage Danielsson – du saknas oss. En mening och du hade sagt de f\u00f6rl\u00f6sande ord som skulle f\u00e5tt alla p\u00e5 humanism sn\u00e5la att sk\u00e4mmas och g\u00f6ra b\u00e4ttring.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men n\u00e5gon “Tage Danielsson” bjuder inte den tid vi lever i p\u00e5 l\u00e4ngre. Det \u00e4r synd. Mycket synd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dags att greppa den d\u00e4r dammvippan. Motvilligt men best\u00e4mt.
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