{"id":2962,"date":"2013-02-04T12:49:35","date_gmt":"2013-02-04T11:49:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=2962"},"modified":"2013-03-14T23:00:23","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T22:00:23","slug":"men-i-mal-skall-du","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2962","title":{"rendered":"Men i m\u00e5l skall du&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/02\/skeppsklocka_2106A.gif\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/02\/skeppsklocka_2106A.gif?resize=191%2C200\" alt=\"skeppsklocka_2106A\" width=\"191\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2964\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det ringer en klocka i din n\u00e4rhet. Den ringer inte in nya tider. Den ringer inte in d\u00f6den. Inte \u00e4nnu. Den ringer bara f\u00f6r sista varvet. Den talar om att det \u00e4r dags att \u00e4ta upp desserten, betala och g\u00e5 hem och ordna upp dina aff\u00e4rer. Den s\u00e4ger att det snart \u00e4r dags att utse dig till vinnare eller f\u00f6rlorare eftersom loppet snart \u00e4r slut. Det \u00e4r bara ett varv kvar nu. Det \u00e4r vad den den spr\u00f6da klockans klang s\u00e4ger. Det blir inga fler varv. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r det sista. Du m\u00e5ste fatta det. M\u00e5llinjen ligger d\u00e4r inom synh\u00e5ll och nu g\u00e4ller det.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 du biter ihop och samlar dina sista krafter. Den d\u00e4r kullerbyttan du ville g\u00f6ra l\u00e5ter sig inte g\u00f6ras l\u00e4ngre. F\u00f6r den \u00e4r tiden f\u00f6r kort. Det \u00e4r tyngre det h\u00e4r sista varvet \u00e4n dom andra. Du har ju h\u00e5llit p\u00e5 s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge. Sprungit s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga varv,  Men du har best\u00e4mt dig f\u00f6r att g\u00e5 i m\u00e5l. Inte bryta i f\u00f6rtid. K\u00e4mpa hela v\u00e4gen. Du halkar efter. \u00c4r en f\u00f6redetting. Det var ju inte meningen. Andra \u00e4r redan i m\u00e5l. Bejublade. Men nu har du inte heller s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt kvar.<\/p>\n<p>Du funderar p\u00e5 dom andra varven. Dom f\u00f6re det h\u00e4r. Visst sprang du som en riktig vinnare en bit d\u00e4r i mitten n\u00e5gonstans. Innan du snubblade. Eller var det en f\u00e4llning? Men upp igen var det enda som g\u00e4llde. Full fart fram\u00e5t. Vilken spirit! Ett tag trodde du till och med att du skulle kunna vinna. Hinna ikapp igen. Men sen drog dom andra iv\u00e4g. Du sprang d\u00e4r med dom andra snubblarna och s\u00e5g dom andra, vinnarkandidaterna,  l\u00e5ngt d\u00e4r framme. Dom som fortfarande sprang med sp\u00e4nstiga kliv. Inte tr\u00f6tta sega och med s\u00e5riga kn\u00e4n som er. Att hinna ikapp, det hade du f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan gett upp. N\u00f6jd att vara en d\u00e4r i mitten och till slut n\u00f6jd fast du nu n\u00e4r sista varvet startar \u00e4r bland dom sista.<\/p>\n<p>Men du skall i m\u00e5l. Visst \u00e4r det s\u00e5? Ingen skall kunna s\u00e4ga att du smet ifr\u00e5n det du lovade. Eller har du gjort det \u00e4nd\u00e5? Var du en smitare. Borde du ha tagit i mer d\u00e4r i b\u00f6rjan. Hur som helst, det \u00e4r f\u00f6r sent nu. Det finns inget du kan g\u00f6ra f\u00f6r att inte bli en av dom sista. \u00c4t upp. Sv\u00e4lj.<\/p>\n<p>Efter m\u00e5let d\u00e5. Vad skall du g\u00f6ra sen. Tar allt slut eller finns det en forts\u00e4ttning efter loppet. St\u00e5r v\u00e4nnerna d\u00e4r. Dom som du inte sett p\u00e5 s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga varv.  Domaren och tidtagaren har s\u00e5klart g\u00e5tt hem n\u00e4r du passerar. Du \u00e4r s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt efter att du inte r\u00e4knas. Men v\u00e4nnerna kanske \u00e4r kvar. N\u00e5gra i alla fall. Dom som sa att dom \u00e4lskade dig.  Men kanske har dom ocks\u00e5 gett upp. Inte orkat v\u00e4nta. Det har varit en l\u00e5ng v\u00e4ntan. Du m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rst\u00e5 dom.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 du springer. Ger det sista du har. Klockklangen har klingat ut. Du springer det sista varvet f\u00f6r att du m\u00e5ste. Du t\u00e4nker i alla fall fullf\u00f6lja. En av dom sista. Javisst. Det f\u00e5r bli som det blir.  Men i m\u00e5l det skall du. Det \u00e4r bara det som \u00e5terst\u00e5r nu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det ringer en klocka i din n\u00e4rhet. Den ringer inte in nya tider. Den ringer inte in d\u00f6den. Inte \u00e4nnu. Den ringer bara f\u00f6r sista varvet. Den talar om att det \u00e4r dags att \u00e4ta upp desserten, betala och g\u00e5 hem och ordna upp dina aff\u00e4rer. Den s\u00e4ger att det snart \u00e4r dags att utse [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2962","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":30006,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=30006","url_meta":{"origin":2962,"position":0},"title":"Det d\u00e4r","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-09-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Det d\u00e4r med inspiration. 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