{"id":29708,"date":"2018-09-05T21:28:30","date_gmt":"2018-09-05T20:28:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29708"},"modified":"2018-09-05T21:28:37","modified_gmt":"2018-09-05T20:28:37","slug":"ratt-at-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29708","title":{"rendered":"R\u00e4tt \u00e5t mig."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"326\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?resize=580%2C326\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-29018\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?w=5344&amp;ssl=1 5344w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/06\/IMG_20180621_112642293.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag kollar in Times Square bara f\u00f6r jag l\u00e4ngtar dit. Men g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r f\u00f6rst efter att jag lagat en SD l\u00e4sare p\u00e5 en Pi 3&#8217;a. Okastar en Raspberry Pi liksom. Det k\u00e4nns som man tj\u00e4nat den d\u00e4r ink\u00f6pskostnaden, speciellt som det \u00e4r en gammal reklamation som man fick beh\u00e5lla. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r mig k\u00e4nns s\u00e5dant utm\u00e4rkt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men vill dra ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Som alltid. Fast hur \u00e4n lockande New York verkar just nu s\u00e5 sitter man h\u00e4r och kan inte annat \u00e4n att sitta h\u00e4r. Jag har sovit h\u00f6gst ett par timmar i natt. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5klart. F\u00f6rkyld dessutom. Skulle kunna vara synd om mig om det helt enkelt inte bara var r\u00e4tt \u00e5t mig. Som alltid. Men piggare blir jag inte f\u00f6r det. Nehejd\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men ger mig fan p\u00e5 att klara dan och st\u00e5ls\u00e4tter mig allts\u00e5 \u00e5t det h\u00e5llet och det g\u00e5r.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r andra natten i rad som s\u00f6mnen inte vill komma n\u00e4r den \u00e4r p\u00e5kallad. En ovanlighet f\u00f6r mig s\u00e5 inget att klaga p\u00e5 egentligen. Men det drar i benen som om dj\u00e4vulen stod d\u00e4r med sitt anhang och hade en dragkamp med han\/hon\/det\/gud och dessutom, s\u00e5 fort jag k\u00e4nner att jag b\u00f6rjar slappna av s\u00e5 blir jag kissn\u00f6dig och m\u00e5ste upp. Men man hinner t\u00e4nka en del s\u00e5klart. Alltid n\u00e5got. Farsan l\u00e5g ofta l\u00e5nga n\u00e4tter och funderade. Uppfinnaren i honom kunde inte sl\u00e4ppa det d\u00e4r han h\u00f6ll p\u00e5 med. Jag var lika f\u00f6rut, h\u00e4rmades kanske,\u00a0 men romanl\u00e4sandet innan s\u00f6mn har tagit mig iv\u00e4g d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n till en mer avkopplad insomning bortkopplad fr\u00e5n det som r\u00f6rt sig i intensivt i skallen en timme tidigare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man hoppas allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 en snabbare insomning ikv\u00e4ll. Men f\u00f6rst skall min bok l\u00e4sas klart. F\u00f6rbaskat bra. Den b\u00e4sta p\u00e5 ett tag. Och d\u00e5 har jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 l\u00e4st flera som varit j\u00e4kligt bra p\u00e5 senaste tiden. Fast jag rangordnar s\u00e4llan. F\u00f6rs\u00f6kte g\u00f6ra det med whisky ett tag. Men allt hamnade p\u00e5 f\u00f6rsta plats till slut och &#8220;experterna&#8221; skrattade \u00e5t mig. Klarar inte av rangordnande. Upplever. N\u00e4r det sker. Som ett barn. D\u00e5ligt eller bra. Inte fan vet jag. Jag &#8220;\u00e4r&#8221;. Gillar.<br \/><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En Pi med den nya PoE hatten \u00e4r en h\u00f6jdare faktiskt. Allt blir mycket, MYCKET, enklare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men jag skall g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. F\u00f6r freden och f\u00f6r alla rosa cyklars skull. Jod\u00e5 lite f\u00f6r f\u00f6rkylningens skull ocks\u00e5, f\u00f6r att en bra bok drar och f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4r \u00f6vertr\u00f6tt. S\u00e5klart. Hur vore man funtad annars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Imorgon \u00e4r liksom en annan dag.\u00a0 Om man nu f\u00e5r vara med. Man hoppas p\u00e5 det. Kan inte vara s\u00e4ker. Mer g\u00e5r inte.<br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag kollar in Times Square bara f\u00f6r jag l\u00e4ngtar dit. Men g\u00f6r det d\u00e4r f\u00f6rst efter att jag lagat en SD l\u00e4sare p\u00e5 en Pi 3&#8217;a. Okastar en Raspberry Pi liksom. Det k\u00e4nns som man tj\u00e4nat den d\u00e4r ink\u00f6pskostnaden, speciellt som det \u00e4r en gammal reklamation som man fick beh\u00e5lla. \u00c5tminstone f\u00f6r mig k\u00e4nns s\u00e5dant [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29708","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":26866,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=26866","url_meta":{"origin":29708,"position":0},"title":"L\u00e5tsassjuk","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-01-29","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00c4gnar helgen \u00e5t att vara sjuk. 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