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Jod\u00e5, det byggs. P\u00e5 det som skall bli n\u00e5got. Vad \u00e4r os\u00e4kert. Men “n\u00e5got” kan vara nog ibland som definition p\u00e5 gl\u00e4djemakeri. Kanske inte f\u00f6r den som tror att pengar kan k\u00f6pa allt dock. Nej, Och aldrig d\u00e4r, d\u00e4r o-naiv \u00e4r ett motto f\u00f6r levt liv av v\u00e4rde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi r\u00f6r oss mot september ocks\u00e5 h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Hotet om tuffare tider. Strumpor \u00e5ker p\u00e5. Dr\u00f6mmar om varmare l\u00e4nder tas fram och granskas igen. F\u00f6rkastas. Ved best\u00e4lls. R\u00f6kr\u00f6r l\u00e4ggs p\u00e5 ink\u00f6pslistor. Men pelletsleveranserna f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta ett tag till. D\u00e4ri ligger det h\u00e5rda. Att f\u00e5 livet att g\u00e5 ihop under n\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader d\u00e5 kullens varelser f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker uth\u00e4rda kalla vindar och sn\u00f6stormars grep om strupar som vill ropa p\u00e5 hj\u00e4lp men inte t\u00f6rs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Helgen spenderar mestadels i soffan med god bok. Fast nog somnar jag och sover mer \u00e4n jag l\u00e4ser. F\u00f6rkylning i kroppen. Kanske. \u00c4r \u00e5tminstone snorig och har ont i halsen. Svepsk\u00e4l. Lathet. Sl\u00f6het. Om det tas p\u00e5 allvar. Djupt i s\u00f6mnen d\u00e4r p\u00e5 soffan h\u00f6r jag d\u00f6rrklockan. D\u00f6rren. Kontoret. L\u00e5tsaskontoret. Ingen utom posten och \u00e5karna ringer p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r d\u00f6rrklockan. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r en kulle i Los, d\u00f6rrar \u00e4r \u00f6ppna.\u00a0 Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker skaka liv i mig. G\u00e5 ner och \u00f6ppna. Lyckas till slut. Stiger upp fr\u00e5n d\u00f6dsriket.\u00a0 D\u00e4r nere st\u00e5r min namne \u00c5ke. En skicklig l\u00e4rarkollega fr\u00e5n tiden i G\u00e4vle. Han p\u00e5 h\u00f6gskolan nu. Han \u00e4r ute och tittar p\u00e5 skoter till vintern. Motorcykelburen tar han sig v\u00e4sterut.\u00a0 H\u00e4r skall handlas. Det skall prutas. Om objektet faller i smaken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got underligt med det d\u00e4r g\u00e4nget i G\u00e4vle. Vi har en speciell kontakt allesammans. H\u00f6r av oss till varandra och bes\u00f6ker varandra fortfarande fast det nu b\u00f6rjar bli l\u00e4nge sedan vi jobbade ihop. Normalt blir det ju kanske i b\u00e4sta fall en fr\u00e5n en gammal arbetsplats som man forts\u00e4tter att h\u00e5lla kontakten med. H\u00e4r \u00e4r det n\u00e4stan alla. Underligt. Ja och till det f\u00e5r man l\u00e4gga eleverna. De som fortfarande h\u00f6r av sig. Hur m\u00e5nga gamla l\u00e4rare h\u00f6ll man sj\u00e4lv kontakt med? Magiska \u00e5r. Magiska tider. Magiska m\u00e4nniskor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c5ke far vidare. S\u00e5klart. Vi som \u00e4r kvar s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 mer kaffe. Tar en kaka till. L\u00e4ser n\u00e5gra sidor till d\u00e4r i boken. Somnar en stund igen. Ja ja, ja… livet bara g\u00e5r och det f\u00e5r det g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jag har funnits i ett sammanhang d\u00e4r i G\u00e4vle d\u00e5 och d\u00e4r och n\u00e4r i spelade v\u00e5r musik p\u00e5 sjuttiotalet. Tv\u00e5 g\u00e5nger i ett liv \u00e4r kanske inte s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt \u00e4nd\u00e5. T\u00e4nker jag. Men inbillar mig att alla andra finns i de d\u00e4r sammanhangen alltid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Imorgon skall jag tanka bilen. Br\u00e4nslelampan har lyst l\u00e4nge nog och f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt varna f\u00f6r annalkande stillest\u00e5nd. Tror det f\u00e5r bli full tank. K\u00e4nns normalt on\u00f6digt i en gammal bil som v\u00e5r. Man vet liksom aldrig om man f\u00e5r en chans att k\u00f6ra upp den d\u00e4r bensinen.\u00a0 Sextio mil \u00e4r mycket.\u00a0 Men ibland f\u00e5r man chansa. Leva lite farligt liksom. ;-\/<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Konstigt nog k\u00e4nner jag mig tr\u00f6tt igen. Skiter allts\u00e5 i det h\u00e4r. Ger mig. Hoppas p\u00e5 morgondagen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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