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Det \u00e4r OK. Men… Testar, testar och testar. Nu har allt snurrat som det skall sedan tretiden idag. T\u00f6rs kanske g\u00e5 h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Byta l\u00e5tsaskontor mot s\u00e4ng. Ja och bok. De som h\u00f6r ihop. H\u00e4r i huset. Fast d\u00e5 kraschar v\u00e4l saker. Det finns buggar som bara v\u00e5gar sig fram n\u00e4r lyset \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngt. Det vet alla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00f6rs\u00f6kte st\u00e4da ihop lite idag. L\u00e5tsaskontorsihopplock i brist p\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre. Liksom. Det var d\u00e5 jag noterade den f\u00f6rsta kraschen. S\u00e5 L\u00e5tsaskontorsihopplock fick bytas ut mot buggletande. S\u00e5 som det \u00e4r. H\u00e4r. Liksom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast p\u00e5 n\u00e5got konstigt s\u00e4tt s\u00e5 triggar jag alltid ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Ingenj\u00f6rssjukan. Fixa grejer s\u00e5 de fungerar. S\u00e5dant d\u00e4r ingenj\u00f6reri kan spilla \u00f6ver p\u00e5 fysiker ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En stuga, liten, timrad, en \u00e5, en bj\u00f6rk och l\u00e5ngt till n\u00e4rmaste bos\u00e4ttning. D\u00e4r finns jag. Som riktigt gammal. D\u00e4r drar jag till slut min sista suck. Ensam som jag kom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast inte \u00e4nnu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dragspelarens hus skall s\u00e4ljas. Grannen.\u00a0 J. som blev kvar drar mot Edsbyn i h\u00f6st. Med det \u00e4r en epok \u00f6ver h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Bangers har l\u00e4mnat. Fast Sone st\u00e5r d\u00e4r vid postl\u00e5dorna fortfarande ibland. \u00c4r lite sur f\u00f6r att vi inte fick klart de d\u00e4r sista inspelningarna. Jag klappar honom p\u00e5 axeln och g\u00e5r hem. Vi f\u00e5r prata mer sen. S\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag. Himmel eller helvete eller mittemellan. F\u00e5r l\u00e4gga en blomma p\u00e5 hans grav till v\u00e5ren. Men gillar inte gravar. S\u00e5 kanske f\u00e5r det stanna vid en tanke. Tankar r\u00e4knas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5tskilliga tomma tunnor skramlar h\u00f6gt h\u00e4r p\u00e5 byn. Tomma tunnor och chefer finns det gott om . Jag tr\u00e4ffar ingen h\u00e4r och kan v\u00e4l inte s\u00e4ga att jag saknar det speciellt mycket heller. K sk\u00f6ter de d\u00e4r kontakterna – tr\u00e4ffar m\u00e4nniskor. Men jag har blivit en ensling. Om man nu kan bli n\u00e5got man egentligen alltid har varit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r OK.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00e5r att leva med eftersom det h\u00f6r till min natur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fast fasiken ocks\u00e5. G\u00e5r nog och l\u00e4gger mig. Lite tidigt. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Kortmeningarna b\u00f6rjar till och med ta slut som det verkar just nu. Det finns snart bara kommatecken kvar. De jag s\u00e5 og\u00e4rna anv\u00e4nder. Nya ord f\u00f6ds under s\u00f6mnen. Alla vet inte det. Men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Man \u00e4r spr\u00e4ngfylld n\u00e4r man vaknar. Ord som vill ut. Ibland misstar man det d\u00e4r med att man \u00e4r kissn\u00f6dig och d\u00e5 g\u00e5r det ju som det g\u00e5r. S\u00e5klart. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Men allt \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e5 gott man kan. De som inget g\u00f6r \u00e4r b\u00e4st p\u00e5 allt. Ingen orkar med mer \u00e4n en fr\u00e5ga \u00e5t g\u00e5ngen. Den fr\u00e5gan handlar alltid om att det g\u00e5r \u00e5t helvetet p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. Vilket det s\u00e5klart inte g\u00f6r. Vi \u00e4r s\u00e5 sm\u00e5 vi m\u00e4nniskor. Som myggor i det stora. Ingen bryr sig om oss. Beh\u00f6ver inte ens ruska p\u00e5 sig f\u00f6r att bli av med oss eftersom vi inte m\u00e4rks. Men sj\u00e4lva vill vi g\u00e4rna se att vi p\u00e5verkar. Att vi styr. Att vi st\u00e4ller. Jod\u00e5. Men …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r OK. Men… Testar, testar och testar. Nu har allt snurrat som det skall sedan tretiden idag. T\u00f6rs kanske g\u00e5 h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Byta l\u00e5tsaskontor mot s\u00e4ng. Ja och bok. De som h\u00f6r ihop. H\u00e4r i huset. Fast d\u00e5 kraschar v\u00e4l saker. Det finns buggar som bara v\u00e5gar sig fram n\u00e4r lyset \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngt. 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