{"id":29637,"date":"2018-08-28T22:38:37","date_gmt":"2018-08-28T21:38:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29637"},"modified":"2018-08-28T22:38:45","modified_gmt":"2018-08-28T21:38:45","slug":"nu-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29637","title":{"rendered":"NU"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/IMG_20130828_170711-MOTION.gif?resize=580%2C435\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-29638\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man har en bra dag. Inte m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdig. Men bra. Det d\u00e4r man ville f\u00e5 iv\u00e4g fr\u00e5n att-g\u00f6ra-h\u00f6gen f\u00f6rsvinner fr\u00e5n att-g\u00f6ra-h\u00f6gen. Den fylls obevekligen \u00e5ter igen s\u00e5klart den d\u00e4r h\u00f6gen. Men jag kan blunda. Beh\u00f6ver dessutom bara blunda p\u00e5 ena \u00f6gat. Medf\u00f6dd defekt. En av m\u00e5nga. Bra att ta till ibland. Som idag allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mitt liv \u00e4r som b\u00e4st n\u00e4r jag kan f\u00f6rsvinna. Idag har jag varit borta fr\u00e5n den h\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden i princip under hela dagen. N\u00e4stan konstant. Normalt inneb\u00e4r det programmering eller sova. Men inte idag. Idag har det varit v\u00e4derstationsl\u00e5tsasarbete. I vinter skall den upp. Dock p\u00e5 prelimin\u00e4r position. Hanterbar. Icke-stege-position. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.grodansparadis.com\/accra\/manual\/doku.php\">Accra<\/a> och <a href=\"http:\/\/www.grodansparadis.com\/vilnius\/manual\/doku.php\">Vilnius<\/a> moduler f\u00f6r m\u00e4tv\u00e4rdesinsamling.\u00a0 Den d\u00e4r flykten kallas v\u00e4l f\u00f6rresten minfullness av vissa. De som g\u00e4rna g\u00e5r p\u00e5 kurs.<br \/><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men nu, med m\u00f6rkret, sprider sig ocks\u00e5 tr\u00f6ttheten. N\u00e4r man tar sig upp ur det d\u00e4r neddykandet s\u00e5 brukar det d\u00e4r tr\u00f6tta l\u00e4gga sig som ett segt skynke \u00f6ver och i en. Urlakansv\u00e4v. Eller n\u00e5got d\u00e4r\u00e5t.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r tr\u00f6tthet i huvudet. Man kan l\u00e4ngta till tr\u00f6tthet i kroppen som efter l\u00e5nga vedklyvningspass. Olika men samma ocks\u00e5. Den fysiska tr\u00f6ttheten k\u00e4nns liksom mer &#8220;riktigt jobb&#8221; dessutom.\u00a0 Man kan allts\u00e5 s\u00e4tta sig i tv-soffan efter den typen av tr\u00f6tthet. Det kan man inte med gott samvete efter tankem\u00f6da, hur \u00e4n sv\u00e5r och h\u00e5rd den \u00e4n \u00e4r. Nope. Luther vet. D\u00e4r han sitter p\u00e5 h\u00f6ger axel. Talar g\u00e4rna om det. Vad i helvete han nu g\u00f6r d\u00e4r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ja en del har ju dj\u00e4vulen d\u00e4r p\u00e5 axeln. Andra sm\u00e5j\u00e4vlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">H\u00e4r \u00e4r det allts\u00e5 Luther.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Man gick i s\u00f6ndagsskola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ju&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En bra dag har ocks\u00e5 ett slut. S\u00e5klart har den det. Det slutet \u00e4r h\u00e4r och nu. Varken tidigare eller senare. Jag l\u00e5ter n\u00e5gra maskiner rulla under natten. Letar bugg. Intermittenta saker. Vr\u00e5ngheter. Har man tur f\u00e5r man en krasch i natt. Kan f\u00e5 en hint om varf\u00f6r? Kanske till och med fixa. Har man otur f\u00e5r man v\u00e4nta en natt till, eller en till eller tjugo. Men man tar dom till slut. Buggarna. Men det finns iof ocks\u00e5 alltid d\u00e4r en till att s\u00f6ka efter n\u00e4r man funnit en. Det tuffar p\u00e5. 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