{"id":29538,"date":"2018-08-14T08:33:02","date_gmt":"2018-08-14T07:33:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29538"},"modified":"2018-08-14T08:33:09","modified_gmt":"2018-08-14T07:33:09","slug":"skenheligheten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29538","title":{"rendered":"Skenheligheten"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/flugan.jpg?w=580\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-15011\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jag sl\u00e5r ihj\u00e4l en fluga precis n\u00e4r jag l\u00e4gger mig. Det \u00e4r ett misstag, jag vill bara vifta iv\u00e4g den, men det slutar allts\u00e5 v\u00e4rre \u00e4n s\u00e5 eftersom en kudde \u00e4r i v\u00e4gen. Nope, brukar inte sl\u00e5 ihj\u00e4l flugor. Inga andra insekter eller djur heller, om jag nu inte m\u00e5ste. I <strong>m\u00e5ste<\/strong> ing\u00e5r myggor och bromsar. Tr\u00e5kigt nog. Inget av det h\u00e4r \u00e4r n\u00e5got jag \u00e4r stolt \u00f6ver. Varken icke d\u00f6dandet eller d\u00f6dandet. Det \u00e4r bara som det \u00e4r. \u00c5tminstone inte v\u00e4rre \u00e4n att s\u00e4tta upp bihotellbyggen i hela tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rden och sen spruta radar p\u00e5 varje geting som dyker upp vid utebordet.\u00a0 Suck. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Men man blir n\u00e4stan alltid skenhelig p\u00e5 ett eller annat s\u00e4tt om man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker sig p\u00e5 &#8220;gott&#8221;. Ja patetisk ocks\u00e5. Ja symbolhandlingar som bihotell \u00e4r ju a&#8217;la mode s\u00e5 de kanske g\u00e5r hem utan det d\u00e4r.\u00a0 Vad vet jag. Men det mesta annat g\u00f6r det inte. Man f\u00e5r leva med det. Kan leva med det. Jod\u00e5. Sj\u00e4lv tycker jag naiv \u00e4r ett fint, vackert och positivt ord. S\u00e5 k\u00f6r p\u00e5. Fler bihotell. Mer monokultur. Mer Radar i sprayform.<br \/><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;Att g\u00f6ra gott&#8221; \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt.\u00a0 Existerar faktiskt inte ens. Det \u00e4r bara att f\u00f6rflytta perspektiv och s\u00e5 blir det &#8220;ont&#8221; det man g\u00f6r. Om man t\u00e4nker \u00e4r det sv\u00e5rt att vara (religi\u00f6st) r\u00e4ttlevande p\u00e5 alla s\u00e4tt. Om man nu inte satsar p\u00e5 IS eller n\u00e5gon av de andra etablerade religionerna. Fast d\u00e5 \u00e4r man s\u00e5klart inte &#8220;t\u00e4nkande&#8221; och g\u00f6r &#8220;gott&#8221; i alla l\u00e4gen eftersom man best\u00e4mt sig f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8220;R\u00e4tt&#8221; \u00e4r annars ett annat sv\u00e5rt ord. En del har l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r.\u00a0 En del saker \u00e4r &#8220;r\u00e4tt&#8221; andra solklart &#8220;fel&#8221;. Ofta har de s\u00e5klart inte ens pr\u00f6vat fr\u00e5gan om de \u00f6ver huvud taget existerar. Men kanske \u00e4r det just bristen p\u00e5 behov att st\u00e4lla de sv\u00e5ra fr\u00e5gorna som g\u00f6r att allt blir enklare och sj\u00e4lvklart. Jag tittar avundsjukt p\u00e5. Ett plus ett har aldrig blivit ett sj\u00e4lvklart tv\u00e5 i min v\u00e4rld. \u00c5tminstone inte f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gon s\u00e4ger att det \u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bilar brinner. Invandrargrupper t\u00e4nker v\u00e4l de flesta. Men t\u00e4nk om det \u00e4r Nordiska motst\u00e5ndsr\u00f6relsen som st\u00e5r bakom det d\u00e4r? Ett smart move liksom. Skuldfr\u00e5gan \u00e4r ju redan klar. Till oh med Statsministern &#8220;vet&#8221; vilka &#8220;br\u00e4nnarna&#8221; \u00e4r. Det enda som talar emot dem \u00e4r v\u00e4l annars att &#8220;smarta moves&#8221; och NMR inte riktigt g\u00e5r att koppla. Skit \u00e4r det hur som helst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag bortkopplad fr\u00e5n v\u00e4rlden. Antagligen lika bra det. 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